
Freya hurriedly wiped her tears away as someone knocked on her bedroom door. He didn't want Bryan or Maura or the others to see him cry.
"Have you?" mama Marisa asked to look at Freya who was seen patting her own cheek softly.
Freya nodded by trying to smile so as not to look sad later.
Mama Marisa opened the door, "Bryan!!" mama Marisa cried when she found Bryan who was knocking on the door.
"Where's maura?" ask Mama Marisa who did not find Bryan with Maura and let Bryan into her own room.
"Maura was still engrossed in the fireworks and she also asked me to accompany her Mother" Bryan said with a small smile at his mother-in-law without looking at Freya at all.
Mama Marisa smiles at him, she knows very well that her grandson is always possessive of Freya whenever Freya is sick and always asks Bryan to stay away from Freya to get well quickly.
"Yes, you've been with Freya. Mama's gonna bring you guys some food." Mama Marisa patted Bryan's shoulder gently and passed away from her son's room.
Freya looked at Bryan who was still standing in his place without looking at him. There was a feeling of sadness in his mind when he saw Bryan like that. Whether Bryan was angry at himself or her husband was disappointed in him because the dinner that had been prepared failed again for a number of times.
"Mas Bryan!!" call Freya and try to get out of bed while holding back the pain on her back.
Bryan turned his head and found Freya who looked hard to get out of bed. He walked closer to where his wife was.
"Where are you going? Just stay here." Bryan stops Freya from getting out of bed.
Bryan stared at Freya's bead eyes so deeply. So many shortcomings that exist in him when he became a priest for his wife and child. To be more precise, he never taught his wife and children about religion.
Freya frowned looking at Bryan who was looking at her in silence. "Mas Bryan why? Bryan's mad because we're not dinner?" ask Freya who felt guilty because again the dinner that Bryan had prepared failed again.
Bryan shook his head slowly and rubbed Freya's hair so slowly. He sat his ass next to his wife. He took Freya's hands and grasped so tightly with his eyes still staring at his wife's hanzel bead.
"Why look at Freya like that anyway? Is there something on Freya's face?" Freya brought her face closer to Bryan's.
"Hmmm.." Bryan nodded while still looking at his wife. "There is" said Bryan by removing one of Freya's hands and turning to rub Freya's soft cheeks with the back of her hand.
"Are there any eyes in Freya's eyes?" Freya frantically rubbed the ends of her two eyes to remove the tails.
Bryan chuckled at Freya's panic. Though there was nothing on Freya's face, there was also no eye tai in the beautiful eyes of his wife. He only teased his wife.
"Mas Bryan why laugh? Bryan is Freya, right?!" freya's countenance turned sullen when she found out her husband was just teasing her.
"Sorry!" bryan said softly and again held Freya's hands.
"Can you sue me right now?" Bryan looked at his wife's beautiful face seriously.
"What do you mean Bryan?" Freya looked at Bryan confused. Sue? What should she demand from her husband? The feeling of not happening something serious that required him to sue Bryan.
"demanding? What should Freya demand from Mas Bryan?" asked Freya with curiosity.
"Mas Bryan didn't cheat on Freya, did he?" Freya looked suspiciously at her husband with her sharp gaze. How dare her husband commit cruel acts against her home life
"Augghhhh!!" freya groaned as her forehead was flicked by Bryan.
Bryan did not expect that his wife would accuse him of infidelity just because she was asked to sue him.
"It's clear that your dirty thoughts are." said Bryan anxiously at Freya who had that narrow mind.
"Lha keep what? Why would Mas Bryan ask Freya to sue Mas Bryan if it wasn't for Mas Bryan making a mistake. Cheating is an example of this ", Freya said with a snort of annoyance at her husband who did not clearly ask her to demand what.
Freya grimaced complaining of pain as both of her cheeks were pinched and pulled by Bryan. "Sick Mas!!" Freya patted Bryan's arm in annoyance.
"Eat him, his mouth and mind are guarded. Do not say and think about the non-no." said Bryan by rubbing Freya's cheek that was pasted gently.
"That's because Mas Bryan spoke unclearly and only half.
"So, don't blame Freya if Freya thinks no." Bryan shook his head slowly looking at Freya who did not want to be blamed and felt that he was right.
"Yes-yes I was wrong for not speaking clearly and correctly." Bryan chose to give up on the pregnant women rather than his long business later, because it is not the debate he wants to convey at this time.
"I'm sorry about you. I'm sorry for the crimes I committed against you that night. The night that I took the most precious thing in your body and produced Maura's results."
Freya looked at Bryan with a recall of the bad memories of the new year's night a few years ago. It wasn't just Bryan's fault, he was wrong. Why at that time he just wanted to be told by Shelin to come there. But behind all that he felt grateful, because Bryan wanted to be responsible and so loving himself, pampering himself and Maura even Bryan also loved him very much.
"Dearly!!" call Bryan in his soft voice and stare at his wife's face.
"Have I been a good husband to you and Maura?" Freya nodded at the question Bryan asked. Bryan is a good and responsible husband in his opinion, and must be very affectionate and in love with his small family. Always protect her as well as Maura and their future second child.
Bryan gave a small smile as he looked at Freya who nodded her head, then he asked his wife again. "Have I been a good priest to you and Maura?"
Freya was silent at Bryan's question asking something beyond her expectations. She did not expect her husband would ask a question that she thought Bryan would never ask her. And he was really made speechless by the question Bryan asked.
"Why silence?" bryan asked as Freya did not respond to his question.
"Am I really a bad priest to you and Maura?" Bryan repeated his question a second time. Seeing the response that Freya gave through facial expressions already showed that he was indeed a bad priest for his wife and child.
Freya shook her head slowly and changed herself who was grasping Bryan's hand. "Why did Bryan ask Freya the same question?" ask Freya back who does not want to offend her husband.
"I want you to sue me if I'm a bad priest to you right now."
"I want you to sue me now. I don't want you to sue me in front of God later." said Bryan plainly, he felt that he was a bad priest for his wife and children
Freya was moved to hear Bryan's words. He did not expect the intent of demanding that Bryan said earlier was something very, very precious to Bryan.
"All right!!" freya said, looking at her husband's face.
"really. Mas Bryan is a good husband to Freya and a good father to Maura and Bryan Junior. Fine, very good." Freya paused her words for a moment while she smiled her sweet smile.
"But, Mas Bryan was not a bad priest. Mas Bryan simply never led Mas Bryan's wife and children to always be close to the creator. Mas Bryan is only concerned with the world without regard to the afterlife."
Bryan looked down at Freya's words. What Freya said is true. He is concerned with the world without thinking about the Hereafter. It is only the pleasures of the world that he prioritizes today without prioritizing his happiness in the hereafter.
"Mas Bryan!!" Bryan kept his head down as Freya called out to him. He was so ashamed at this time of not being able to be a good priest to his wife and son.
"Freya wants to sue Mas Bryan right now. Freya wanted Mas Bryan to be Freya's priest as well as a child. Freya wanted Mas Bryan to teach us the true teachings of God. Freya wants to pursue God's paradise with Mas Bryan and the kids. Freya wants Mas Bryan to take us always in his streets. Let Freya not only be your wife, but also your aunt."
Bryan raised his head to look at Freya who was smiling sweetly at him. Finally Freya demanded it also in terms of kindness. He not only wanted to be a good husband to Freya, but also wanted to be a good priest to Freya and her son.
"Thank you for suing me." Bryan squeezed Freya's hands together quietly and kissed her on the backs of Freya's hands alternately.
"From now on, I will try to be a good priest to you who can set an example of kindness for you and your children."
Freya smiled hearing that, she just agreed with the path of kindness that they would run right now.
"Tonight we will spend our time repenting to Him. We leave this new year's event to repent, to be a much better person and to be closer to Him" Bryan said eagerly to make a fresh start with kindness.
Freya nodded in agreement with an increasingly wide smile of course. Who does not want to be a good person and closer to the creator. Especially fighting with her husband in the path of God.
"Let's take ablution and we pray repentance together." Bryan stood up first and helped Freya to stand up.
"Wait a minute, Mom." Bryan frowned as Freya prevented him from helping her up.
"Why? You don't want us to repent together?" bryan asked suspiciously that his wife was just playing tricks on him and did not want to be on the right path with him.
"Not that, Bryan." Freya was caught off guard by the suspicion Bryan had placed on her. He also suspects Bryan first.
"Keep what?" bryan asked in a position still standing in front of Freya.
"Are we really not dinner?" asked Freya with her innocent look.
Bryan rolled his eyes. He was inexhaustible with the question Freya had given him. His wife was still thinking of the dinner when she wanted to repent to him. His wife had agreed to spend the night repenting.
"What do you want to repent about dinner?" bryan asked his wife.
"Yes repent, dinner can be done later." replied Freya quickly.
"If repentance must be done immediately and do not delay. Because we don't know tomorrow or even a minute later we can still breathe anything no, no one knows." added Freya who is pretentious.
"If you already know repentance must be done immediately, why still question everything dinner? Hm." Bryan who was anxious with Freya then pulled Freya's nose slowly.
Hehe...Freya just laughed. He also does not know why he still questions so dinner if not. It just came out of his mind earlier and finally asked rather than later when praying repentance he thought of dinner.
"We pray repentance now and do not have to think about dinner anymore. We can be dinner tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, hopefully not fail again" said Freya with a spirit of standing and walking first to take the water.
"May the birth is still long, so that it can be dinner before the birth. Aaminn."