
...Mary ...
...(.(.The trapped soul)...
...#16...
...by. Amoyshanghai...
.......
The disk of the sun almost vanished at the edge of the sky
Change the cold night of skin
You're like dusk
The one who came in a moment carried a wound
Said you were present like a lantern
My grief-stricken life connector
Slipping me over the mega
Then it fell with tears
I couldn't get ink
I write my life story
You came and lost somewhere
Far away at the bottom of my love
Love that drowned me
Destroying me
In my happy moments
You left me
...oooo...
The wind blows unusually for tonight, for some reason since last day my heart was so restless and anxious. As usual, I spent second after second in this lake.
"Tino, Ak-aku-" said Maria cut off,
I scrunched my forehead. "Yes, what's wrong?" ask her.
"Em .. I have something to say...." His eyes look dewy.
"What's wrong?" I quickly asked him, hoping that what he would say was not a bad thing.
"Are you going to forget me?" a little bit of tightness ran through my heart, my heart ached not because it heard the question. Rather than hearing his voice while asking, it sounded so heart-wrenching.
"Maria .. What's wrong? What exactly do you want to say?" I grabbed his fingers, tried to calm him down even though I knew there wasn't going to be any meaning.
Slowly the clear granules wet every hole in the pores of his face. Her cry broke, her shoulders shaking very strongly even without a sound.
"Say, what's up with Maria? My heart hurts to see you like this...." I stared at the nanar, slowly my eyes felt blurry because of the puddles of tears.
Mary hugged me so tightly, instantly my heart felt torn. This chest again tightened, the pain was so slashing, my heart as if filled with broken glass in it. It hurts a lot, even breathing is difficult.
"Tino.." -..." Maria again said softly, her sobs increasingly disguised into a heartbreaking groan.
"Our time, not much else...,"
"Have it, just talk don't make me more curious. I don't like it when you talk like that."
"Do you know where your little friend is?" I just looked at Maria who was standing in front of me.
"He's here now..."
"What's? Where's she??" ask me by sweeping into every corner and building with these eyes.
"He .. is Mary, yes the child's name is Mary." Her soft eyes looked at me with pus.
"really? Is that you??" I was happy, but at once I was disappointed in him.
Maria simply nodded her smile, painting pain and happiness into one.
"Why?? Why are you saying it now? Are you playing me, huh!" I was very disappointed in him.
Maria shook her head, slowly the clear hill dripped down the gap on her porch.
"Sorry .. I'm sorry, Tino." He said with a sob.
"Why Mary? Why didn't you tell me?"
"I just found out, You never showed me the photo of the child you meant. .. A few days ago, I accidentally saw a photo..." Mary was crying like there was regret on her face.
"I saw a picture of me there, and I was surprised to see it. It turns out that the photo you mean is Me." he continued.
I kept quiet not knowing how, this made me even more hurt. I tried to dare to remove the clear hair, and hugged it.
"Mary .. if I had met you, not in this situation..." I clenched tightly onto Mary's body, why is everything like this?
"God has written it all down, it turns out that we are connected since childhood." Mary put her hands together, hugged me so tightly.
I ventured to kiss her on the forehead, yes I'm really happy. Mary was my first love, why did God play us like this?
"Now you will recover .. and you will forget me here." Maria said softly.
"No, not even until I'm in a coma ... I can still remember you."
Yeah, I've been in a coma for almost 18 months. However, there are things that make me reluctant to recover.
"Have not cried again, my heart aches to see you or my brother cries." I painted a smile for him.
Still hugging him, I don't want to let go of this hug it feels like.
"Stay be my Mary, who is always able to make me forget the bitterness of reality. Remain my Mary, who always smiles even though you are more bitter than me, I love you with all my heart. You are the first woman to break this heart, wait for me until the day I die." My words held the pain in my heart.
I sighed heavily, as soon as the wound gaped back. The pain re-spreads, remembering that soon the real parting will come.
"Tino ... I'm happy to know you, even though I know we'll never be together."
"I'll be waiting for you at the end of the day, hoping you'll come get me."
"When shall I be here, if we shall meet again ... I still want to write this story with you." Maria looked at me deeply, not like this what I really wanted.
"I am the same as you, if God permits ... I want to connect this pending story with you. Just with you a."
Ah, it feels so happy to find this woman I love so deeply. Although I will be separated again, I only hope that this is my destiny. .. I want to continue to accept this matter together with Mary.
'Even to death, I love you ... Mary.'
...(.(.Connect again yes)...