Mary the Concealed Soul

Longing

...Mary ...

...(.(.The trapped soul)...

...#6...

...*****...

It didn't feel like six months I was lying helpless. During that time also Sister Vania who always visited me, it was only natural because she was the only family I had left.

Actually I'd love to come to my office, but what else? After all, I also can not do much, I want to quickly regain consciousness and fix the mistakes that have been made.

Maybe I used to be so arrogant and arrogant, because I was too confident and did not care about others around me.

"What do you think?" ask Maria.

Maria came to me, we were sitting on the lake. Yes, only this lake is what makes me a little calm. More precisely because there was Mary who accompanied me, she was so sincere to be my friend.

"Repent my life." My heart felt empty, there was an empty space that I could not fill with any feelings.

"Why should I be sorry?" Maria asked back, she is indeed a woman who is stupid in my opinion.

"If only I were not blind to see things around, and would listen to my Brother's words..."

I trusted Metta too much, lulled with her beauty that it turned out that it was all a doom-bearer to me.

"Why do you constantly regret? If you continue to regret, your life will continue like this!"

"Return your spirits so that you quickly recover and wake up from your long sleep!" continued again.

"You are, if talking is easy. Try you in my position?" I snorted annoyed, he could talk like that because he didn't feel what I was feeling.

"Your life is much luckier than mine! Do you still have a chance to come back to life? While Me? I will always be trapped and confined in this lake!"

"If I die, will it be the same as you? Em... I mean, am I going to be stuck like you too? Or to the afterlife?"

"Maybe you too will be trapped like me, I don't know the secret of God."

We also laughed together, could it be that I will continue to be able to enjoy this kind of atmosphere? Past laughter.

It's been a while, I haven't laughed like this. No exception when with Metta, only Maria can make me laugh like this, as well as my childhood daughter. I don't know where he is now.

"It turns out you're handsome too when you laugh?" Maria smiled mockingly at me, as my cheeks were hot she laughed out loud.

"Yes, I am a man? Is it worth it handsome, masa' gorgeous?" We laughed again, and I liked the situation even more.

Lord, do not you ever let this spirit-giving woman stop laughing, if I really die later. Don't let my mother's surrogate break her heart when I let go.

I have been willing and sincere, if my destiny will end like this.

I walked away from Mary who was laughing, I was not strong when I would experience a breakup with her as well as with my Brother.

"Hey, where are you going?" shouted Mary, who realized that I was leaving.

I just kept quiet about continuing these footsteps, for some reason tonight I was so scared of losing Maria.

Together with her, I felt like I missed my childhood. I think back to that girl, it hurts to remember her at a time like this.

I reopened this wallet, after all this time I never opened it. Yes, in it there is a picture of me with the girl .. so beautiful and carefree, if only she was my soul mate.

"Why do I feel you're so close to me?" my mind whispered softly.

My eyes warmed up, and the throat felt choked like something was stuck in it, God let me meet him even for a moment. Before I go to you, please grant me this last wish.

"Please keep him forever." I can no longer hold back my tears.

"Are you crying?" suddenly Mary was near me.

"No, it was just that it was accidentally exposed to dust." I immediately wiped away the tears that had dripped earlier.

"What else is it? I'm dating your girlfriend?" ask again.

"You are, why do you always want to know?"

"I'm just asking." Mary answered without sin.

"Basan You're a sin-woman" I stopped my words.

What's wrong with me today? Why can't I call her a mad woman?

"Why?" Maria asked again and smiled wryly.

"Here you go, I want to be alone tonight. You better go get some food!"

For some reason every time I see her shady eyes, I look like I'm seeing my little friend. Could she be that girl? I'm deep in my heart, it's impossible if Mary was that child. Only his eyes are similar. And even my mother's shady eyes had it, if only God had met me with the girl...

"I'm not hungry." He answered as fast as lightning.

I knew that since being friends with me, Maria had not eaten that food since she became friends with me. Because Maria knows, I don't like the fishy smell of her mouth and body. Therefore he no longer ate it, though it was still in hiding. It's strange behavior.

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This morning I didn't see my sister, maybe Sister Vania was in a meeting I thought.

Until someone entered my room.

I was surprised to see who came this early.

Metta! The woman who killed me!

"What else do you want?" my question is in my heart.

I can only watch it, I don't know what he meant and what purpose he came here for.

"Where is this Mary, when she is needed she is not nongol!" my grumbling in my heart.

And I wish he was here, and I'd see what Metta would do to me.

I don't know why I'm afraid of Metta now.

Not long after he called someone, I don't know who he called so early.

"Hello, where?" ask Metta to someone over there.

I could only hear Metta's voice, not knowing what the interlocutor was talking about.

"Well, I'll wait for you to come, yeah okay ... I just got here, and it's true you said there's no one here."

Metta hung up the phone and laughed a little at the lying body.

I wonder who he's calling? Why is the time so great when Kak Vania isn't here? Who is that guy? How did he know there was no one here?

"Do I have to find Maria first? Or just wait until someone he called came?" my question is in my heart.

Ah, Maria where are you? Why am I so scared like this?

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Hayoo, who's the guy Metta called? Curious no? Curious dong? Heheh, look forward to the next chapter at 😚