Miscall the Retorted

Rocky's Regret

"Excuse me brother Ra," Rocky tilted his body and hugged Ara who was still crying sobbed behind him.

Ara was silent, not a word came out of it, she was still in shock with what had just happened, it was not ready to accept what Rocky had done to her, put away by Rocky's hand that hugged her stomach, and there was no rejection when the hand was removed, immediately Ara got off the padded mattress owned by Rocky and picked up his clothes were scattered, painful area under his stomach, pain, even while walking he grimaced a little withstanding the pain in his sensitive part.

While wearing her clothes she was still crying, even her body was falling apart, Ara sat by Rocky's bed, she hugged both her legs, shattered already her dream, even he felt that he had disappointed my father as well as his mother who always supported him.

Rocky who saw it felt guilty, he could not do much, repeatedly his apology was only responded by Ara with silence and crying, so terumpurnya a cheerful Ara full of enthusiasm, and, who never complained about the life of his parents.

"Sorry Ra, wrong branch, sorry brother Ra!" Somehow Rocky came crying, saw the girl in the blemish wept in disgust, he who sat beside Ara by leaning his body on his mattress.

Ara was still, grabbed and held by Ara's hand, but immediately pulled Ara, making Rocky more confused how to get Ara to talk to him.

As Rocky was still thinking, Ara stood up and wiped her tears, fixed her clothes and headed for the door, while her eyes were fixed on the sky-blue bed sheet, her heart was shattered again, there was a red stain that was hers that should not have been given to people, but it had been taken by the man she once loved so much, her tears fell back, soon Ara passed to the door,but the door was still locked, Ara sobbed back, no intention to talk, even ask for a key even though Rocky, immediately Rocky looking for the key in his pants pocket and open the door for Ara.

It was dark, it was seven o'clock at night when Ara came out of Aunt Hana's house, seen Rocky followed her from behind intending to drive Ara home to make amends.

"Wait for Ra, you mean brother?" Rocky hastily pulls out a duck bike from their home garage.

There was no answer from Ara who kept walking and came out of the gate, and again closed the gate to make Rocky fixated where he had just turned on his bike, and Ara went further and further and left her feeling guilty.

There is a forgetfulness that makes Ara stop not to continue her steps, her phone missed , it turns out she forgot to take the phone when she came out of Rocky's room, his mind was too upset with what had just happened that he had forgotten his own phone.

Continuing his steps, it turns out Rocky is not right to worry about him, the proof until his steps almost reach home, there is no sign of Rocky following him.

"Stupid you Ra, still hoping, let alone what more do you expect? your pride has been freely given to her, forever you will be the lowest woman in front of her," Ara muttered in her heart.

Little Ara felt lucky, not many saw her coming home with a little pain walking due to the hours that people were still busy inside their homes, respectively, but soon it will be back to many considering this is Sunday night.

Ara opened the door, and it was seen that Luhut and Gomos were again playing The picture in the living room accompanied by an oil lamp.

"Old Ra?" The father who came from the kitchen with the mother asked when Ara opened the door to her room.

"Ohh father, sir, that was a lot of laundry at Aunt Hana's house, yes Ara istrahat first yes sir, Mak" Without waiting for his parents' answers, Ara entered and immediately locked the door of his room.

"Ara had eaten at Aunt Hana's house, so eat four of them, Mak" Ara sounded a little strengthen her voice so that Mak would not invite her to dinner.

Throughout the night Ara continued to cry, hoping that with her cries could slightly relieve her broken heart, even earlier when the father called her and reminded her to leave the group of youths, she said, Ara pretended not to hear to be thought to be asleep because of fatigue.

Destroyed all his dreams, his desire to continue college and become a career woman was destroyed, there was no hope for it all, even it felt Ara wanted to end his life alone at this time, sad to feel endless.

His intentions only want revenge, but in fact he is seriously injured due to his own drama, while Amri like hanging his feelings, even Ara difficult to interpret how Amri feels about him.

Suddenly Ara remembered something, it turned out that she had forgotten her birthday yesterday, not even anyone remembered, maybe everyone was busy with their respective affairs.

He took his diary.

August 27, 2005

Ko I forgot my birthday yes, a day passed turned out to be 19 years, but today can be a gift that a lifetime will not be forgotten, I was destroyed, I was devastated, even with that gift I'm not sure of my tomorrow.

I know I started it by being someone else, but backfiring on myself, could I have been able to get through my next days, it turns out my own stupidity deepened my abyss of falling.

Even these tears can only help a little, at least I am content to spill my feelings of annoyance, my feelings of anger, my broken feelings even my feelings of hatred for myself, she said, but not returning the lost can come back.

Clara Is's.....

Ara did not continue to write his name, his eyes were so sliced when he remembered his last name, a name that made him fall worthless as he was today.

"Lord how is this, what am I supposed to do, I'm afraid of going through tomorrow, I'm afraid because I've ruined my parents' trust,," Ara buried her face in the pillow and tried to forget the bitter incident that had just passed a few hours, until she was exhausted and fell asleep.

***

While Rocky who tonight attended the youth gathering still hopes Ara comes, until the event begins even nearly finished Rocky is out of focus and must swallow the disappointment of Ara's absence, many who look and are curious about Rocky's anxiety tonight, seen often look at the door and pay attention to his cell phone, it's all because of Ara, not because of guilt alone, not because of guilt, but more toward worry, affection and maybe love that deepened after what happened between them a few hours ago.

Rocky felt tremendous pain when Ara did not want to talk to him, even had to swallow disappointment when Ara silently refused to be delivered with a motorbike that had been turned on, and only Ara who managed to break his heart at this time, a beautiful girl who was innocent, a warrior living hard, the girl of the dreamer but very cheerful, but with the heart she tarnished the girl only because of trivial problems.

"Ra,, is there no forgiveness from you?"