Mary the Concealed Soul

The screams of a brother

...Mary ...

...(.(.The trapped soul)...

...#13...

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There are difficult words to say

There are lips that refuse to talk

There is a sense of reluctance to be silent

There is a miss that keeps on going out

All because of you

Because you are the one I miss

Because you're the one I love

Because you think it exists

You know, you know,

The twilight is like you

It can never be reached with my fingers

Unable to be achieved by millions of longs

Sometimes, though,

I want to be like the wind

Which brings memories

Which brings a million ashes.

I want to be a million lights

Which can distort your beauty

The infinity in the afternoon sky

That glows like dusk

Of course it can't

I'm just me

They only have ordinary memories

Which happens to be you in it.

I went back to my room, and Maria was still waiting for her father from a distance.

My rough body was able to respond, even if only occasionally. It was like moving a finger for a moment, and it made me unable to wander anymore if my rough body was responding.

For the first time, I did not want to quickly wake up and recover, I still wanted to accompany Maria until she actually went to the afterlife.

Maybe these are the moments of my separation from her, how sad I feel when I imagine her.

I traced the hospital building, I didn't see Maria. I decided to go to the lake. And sure enough, Maria was there.

"I thought you were in your father's room?" sapaku.

That smile .. which always adorns my days, which I will not soon feel.

"Are you looking for me to get there?" ask her with a shy smile."

"No, ge-er once you." My face flushed for a moment.

"Tino, did you ever think, what exactly are we looking for in this pseudo-world?" ask Mary with a clean voice.

I was silent for a moment, digesting every word Maria said. Even I never thought about what I was looking for all this time, other than developing the alm.papa business.

I looked up when I answered him. "Even I never once thought like that, all this time I just continue and develop the business that my father pioneered, to be more advanced." I looked at him for a moment.

Maria just smiled. "Of course besides money, what are humans looking for?"

"I haven't found what I've been looking for until I'm dead." Mary looked down, as if she had regrets.

"Oh yeah, let's go to your dad's room. However he is your father, do not hate him. Sometimes I like to be jealous of people who still have a father."

"Do you want to accompany me?" tanyakanya.

I nodded my head and smiled at him. "Of course."

"Thank you Tino, for everything." Mary's smile expanded, making my heart melt for a moment.

Lord, I hope ..that smile will be forever like that, keep cheerful and happy with her. I'm more afraid of losing her, if I may ask .. I want to see her again, in the second life.

"What?" my answer.

"You go in first yes, and see if my stepmother is inside or not" he replied in a hearty manner.

"All right, you just wait here." I stroked his head, but I held this hand. I can't believe I ventured to caress her this morning.

I also went back to see Maria. "There's only one father, come in. Let me keep it here."

Without answering my question, he immediately slammed in.

Let her spend the yearning with her father, giving her some space of privacy. Surely I'm standing guard in front of the patient's room, when her stepmother comes I can tell Maria.

Long enough I waited for him, I suddenly felt a terrible weakness. I fell down, "Mary.." call me clean, I can't call him.

So great a shock I felt back, how is this? What if her stepmother comes?

"Maaa .. ri .." I said stammered, I felt everything was dark.

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"Dok, how's my sister? Didn't he show a response yesterday?" vania's voice sounded very raucous, stored so much sadness in it.

"Let us check it out first yes, please wait outside for a moment!"

Heart beats are timid, like the singing of the song of the song of death to the departure of the younger brother.

His heart was anxious, afraid to envelop his mind. His tears no longer dripped out, but fell dripping into his heart.

Vania continued to pray for her sister's recovery, hoping God would give her a chance to reunite with her sister.

"Why again?" ask Roni who just came.

"Tino colep again..."

"I told you, you signed the file! Why are you spending your time like this? Look at you now! Really, really, really bad." Roni without ceasing to speak, as if mocking his grieving wife.

"Why do you want my sister to die so quickly?" Vania asked and stared blankly at the door of the room.

"I .. I just feel sorry to see you like this, baby listen to me! You also have to take care of yourself, especially your health, look at your face right now how you look!" Roni smiled sneering, not smiling but grinning meaningfully.

"Will I sign the dossier, you'll be happy and satisfied?" ask again.

"Dear Vania, it's all for your own good and your sister's. You don't keep torturing your sister like that." Roni again gave a smile, hoping that this time his wife would listen to him.

"I'm not torturing him but fighting for him to stay alive!"

"Look at your sister right now, how tormented she is at holding all that back. Never mind, you agree to that proposal."

"If I sign the dossier, it's the same as killing him!"

"You're a sucker, if it's the same as killing, you're going to go to stupid prison! It was also approved by the hospital!" Roni was so upset, she just left Vania.

Vania was overwhelmed with doubt, whether she should sign the consent of the injection or not?

When the health team came out of Tino's room, Vania stood up to the doctor.

"How's my sister doing, Doc?" ask her with a slashed heart. He could not even hear if there was bad news to be delivered later.

"We can only help as much as possible, Mother's duty is to pray with a sincere heart to Him."

That was all he heard, just like before. Without knowing the true meaning.

"Do I have to sign that file?" his knees felt so limp, as if he could no longer support his legs.

Vania sat down, crying. Even when his brother had not really died, he was already like that. It was heartbreaking to see him, he was overcome with such great doubt.

Vania tried to get up, despite being restrained...

"Tino .. forgive brother, if you've been tormented all this time. Am I so selfish to expect you to recover? I don't think about how tormented you've been through this, am I wrong?" Vania sobbed in front of her sister's body.

Resisting the pain that came gushing inside his chest.

"Tino my sister, have you been so tormented all this time? Do you really want to go after mom and dad, hem? Why else would I live alone like this." Vania came back crying, screaming with all her might. Unfortunately it was all just a scream in his heart.

No one will be able to hear it. Surely it would be more relieved if he screamed with a voice, his heart was torn to shreds, by an incision of sadness...

Tok tok!

There were repeated knocking on the door.

No response from Vania.

Della opens the door to her room, "Loh, sister, what's wrong with you?" Della ran over to Vania who was sitting on her knees with her eyes staring blankly at Tino.

"Why is my sister like this?" he asked the fragile woman again, and she hugged him.

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