Maura: The New Year Tragedy

Dim without light

Rendy stared at the two mounds of land that were still wet and there were so many sprinkles of roses on it. Also, some lily and evening flowers that are still fresh are also seen above the two mounds of land.

On the side of the mound was clearly listed the names of two women, Mutia Amalia Azmy and the other Carissa Balqis Pratama, the name of the daughter who was pronounced dead in the womb of the wife.

Rendy's tears don't look like they're dripping anymore. Only now was his gaze so dim without anyone shining anymore. His newly married wife of about a year has left him for good. Even one of the children conceived by his wife also went to leave him.

He himself only found out that his wife was pregnant with twins in the genre of a pair, male and female. And that means the desire of both of them to have a daughter is realized. But God wants something else. Their daughter had been taken first by the owner of life without having to breathe the filthy air of this mortal world.

Now in this world only lives her and her son who is still in intensive care in the NICU hospital. Only the two of them remained, the two men who currently looked so weak. The other was weak because half of his soul and flesh blood left for good leaving the world. And the other one is weak because it was born under normal weight even though his age was enough.

"Why did you get away so fast, baby? How will I be the same Candra can continue this life?"

"You've been there three days with our daughter. Are you cold in there? Should Papa come with you and give warmth to Papa's angels?"

Rendy kept saying that every time she visited her wife and son who had just been buried three days ago after staying overnight at the funeral home.

Rendy is also seen rubbing and kissing the wooden gravestones of his wife and child. Even the man who usually looked strong, cold, stiff and handsome now looked so pitiful. Almost like a bum but went to class, because his clothes brand all even his vehicles are luxurious. It was just his appearance that was like a bum.

Ever since he realized that his wife and son had died, the adult man had not noticed his appearance anymore. Her hair was messy without combing. The fine hair had already started to grow on his palm which was getting thicker in sight. Even her clothes were not as neat as Rendy before she was left behind by Mutia for good.

Will he continue like that? Of course not. Rendy still has one of the most precious relics of her life from Mutia. There's no way he'll continue like that. Buty?? Why is he so hard to go through all this alone. He had crossed his mind to go with Mutia, but what about his son who is currently still lying weak in the NICU. Should he still endure for his son's sake even though the heart was powerless to catch up with Mutia away from the world.

"Ekhem!! We're so sorry."

Rendy raised her head to see who had come to his wife's grave. Although he was already familiar with the voice, but he only saw it at a glance and looked back down to stare blankly at the mound of land owned by the wife. He just cleared his throat without responding to Alex who came with Anelis.

Alex looked at Anelis and nodded his head, asking Anelis to put the flowers they had brought earlier on top of the vortex of Mutia and Carissa, his sons Rendy and Mutia.

"Patience, Rend. Let them go let them be at his side."

Said Anelis who had been in the position of Rendy. Had to lose his son while fighting for healing for the pain suffered. Moreover, what Rendy was experiencing right now was much more painful than what she was experiencing. Losing a wife and child at the same time.

"Yes Rend. You have to be honest and you have to be strong. Moreover, there is still a relic of the only fruit of your love with Mutia who is currently struggling to survive. I'm sure, Mutia left him for you so you wouldn't dissolve in grief. So that he accompanies you."

Imbuh Alex who has got a story from Bryan that his son Rendy who is still alive is being treated in hospital. The baby is being given breast milk by Freya.

Previously Freya had asked permission in advance to Rendy to be the mother of milk for Candra. Rendy initially rejects Freya's wishes, but considering Candra's condition that had worsened, Rendy finally gave permission also to his Boss' wife to become a mother milk for Candra, his son.

Alex patted Rendy's shoulder gently, who was just bowed in silence. I don't know what he said just heard was not the same ex-rival. What is certain is that he has given spirit to the new widower in order to keep running his life in the future.

Looking at Rendy who was just silent without responding a bit, Rendy, finally Alex also gave a part to see the condition of his son Rendy who was in the hospital after earlier had offered prayers first for the late Mutia and Carissa.

"Is it true that you left Candra so that I wouldn't be lonely? Why is it only Candra you left for me? Why don't you and Carissa stay with me and Candra? Wh why? Why are you leaving so soon, baby."

Rendy complained again after the two humans who had come earlier were already lost within the reach of her eyes. Even now his tears are dripping though not as hard as he lost his wife and child in the beginning.

*****

Bryan and baby Attar are seen accompanying Freya who is pumping her ASI in a lactation room in a hospital owned by her own family. Where baby Candra is currently being treated.

"Darling!! The bottle is no longer milked. If you want to be milked again later at home. I don't want my toys seen by so many."

Bryan was so possessive of his wife that he dared to milk in a public place, although actually in a closed room as well. Two days ago, his wife was usually flushed at home and the results were taken to the hospital. But because last night baby Attar kept asking for milk, making Freya did not have time to milk her for baby Candra.

"Oh my goodness, my. It's only got one bottle and this one's half still not. And again, this Freya also wears a cloth cover so it is not visible to others. No need to be lebay. Two kids are also possessive."

Freya continued to grumble annoyed at her husband who has a possessive soul that is so high when it comes to her. Really it makes Freya uncomfortable, but at the same time she is also so happy because her husband really loves her. Not just love, but love too.

"You two, you want five, you want seven or even eleven, even though I'm still possessive of you. Even until old age, I'll always be possessive if it's dealing with you, let alone your body."

Freya snorted at Bryan's reply, but both corners of her lips couldn't bear to not form a smile. She couldn't lie to her heart if she was so happy her husband was so affectionate and in love with her.

"If you want to smile, a smile should not be held back. I'll kiss you later."

Freya mendelik and pinch the waist of her husband who already had a little fat when her husband was also often doing sports.

"Mas Bryan was ashamed, and he was seen as a nurse."

Freya is anxious herself with her husband who is holding baby Attar in the front sling. She was so embarrassed that the two nurses who accompanied them were seen laughing at her who could be a threat from a hot daddy.

"Leave it. The consequences of those who are here. They're just mosquito repellents. Isn't that a hotshot?"

Freya breathed a rough look at the baby Attar who happily returned a hand to her father. Even the handsome, white puffed-up baby was seen laughing and clapping with his adorable babble. Defeating the charm of the Father.