
Alesha just fell silent and looked at Devan. Then he shifted his eyes. The tears that he had been holding back had finally escaped on his cheek. She was very sad to have lost her future baby in this way plus one reality that she had never expected before.
"Yes, I know it hurts you. My father was a criminal. I'm sorry to hide my family background from you. I'm..." Devan stopped his words. It's like he has no heart at the moment.
Alesha was crying more and more awkwardly, she tilted herself while holding her stomach which still hurt.
"Sir, don't cry gini. You straighten your body again, your stomach hurts." Devan allowed Alesha's body to go back straight.
Only Alesha's crying voice was heard.
"I'm sorry. Am I not worthy of you anymore?"
Alesha grabbed Devan's hand and hugged him. "It's not Devan's fault. It's just me..." Alesha tightened her embrace on Devan.
"Yes, you just cry as much as you. I know this is very painful for you. Not only your body hurts but your heart as well."
Alesha was still sobbing in Devan's arms. Until finally she was tired of crying and the tears stopped flowing by themselves. "Sorry, I don't accept this fact. But I just regret it, why should..." Alesha stopped her words.
"Yes, I understand." Devan took off his embrace. She wiped the tears on Alesha's flushed cheeks. Both of Alesha's eyes were also very puffy. This was the second time he had seen Alesha cry to such an astonishment. First because of Dirga and second because of his father. "You take it easy, I've thrown you in jail. He's wrong, I can't stay quiet."
Alesha was silent now. He did not know what to comment.
"I'm sorry, I was wrong never told the same about you. My father was a criminal. Not only did he pickpocket but he was also often drunk. When I was a kid, Mom was tortured even in her side. I was determined to bring Mother and Dirga who were babies so that they could get away from the Father. From that moment on, I would not admit that I still have a father. I had to work hard to make money for my own school and help Mom a little. Fortunately there is still a mother's family that gives shelter and sometimes helps."
Alesha kept staring at Devan. He was silent to all of Devan's stories.
"I have to fight hard. At Junior High, I finally met Mama Fara who received free tutoring. From then on I studied hard so that I could get a full scholarship at my favorite High School and I succeeded thanks to your Mama's help." Then Devan smiled a little. "I bought you that doll also from the results of busking me every day. Only cheap dolls are sold in the market. If you want, I can buy you a nice doll."
"Make what? I've got Devan's sister I can hug every day."
The two of them finally smiled even though their two eyes were still glazed over.
"I know every marriage must be a trial, but why all trials must befall you. I don't want to see you cry like this." Devan again shrank the tears at the end of Alesha's eyes.
"I've always been perfect and happy, maybe it's time I felt the trials of life. Brother Devan take it easy, I can definitely get through this."
"Sometimes I feel unworthy of you. I've taken you from both of your parents, I should be able to make you happy."
Alesha shook her head slowly. "This is not the wish of Brother Devan. I'm happy with Brother Devan. Maybe it's not time we had a kid."
"Yes, now you focus on your school first. Two months you're testing. You can go straight to college, no need to delay anymore."
Alesha nodded slowly.
Devan now stood up and looked at the empty blood bag. "I got my blood transfusion removed first. Kasian, you're afraid of needles and even your two hands in gini infusion. Are you not dizzy?"
"Yes, you lost so much blood that you had to transfuse one bag of blood." Devan slowly removed the blood transfusion needle and closed the wound. Suddenly Devan smiled. "Until I forget it's not my job. I used to work here. It was a long time until someone finally offered me to open my own clinic and still work with this hospital. That's why you or my mother always take me to this hospital because I believe in this hospital so much."
Then Devan looks at Alesha's stomach. "Your stomach still hurts?"
Alesha nodded her head. "Saking the pain until it feels like it can't move."
"There's a wound in your uterus. Anyway, don't move much first. I helped compress with warm water. I've brought the compress bag." Devan went to the bathroom and filled the compress bag he had bought at the pharmacy with warm water. After that she compresses Alesha's stomach.
"Compression of the stomach can relieve cramps and pain."
"Don't Devan go to the clinic?" ask Alesha.
Devan shook his head. "I've ordered the same assistant if there is a patient who is in need immediately contact me. I'll keep you company until tomorrow morning here. Tomorrow I'm gonna be here with sister, and I'm going to the clinic."
"How long have I been in the hospital?"
"Maybe a week. You need to really rest first and once the wound in your uterus heals, you still have to do the ultrasound again to confirm the condition."
"Can't I have another child?" alesha asked seriously.
Devan was silent for a moment. "Certainly still can." Devan's one hand rubbed Alesha's hair and gave her some peace even though she herself did not know how Alesha was doing after this. Yeah, I hope bad things don't happen to Alesha again.
Moments later, Alesha's parents entered. Fara was standing near her daughter's gurney. "Is it better for her feelings?"
Alesha nodded her head.
"Despite the many trials that have befallen your two households, but you must stay together and strengthen each other yes," said Fara.
Alesha nodded her head with a smile.
"Devan, you're not going to the clinic anymore?"
"No, Ma" Devan replied
"Yes, then we go home first. Suddenly, there is a call from your patient. You just call Mama and let Mama take care of Alesha."
"Yes, Ma."
"Jaga Alesha is fine." Aslan patted Devan on the shoulder.
"Yes, Dad."
After Alesha's parents came out, Devan kissed Alesha's forehead. "Hopefully recover."