
"So you really want to go ra..?"
ask aunt Fina who is standing near my bedroom door.
"iya tan, just a day ko tar malem also seems to have come home."
answer me while putting the things I will carry in my backpack.
"just the same reyga..?" asked aunt Fina again, and I just smiled nodding.
"if you're not outside the city, surely he wants to nemenin you kebandung."
"ga papa kok tan,om rudi is more work, nara ga want ngrepotin om."
"yes you are just as careful, say the same reyga do not speed" said aunty fina with a look of anxiety.
"yes, my dear aunt, calm down."
"oh yes nara, this do not forget to bring ya, tadi aunty already masakin rendang same pickle your favorite, later if already nyampe you and reyga can directly eat."
said aunt fina while giving up the provisions of the cuisine she made earlier.
"jeez aunt, you must bother bringing stock anyway, will later nara can buy food in the street."
"iya ga papa, auntie wants aja masakin for you equally reyga."
and suddenly the sound of the roar of the car came from outside.
"that's the sound of a car ka reyga deh tan."
I looked up from the window to make sure.
"no really, if rey already came, then nara go now yah tan."
then I kissed the hand of aunty fina to say goodbye, and aunty fina also drove me to the front of the house, and met with a reyga ka who just got out of his car then approached aunt fina and kissed her hand.
"son reyga titip kinara well, then take the car slowly just do not have to speed."
wanti aunty fina sama ka reyga.
"iya tan,rey will be careful ko."
"yes tan already, we say goodbye first, the daytime hunt will be jammed streets."
I said, saying goodbye, then got into the car ka reyga, leaving aunt Fina who was still standing in front of the fence waving her hands.
And after traveling for a few hours we also got hummed.
car ka reygapun enter a yard that looks worn.I and ka reyga also get down from the car.
slowly I entered the yard of the house with the gaze of my eyes that could not be separated from the building of the house painted white but had faded and mossy, and,with a page that looks arid only overgrown with weeds and weeds.
though the yard of this house is filled with beautiful flower plants, but now after being left the owner seems clearly unmanageable.
ka reyga patted my shoulder slowly.
"is this your home..?"
the question was short, and I smiled.
"let's go in.." I said as I stepped in to open the fence of the house that looked rusty, but just a few steps to step foot, suddenly someone called me from behind.
"Neng nara." said an old man who walked over to us.
"mang asep.." I said with a smile.
"sorry neng mamang was able to buy coffee with gas" said mang asep who was carrying a gas cylinder and plastic bag blanjan.
"sorry neng, the grass has just left part of the mamang, but if it has been done everything, including neng nara's room."
"oh yes mang gapapa thanks a lot well, sorry nara already ngrepotin mamang, nara ga lama here ko mang, later in the afternoon also has returned again, so do not need to remove all the grass."
"oh yeah how's it going bik sumi..?"
I said to the asep mang, who used to be a driver of alm.ayah and bik sumi is his wife, who,last night I deliberately contacted mang asep to ask for help just cleaning and tidying up the inside of the house which must have been very dirty and dusty.
"Alhamdulillah bik sumi healthy neng, later if you have rest mango neng nara play kaerumah mamang bik sumi surely seneng meet equally eneng."
said mang asep kindly.
"iya mang insyaallah well later if still sepet nara stop by, so later in the afternoon already want to come back again." said me while smiling kindly at the asep mang.
"iya already ga papa neng, preferably neng and neng nara nemen just rest first, then mamang want to put the gas, then the gold will make tea or coffee, already ready mamang."
"thank you very much, again nara apologized for ngerepotin."
"sama-sama neng ga papa,eneng has already mamang angep own child."
instantly my eyes glazed over, recalling the past where mang asep often drove me and picked me up to school.
"mariah neng,mas.."
he bowed respectfully and walked in front of us who followed him from behind.
When I first set foot back into this house, my memory also seemed to replay all the sweet memories that have been passed in every corner of this house.
"what is this house left empty."
said ka reyga then, as her eyes continued to observe every room in this house, then suddenly her eyes were fixed on a photograph of a size large enough to be attached to the wall of the living room, then suddenly,which included my father, mother and I who seemed to smile happily in front of the camera, and I remember the photo was taken during my High School graduation.
"what is a picture of your father and mother..?"
he said he looked at the photo again.
and I nodded as I looked at him.
I said softly, and now your face turned to look at me.
"do you miss them, so you brought me here."
"so...!"
"i miss my mom and dad all the time and all the time."
I said with glassy eyes.
"this is why you left this house empty without any intention of selling it."
said ka reyga again, while looking back at the photo in front of him.
"actually in the accident, the mother died on the spot, while the father was in critical condition, and before dying following the mother, the father had advised om rudi and aunty fina, he said,that this house may I sell to continue my college costs later, but whatever the circumstances I do not want to sell this house, anyway this house is the only memory for me." I told ka reyga.
and it did not feel like the clear hairs were dripping on both of my cheeks, and the reyga who saw me crying, immediately grabbed me in her arms, let me cry in her arms, mourning the longing of a child to her parents who were gone.
"you're still lucky kinara, at least you still have sweet memories in your childhood with your parents, not like me."
he said slowly with a flat face, and immediately I looked up at his face so close to me, I slowly broke away from the arms of my reyga and wiped my tears.
I saw the look on ka reyga's face turn moody, and I understood, she must have remembered her dark childhood.
"ka rey's still cape..?"
I asked while looking at him, and he answered only by shaking his head.
"that's it, I want to take you somewhere" I said as I pulled his hand.
"where are we going..?"
tanyanya's confused.
"you're gonna take part, you'll know."
***
me and Ka Reyga also arrived at an area where there was a row of angry mounds of land, on which there was a tombstone bearing the name of a person whose body was lying there peacefully in his long sleep.
I was still holding my hands through several tombstones, and immediately the kakipun stopped when I found two tombstones named 'Antoni wijaya' and the other 'Kinanti larasati'.
"Assalamualaikum daddy mom.."
I said as I gathered in front of my parents' center, while he was resting beside me stunned to look at the two gravestones in front of us.
"Dad, mother.maafin nara yah just sepet jiarah again here, father and mother must have been happy in heaven there."
I said again by continuing to review the smile but my own eyes felt heavy and began to look glassy.
"dad, your mother knows since you went nara very lonely, nara always feels alone, even though om rudi and aunty fina are very good, but still nara misses the figure of father and mother."
my words again said to the two gravestones, as if lying in it were listening to my grievance.then I also puffed my face up to hold my tears did not fall,because I don't want to cry in front of my mom and dad.
"oh yeah, dad, my mom's not here alone, I'm here with my guy friend."
and at first glance I saw ka reyga looking at me weird.
"his name was reyga ma'am, he was a very handsome man and idol in the college campus, but even though he was handsome, his attitude was very cold and stiff, his face was always flat and annoying, but nara loved him ma'am."
I said slowly then, which could not be separated from the eyes of ka reyga.
"when Nara used to say the same father, that later nara wanted to marry a man like a father who loved mother very much, and proved that father loved mother very much, even though mother left him first,but only for a few hours dad immediately catches up with mom, even dad can not live without mom even if only a day until death can not separate you."
I said again, with eyelids that have creek there.
"but look now, father, mother, this handsome man you've brought, asking kinara to marry him, what do you think..?did mom and dad approve of it..?"
my words again were as if heard by the two centers in front of me at this time.
then suddenly she held and held my hand and placed it in the middle of my mother's belly button, while the other hand held my mother's tombstone.
"Uncle, auntie, you don't have to worry because from now on, I promise to take care of your daughter as best I can,I want to marry her to make her the first and last person who will accompany me to death will never be able to separate us, like you."
"maybe I can't love her as much as you love kinara, but you need to know, I love your daughter so much."
Say you sincerely, as if the father and mother inside there hear it, and maybe it is true that the father and mother are smiling to give their blessing in there.
because at once I could feel the cool breeze coming up, which made the dry leaves around the belly button fly, the blow also played my hair covered part of my face.
now you look back staring at my face.
"in front of your father and mother's belly button, I want to ask you one more time."
"would you marry me..?"
tes.bulir clear was ahirnya rolling freely on both cheeks, and ka reyga also rubbed it slowly while tucking the child's hair that covers part of my face to the edge of my ear.
"i can't promise you much kinara, but believe me, I just want you to be with me."
he said again with hope, until finally I nodded slowly.
"yes, I want you to rey.."
***Connected..๐
Thank God he can be up too..๐
actually inspiration again many more, just another males ngetik aja.. โ ๏ธ๐
abisnya loi like the stak anteng there so less semanget Up her..โน
try aja like nyampe 100 more, the power of the autor will try to up 2-3 episodes per day, but that is also if it is not busy anymore..๐๐๐คญโ**