
*Still Flassback on..
Kinara was hugging Celin at this time, she was also sobbing with the paralyzed girl.
How not, in a piece of paper that he just read earlier explained that celin is currently dying, Celin was exposed to brain cancer stage ahir and most likely his life will only last a few months more. All of that was due to the impact from the accident he had a few months ago.
The impact that hit his head, causing bruising and causing a lump in the brain, so that sometimes make celine feel a headache that is very painful, but at that time celin was always reluctant to check it, so that sometimes make him feel very sick,until now he knew the disease was all too late because the cancer had spread throughout the nerves of his brain to form a malignant tumor, so the possibility of his life is only a few percent more.
"My life won't be long, R..? why does God never seem fair to me.." Celin grew sobbing in kinara's arms.
"Ka celin don't talk rich like you, Ka celin must stay warm, must keep fighting, I'm sure ka celin a strong man,ka celin can definitely ka.." whispered kinara continued to strengthen the celin while gently rubbing the girl's shoulder.
"Since I was a child, I have been dumped in an orphanage, even until now I never knew who my real parents really were. Then while I was trying to get my match with Alex, he betrayed me with another woman, and now the worst thing is that I also lost my life, I was disabled, I was paralyzed and I was dying..why God is never fair to me.."
Celin increasingly sobbed bitterly, when he found out the doctor sentenced his age will soon be, himself as if standing on the verge of death.
"By having patience, you must stay strong, maybe God has other plans, we must be sure that His plan is the best for all his people."
Either kinara himself did not know what to look like and how to calm and strengthen her husband's best friend. What is clear is that even if kinara is in the position of celin at this time, maybe he will not be that strong.
"Then can destiny possibly change, if there is human intervention..?" celin's question sounded ambiguous, making kinara instantly break her embrace staring at celin with a look of incomprehension.
"I'm iklas if God decides my life will not be long, but before I go to see HIM, may I ask for something the last time..? so that at least when I'm gone, I can go happily.."
Kinara was still silent unmoved, she still did not understand the direction of the celin conversation.
"Kinara, if God can't grant my wish, but can you make it happen..?"
Kinara further frowned confusedly "You mean celin..??"
"Rayga...! can I ask reyga for you..?"
Degs..
Kinara was astonished, reflexed he rose from his seat, but before the kinara went to celine first grasping his fingers while getting up from his wheelchair and then dropping down to rest on kinara's legs.
"Ka celin, what do you do.." Kinara also tried to help celin to get up and return to his wheelchair.
For a moment all the guests of the dicaffe turned their eyes to them. But this time as if celin did not care, his share at this time was his struggle and sacrifice for the last time so that kinara would return reyga to him.
"Ka celin, please calm down, don't be like this, we can talk about all this carefully.." kinara gasped a little after successfully bringing celin back to his wheelchair.
"I'm sorry nara..But I really don't know what else to do to get you to give me back.."
"Ka Celin, I understand the condition and state of ka celin at this time, and indeed I am saddened to hear it, but for you sorry I can not ka.." Kinara as much as possible controlled her emotions, she knew that the girl before her was currently fragile and desperate, and she should not be carried away by emotions.
"Why nara, why are you so selfish..! All this time you've had a full reyga, your life is perfect, you have a reyga intact, then why.why don't you want to share it for me even just a moment before I really go.."
Again kinara could only take his breath slowly, hearing all the unreasonable celin requests for him.
"Ka Reyga is not a ka celin item, which can be loaned and returned just like that." sarkas kinara slowly.
"Then I am willing to be second, I promise I will not demand much from this relationship. I just want before I go I can spend the rest of my life with the people I love the most.."
For a moment Kinara closed his eyes, feeling desperate to face the attitude of celin who continued to corner him
"No celine, sorry I can't..! If that happens, we will only hurt each other. Then what about the feeling of ka Reyga, he will also be equally hurt." kinara said softly hope celine wants to understand and stop his desire that is already unreasonable.
"Sorry ka celin, I'm also very fond of ka reyga, I can't share my husband with other women.."
Well kinara felt she should be able to be firm to celine, although honestly she was very sorry for the condition of the girl, but to divide her husband it was very unlikely because it was also a life.
"Sorry ka celin, I think I should leave immediately, I will always pray ka celin to get back to health, and can live happily."
Kinara reviewed the smile before finally he got up and left the cafe.
But his steps came to a halt, when kinara heard the boisterous sound of the guests dicaffe, and the faint voice of celin household assistant that was clearly heard in his ears. "Non celin woke up non.."
Kinara looked back, and her eyes instantly widened when she saw the body of celin fall down from the wheelchair unconscious "Ka celiiin...!"
***
"The patient's condition is very critical, we must do chemotherapy in order to make the patient's condition last longer.." the doctor explained to Kinara because it happened that the parents of the celin were both out of town, and the assistant was trying to contact her.
"Then just do what is best according to the doctor, I'm his relatives will soon his parents will come, so for a while I will be responsible."
"Sorry before, miss, the problem is that the patient does not want to undergo chemotherapy, and it will make the spread of cancer more malignant and widespread.."
"So I suggest, please help persuade the patient to want to immediately run chemotherapy or else." the doctor stopped the sentence, making kinara more curious.
"If not what doctor..?"
"the chances of his life will only be one percent.."
Kinara was stunned listening to the doctor's explanation, as soon as her legs felt limp and all the celin requests momentarily raged in her mind, should she fulfill the girl's wishes..???
***
"Why do I go through kinara treatment, if my life is worth nothing, maybe dying sooner is better, isn't this what God wants.."
"Enough to Celin..!" kinara was really angry and anxious to face the attitude of the Celin head, since he had tried to persuade him but did not succeed at all.
"Why is nara..?? my words are true, right..? you don't want to care about me. So go, let me alone, just let me die.." celin turned his back to kinara, covered his whole body with a blanket and then back sobbing bitterly.
Kinara could only sigh slowly in the face of celin, he seemed to have to give up considering all the explanations of the doctor, if not immediately handled,Celin could be gone for good..
"All right I give in." said kinara lirih
And immediately Celine stopped her crying, but remained in her position.
"Give me a week, I want to make you happy, before.." Kinara took a breath stopping her words.
While celin is still not budging but trying to listen to what you will say next.
"Before I'll leave her.."
"Please promise to stay alive and please be happy.."
*Flassback..
*Connected..