Marrying the Dream Boyfriend

Episide 26

"I suffer from a high libido."

Vibrant speech.

"And all that is because, as a child, I had to witness what should not be witnessed by a child who was underage."

"you know kinara,?"

"when I was five,"

"i've always seen papih, bringing the cheating women into the house."

"when you're out of town."

"every night, I always listen to *************** strange, which comes out of the woman's mouth."

"inquisitive color, I woke up too."

"And you know what I saw..?"

Reyga, too, stopped the story for a moment.

he closed his eyes, as if he no longer wanted to remember the incident, then took a deep breath.

Kinara was flabbergasted, unable to believe what she had heard from Reyga's speech, which Kinara had never expected before.

"I watched my papih make love to the women who cheated on him."

"not just in his room, but in the open, too, they do it often."

"like, in the living room, in the dining room, even in the kitchen."

"in fact, they don't seem to care, there's a little kid in the house."

"every day, I'm always presented, a view that I don't deserve to see."

"but I always kept quiet, I never told Bi mina, or my other housekeeping assistant."

"even to mamih."

"I grew up until I grew up,"

"in the beginning, I felt like there was nothing wrong with me."

"However, I feel a little find awkwardness, every time I feel emotion."

"my sexuality passion is increasing, and I feel like I'd love to channel it."

"until I decide to consult a doctor,"

"The doctor said, if I have a high rise in the hormone of sexuality."

"and the doctor gave me medicine, so that at any time, if my libido goes up, I can control it."

"And once upon a time, when the taste came, and the cure ran out, I hurt myself, in order to divert the pain."

Tests, Kinara's tears trickled back after hearing what Reyga told her,

about all the pain and pain she has experienced so far.

Kinara did not expect, behind his handsome face, his calm demeanor, he said,Reyga is able to save all the bitterness and pain in his life.Even Reyga prefers to hurt himself rather than having to channel the taste to just anyone (women).

Though all this time, so many women were scrolling over him, who were obsessed with him.If Reyga wanted to, he could have taken advantage of one of the girls who chased him on the campus.but he did not do that, he preferred to hurt himself.

Then why is it tonight, precisely Reyga happened like that to him..?

Either, Kinara must feel disappointed or happy, the color of the man who is usually closed and always silent, this time talking so much, even he told all about the pain of his life so far, so far,on one side, Kinara felt sad and empathetic, wanting to feel like Kinara was embracing and hugging him.

But on the other hand Kinara was very injured because the man who was beside her was currently almost raping her.

Kinara dissolved and sank into her own daydream, until she regained consciousness when Reyga's hand stroked her cheek.

"forgive me Nara, I've been so mean to you" he said with a look of regret.

Kinara tried to comment on the smile and clasped her hands.

"Did aunt marisyah know about this?"

he asked slowly, still feeling a little scared.

And Reiga just shook his head.

"I don't want you to feel anxious if you know about my condition."He answered, turning his face and looking back.

"What did you Reyga, ever try to vent it against another woman..?like what you just did to me tonight..?"

Ask Kinara again who is still curious, but still feel annoyed and afraid.Fear of Reyga's emotions ignited again.

"I hate and am sick of seeing what papih did first, along with the women he cheated on. So how could I do the same." Reyga replied with the look of his face that returned flat.

"But first..?? I used to and almost did it to a girl."

said again.

"Huh..??"

Spechless Kinara was a little surprised, but tried to calmly listen to his continuation.

"A few months ago, exactly."

"I was on my way home, after attending Celin and Alex's engagement. Somehow seeing celin smiling happily with alex, I felt annoyed and emotional."

"of course you're upset and emotional, I'm honestly not willing, right..?"

"if ka celin is engaged to alex."

Inner Kinara.

"at the time, I wasn't even focused on driving, so I almost hit a girl" accidentally"

"And the girl was shocked, and fell unconscious right in front of my car."

"wait-wait.."

"why do I feel like dejavu, hear ka reyga's story, in this section..?"

said Kinara inwardly, but Kinara refocused on what Reyga was telling her.

"I took the girl to my car, then took her to find the nearest clinic, until when I got to the clinic, when I was about to release the seatbelt, then took her to find the nearest clinic,suddenly I was fixated on looking at her soothing face as if I was fast asleep."

Reyga was silent about his story.

"And I don't know what demon possessed me, like hypnotized I also began to kiss his lips and digress in him."

"If there had not been a security guard knocking on my windshield, I might no longer be able to control myself against the girl."

"swear well, I didn't expect, if reyga can be as reckless and crazy as that..?"

"it's so hot on the girl.."

kinara said in his heart.

"And do you know who this girl is?"

said Reyga again who looked back at Kinara with a difficult gaze to interpret.

While Kinara could only blink in confusion, he shook his head slowly.

"yes where do I know..!"

"what about reyga..!"

he murmured in the heart.

While Reyga was getting close to Kinara, making Kinara who was still a little traumatized without realizing Kinara was inching to shift her body backward.

But again Reyg's attitude can not be understood.Kini both hands touch

the two cheeks of Kinara with eyes that focused on looking at Kinara's face deeply, so inevitably they looked at each other in such a close distance.

kinara's heart was back pounding, between groggy, nervous, and still afraid.when a few moments ago Reyga almost managed to touch an inch of his body, he said, but still every distance they were so close as now, the heart of Kinara seemed uncontrollable.

"ka, what else do you want..?"

said stammering.

"I just want to apologize, because I've been bad and often hurt you Nara."

he said with both hands still holding Kinara's cheek.

Kinara could only take a slow breath, and nodded.

"I'll be sorry for you, Reyga promised I wouldn't repeat the same thing again."

answer Kinara expectantly.

"But, will you forgive my old mistake..?"

reyga said as he turned and threw his face again, and then looked back down.

Kinara frowned confused not to understand.

"the old mistake..? you mean reyga..??"

ask the girl not to understand.

"The color of the girl I told you about..?"

Float..

Being quiet..

And silence..!

and Kinara was even more curious about it.

"That girl is you kinara.."

The..!!!

"..."

"I..??"

*Connected..😊