Marrying the Dream Boyfriend

Episode 32

Kinara threw her body in her bed, she lay with her eyes closed letting some of the children's hair cover her face, her memory kept ringing with the rickety statement that asked her to marry him,clearly he could not give any answer to the request of his handsome man.

kinara loved reyga very much, even though reyga never returned the same love, but he would always love his handsome man as much as he could, no matter what his shortcomings, but he would always love him as much as he could,no matter what, even though he never said that he loved her.

well all that was never a problem for kinara, the beginning color of his relationship with reyga intertwined, he had prepared himself for all the consequences that he had to accept later, albeit several times, he had to accept,kinara had given up anyway finally he still chose to stay beside reyga.

until without feeling it has been almost eight months more relationship with reyga intertwined.

And now all of a sudden, you ask her to get married, when even the girl is confused to answer what..?? because even though he loved reyga very much, but never once crossed his mind to marry the handsome man, especially at the age of nineteen years, the age is still fairly easy to establish a marriage, which is still fairly easy to establish a marriage,kinara also still wants to focus on continuing his lecture, he wants to achieve what he aspires to be.

But now he's in a dilemma, he wants to say "no" but he can't, because Ryega clearly needs it, because he's sick.

but if he agrees, then he should be ready to spend his whole life with a man who never even reveals that he loves himself.

"huufft.." kinara exhaled slowly.

He got up from his sleeping position and sat leaning against the bed, he looked at a small table near his bed, took a picture frame displayed there, and then he stared and rubbed the picture frame, so he looked at it,inside is a picture of a middle-aged husband and wife, and a picture of himself in the middle.

his lips immediately touched a smile.

"dad, mother, if only you were still here, Kkinara would have told you everything."

"kinara confused mom, what should kkinara..?"

"kinara loves her, noahattt..!"

"but in order to marry her, Kkinara was afraid that she would not be ready."

"kinara wants to marry a man like a father figure, who always loves mother even to death can not separate you."

"mom, tell kinara what to do..? kinara should how's mom..?"

he said stammered, so that it did not feel clear that even dripping on his smooth cheeks.

"ka reyga never loved kinara like kinara loved her, but she was sick mom, she needed kinara to heal..?"

"kinara don't know now how to ma'am??"

"kinara misses mother, kinara misses father."

and now I was sobbing, shortened the picture frame into his chest, why at a time like this he really missed the figure of his parents.so without feeling he fell asleep with such a position.

***

three days passed, I tried to keep avoiding ka reyga, whether on campus or off campus, yesterday ka reyga had come home, but I told aunt fina to lie, saying I was not home, but I told her I was not,and whether you believe it or not, but in fact you want to go home not waiting for me like that time.

and today, too, he came again looking for me dicaffe, but this time I actually asked santi for help, to say that I did not go to work, and fortunately you want to believe,and get out of the cafe..

huuffft finally I can breathe a sigh of relief, after hiding long enough, behind the pantry door, fear-fear ka reyga ga believe and go check in, but fortunately not, no,he left immediately as soon as he said that I did not go to work today, and for tomorrow I had no reason to avoid it.

what is clear is that I am not ready to meet him, I have not had any answers about his request the other day.At this time my mind is completely empty, my confidence suddenly evaporates somewhere, I know,it was as if my confidence was gone..

"well I do love that man, but to marry him I don't know if I can..?" My inner.

"ra,woy.ya already bengong mulu loh from earlier, there is a problem what the hell? sampe-sampe elo ga want to meet the handsome oppa."

"tell me boong again, is kasian tuh the oppa his face mpe tangled rich that, again marahan lo ama him..??" cerosos santi long width.

"no ko san, no longer marahan ma him."

answer's short.

"why did you not want to meet him?

must be fighting again, right..?come ngaku..?"

another scan, which made me only breathe softly.

"really san,gue ga again fight ko,gue again do not want to meet him first." I reply cuek.

"continue why donk elo avoid him."

ask santi again.

"there is no, well let him miss me later." answered me origin, and immediately even roll his eyeballs lazy.

"it's up to you" he said later, who would not make me laugh because he saw the look on his face BT.

"oh yes san, you can ask something ga..?

"hmm what do you want..?"

"elo has dion's fiancee, but when are you planning to marry..?"

tanyaku later.

"why emang..? tumben elo nanya that."

santi put on a suspicious face.

"well, it's just that, elo-dating, he's been almost two years."

ask again.

"yes, if I am private anyway ra, the intention is that we are married, but do not know how the dionnya..?because he said he wanted to mourn first so that he could nyicil buy a house, so the next time we are married, we can live in our own house, without having to contract or stay at home in-laws." replied santi explained.

"for sure you are the same as Dion san..?" I ask again who is still not satisfied with the answer.

"yes aampuun nara, if I'm not sure the same dion, continue to do as well I want fiancee ama him." question elo strange aja deh.

and I just smiled clumsily while scratching my non-itchy scratching head.

"yeah,gue just want mastiin aja san, so it's as far as I know, I,if we are sure we want to get married, it means we will spend all our lives to be able to live with our loved ones who are our partners."

"that's it..?" many doubt.

"yes it's really non, but also married if you don't love each other." and the reply just now made me slapped.

"elo why the hell ra..?all of a sudden it's about marriage..?"

"elo applied well same oppa handsome..?"

guess the origin santi, which instantly made me nervous and gerogi.

"ah, there's no way, there's no way, we're still in college."

I stammered and had to lie.

"yes maybe aja ra, kalo the handsome oppa is really love elo."

answer santi later which made me dumbstruck and silent.

***

around ten, I arrived home, as usual I came home from caffe riding my subscription motorcycle.

and now I just got off the bike mang amin while releasing the helmet I was wearing.

"it's mang.." I handed over a fifty-thousand-dollar bill to mang amin.

"waduh no change neng."

said mang amin while reaching into both pockets of his pants to find change.

"yeah, the return take aja for mang amin, agep aja bonus because every day already nganterin nara commute back to campus and to caffe."

reply me to the amin man who is now smiling with excitement.

"thank you, neng, that's permissible."

"iya mang equally,ati-ati ya mang."

I said again while waiting for the amen to pass from before me.

then after the invisible amen I turned around and stepped towards the gate of the house om.rudi.

and while I was trying to open the gate, suddenly there was a hand blocking my wrist, and I was shocked and surprised, what else after seeing that person..

"ka, ka reyga." I said stammered.

"until when will you avoid me kinara..?"

he said with a sharp look and a cold face.

"me, i.."

"i'm still waiting for your answer kinara..?"

he said again cutting my words.

"but I don't have the answer yet ka rey..!"

"but it's been over three days, and you've been trying to avoid me all that time..!"

"even all my messages you did not reply, did you deliberately play me kinara..?"

your words were so sharp and cold, I felt completely cornered and had no choice.

I also grabbed ka reyga's hand, grabbed her and looked her in the face.

"sorry, I didn't mean it that way, I'm just not ready to give any answers, I'm afraid I'll let you down."

I said as calmly as possible, and slowly the gaze of ka reyga softened, she clasped my hand back.

"then be willing to marry me kinara" she said so gently, and her eyes warmed.

"if you want to know the answer, tomorrow you can accompany me to go somewhere, then I will tell you my answer."

and at once you reyga, frowning her forehead.

"tomorrow..? where's..?" tanyanya.

"to Bandung.."

"...???"

*Connected..😊