Mary the Concealed Soul

The Love of a Brother

...Mary ...

...(.(.The trapped soul)...

...#4...

...*****...

For the first time, I was able to laugh again. It was all thanks to Mary. It was Mary who brought me back to my spirit, after four months I lay helpless.

Maria always accompanied me, giving me encouragement to get back up. All this time I was just resigned, Mary .. is a very gentle and spoiled woman, if only I had known her long before she died, and I didn't meet Metta...

Ahh, what is this feeling?? Am I starting to fall in love with her? No way!

"Why You?" maria asked me.

"You always come suddenly!"

"Why smile for yourself?" goda.

"Why, oh yeah, don't you have the slightest intention of visiting your father?" because I saw these few days he was so moody for no reason.

"For what.." she answered softly.

I know, he misses his father a lot. He just doesn't want to be honest with his heart.

Silent...

Maria and I spent time in this lake, my little heart admiring her figure. Like I've known him for a long time...

"Do you really love Metta?" he looked at the lake.

What question is that? Of course I love him, but he doesn't deserve to be loved.

"Of course." I also looked at the lake.

"Together with her, it was like being close to someone in my childhood." My welcome again, my memory glares far away.

"Who is he?" Mary asked again.

Maria is really for her people.

"I know that I don't know him very well either, having met only a few times but I don't dare to meet him."

"Well, your first love?" ask again.

Maria looked at me and looked at me deeply, and there was an unusual feeling when her eyes came into contact with me.

Those eyes .. those eyes were very shady, like the eyes I had longed for all this time. The eyes of the woman who gave birth to me, they have the same eyes.

"When I was seven years old, I accidentally met the girl. She was beautiful and sweet to me, the few times I met her after the first time I accidentally took a picture with her." I remember my childhood back.

"you mean? Not intentionally photographed?" Mary scrunched her forehead, a sign that she did not understand.

Her face when confused is very funny, and beautiful. Again I praise him. Hufh, what's wrong with me?

"Yes when I went to Bali with my parents and brother, I took a picture of the girl accidentally taken with me. A few years later, I met him again by accident. We're the same tutoring building." My words explained to him.

I think he understood my explanation just now, and he nodded.

"That's not kalee's first love." He said with a chuckle.

"Until now, I can still remember his face. She's much prettier than you." I stick it to him and I see the look on his face turning sour.

"Let's just say, was it when he was a kid? Try it when grown up is ugly!" Tackle it with a frown.

I laughed off while teasing her like this, making my heart a little relieved.

"Why is that? She'll still be beautiful even if she's old." I replied again, again he was not happy hahaha it was funny to see him.

"The word of parents of yore, if it is good as a child, not necessarily the size is good!" resounding.

"Hahahaha, yes Maria is a ghost who can-" I can't continue my words.

My chest felt tight all of a sudden.

"You why??" maria asked worriedly when she saw me holding my chest.

"Let's get to your room now!" mary cried so panicked.

I don't know what happened to me, am I going to die...? Really, I'm not ready to accept it if I'm really going to die.

What about my brother? I want to live, truly God. Don't take my life now, please!

I followed Mary, with enduring the pain I forced a step. I'm not like Maria who can disappear, I'm still not a ghost.

The more it hurts, I feel like I can no longer continue my steps. I fell down, I felt my breath getting less and less.

Like a fish lacking water, that's what I am today.

"Tino!" mary's screams sounded so faint in my ears.

"Tino! Hurry up, you need to get here!!" mary's voice panicked.

I tried to get back up, even though my breath was wheezing. One more step .. and...

"What's wrong with my sister?" sister Vania's voice was so anxious, the same as Maria's face earlier.

"So ma'am, let's check first." Answer the Doctor.

There were many doctors and nurses who filled this room.

My body is like a seizure, what exactly is this? Doctors and nurses also try to do help with the help of medical devices.

God, don't you take my life. Please God, there is so much I want to do. There are still many sins and mistakes that I have created, I want to fix them all.

I unceasingly prayed for mercy to the Living Owner, hoping that God would hear and grant my request.

Twenty-five minutes, the Doctor and the nurse came out of my room, and met my brother in front.

"How's Doc?" kak Vania's hoarse voice sounded so raucous, I don't know how long he cried for me.

"Mr Tino has calmed down again, just pray to the Creator. I hope there's a miracle for him." The doctor said before he left my brother.

"It's been rather than being bothered to keep going, mending you sign the letter!" Roni again persuaded sister Vania to sign the letter of injection.

Does it have to end like this? What, with me dead, can lighten my brother's burdens and tears?

Am I being selfish if I want to survive? I want to live again.

I could not feel my tears starting to fall slowly, wetting my cheeks. Warm and getting hot.

"Never!" Sister Vania replied with an angry look to the man.

"How many times have I told you, and you .. never again talk about this!!" sister Vania to her husband.

Only a cynical smile was painted on the corner of the man's lips. Basic bajing*n!

Maria approached me, she glazed over at me.

"I'm such a fool, right?" I asked Maria.

Maria patted and stroked me gently on my back.

"No." Maria replied in a hoarse voice, like holding back a cry from earlier.

"Look at my Brother, I made him cry for days like that .. What if with Me dead, everything would be fine?" tanyaku.

"Am I selfish to stay alive? Though I know the truth." Call me again.

Brother Vania stroked my cheek, and clasped my finger tightly. As if it was encouraging me to stay.

"Listen Tino, You are my Little Brother who I love so much ... You're my only family left. So I beg you, to stay and get back to life as before." His raucous voice sounded so heart-wrenching.

I tried to hug her, but I couldn't. I can't reach it, my heart hurts so much .. It hurts so much!

I could only see Brother Vania sobbing, her back shaking vigorously. As if there was a heavy burden that he had been carrying all this time, he cried and continued to cry hugging the helpless body.

Mary hugged me, strengthened me, I don't know if Mary didn't exist maybe I don't know how to shed all this heart.

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