Mary the Concealed Soul

The presence of a wound

...Mary ...

...(.(.The trapped soul)...

...#11...

...*****...

I am still here waiting for your presence,

I can only write a few characters

Clumping in greeting sentences

About love, love, and tears

I don't know, until when I'll hold on

Your shadow never disappears

I am in the quiet of the night

Soft, warm fused in feeling

I want to close the twilight in front of the window

My hope faded in vain waiting

Together the night that arrived in a black veil.

"Mary, it means so much to be present. I miss you so much and would love to see you..." I glanced at the lake from my room, which was no longer beautiful.

Apparently, the beauty of the lake was only there when you accompanied me. Ten nights I've spent without you present, what's my fault?

Kreeett!

The door of my room opened, and I turned to the door.

A shadow appeared there, a shadow that I longed for many days.

"Marya?" My heart was turbulent happy, wanting to jump for a moment because of excitement.

"Where have you been?" I turned my face away from her, pretending to be indifferent in order to cover up the longing.

"Tino.." -..." Maria called me slowly, there was a tremor in her chest as her voice called my name.

I just kept quiet, not knowing what to act like. Yeah, I feel like my heart is beating too much. Ah, I'm afraid that Mary will hear my heartbeat.

"Are you okay, without me?" ask her with a soft voice.

Like a lot of wounds in my heart, when I heard the question.

"Of course!" I was still acting indifferent and kept looking at the lake from my room, turning my back to Maria.

"Tino .. forgive me yes, if later ... I will be gone for a long time." said Maria disjointedly.

I felt how heavy the burden he was carrying, there were thousands of wounds stored in his eyes...

"What's going on? Why did you just leave? Why don't you explain to me what's going on with you, huh? Why did you leave me a wound? Why do you come and go as you please!!" I also limp in control, I overflow the emotions that have been stifled all this time.

Really, I was so scared of losing her.

"Tino.." Maria's voice sounded so hoarse, it was possible that she was holding back her crying from earlier.

"What else is it? Why are you coming again? You carved my days beautifully with your smile, You decorated the lanterns of your heart with your spirit, the lanterns that I wanted to extinguish before, and you yourself extinguished them again! Aren't you satisfied enough to torture me these past few weeks, huh!!" my eyes were hot and so painful, my chest rumbled violently all over my emotions as if pressing out.

Maria just sobbed, without explaining anything.

My esophagus feels very choked, it hurts so much. My heart is so sick, sad and angry. Yes, Maria has managed to tear my heart out of control, only this time I feel this tightness just because of her.

"Sorry..." Mary said softly, My heart aches more and more to hear her voice.

As if he would leave me forever. How could I possibly live my life. Even to come back to my senses, I had no intention.

An atmosphere of silence for a long time, I turned my face back and laid out my disordered heart. I occasionally glanced at Maria who was still standing in the doorway.

"If you're just here to leave a trail of wounds in my heart, we better not see each other again." I told him without looking.

There was such pain when I said those words, my heart was slashed. Had made her cry like that, I never intended to hurt her.

I want to tell you a lot about my development, I don't know...

"Tino .. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to be the wound in your heart. I've liked you since the first time you tried to help me." she replied with a sob.

"I tried to shake off all my race, when I knew I was the only one who would get hurt later" he said.

"I like you too, Maria ... I even love you, I want to quickly come back to life, so that I can pray for you from my world. So that you can be reborn not confined in this dimension. Don't you know how hurt I am, Maria? How broken was my heart when you just left without explaining my fault?" I said flatly withstanding a thousand aches as I said those words.

Maria just fell silent, she heard her sobs becoming more and more.

"Mary, though I have known you only for a moment.but your imprint has been stored in my heart, even your name has been engraved in it. I never even felt this much pain when I loved Metta, but with you..."

Word by word I said, it felt really heavy and made my esophagus hurt even more. Do I really love him?

We dissolved in each other's cries, trying to set the rhythm of my heart beating so excessively in my opinion.

"Is this pain loving you, Maria? If you can choose, I want to stay here with you, Maria." My words are getting slower.

Can no longer hold the flow of water at the corner of my net, and seeps slowly. I love her so much.

"No, you have to come back and you have to wake up quickly from your long slumber. Don't waste your life, Tino...!"

"Do you, for me you are the bearer of my sorrow-struck life." I said and looked at his own face.

"Currently ... You catapulted me over the mega, then dropped me with a tear." I really can't hide all my feelings anymore.

For the umpteenth time I shed all my taste, forcing out my tears all over. So that there is no more burden of wounds stored in it.

Painful, why love her this sick? I wanted to keep crying and crying, but there never seemed to be an end to the flow of water in my eyes, like creeks.

...*****...

How about, until here about what will happen? Who was behind Tino's coma? Dong Kak akak heheh.