Marrying the Dream Boyfriend

Episode 22

If love is that simple, why should anyone suffer for love..??!

why is love so selfish, so willing to hurt each other, and leave pain..??

Why is it that simple you love me kinara..?? and why can't I have such a love..??!!

look in the eyes of ka reyga looks so nanar, like there is pain in his eyes, his hands clasped tightly to the steering wheel of the car, as if he was holding back his anger.

I sighed slowly, but suddenly I was afraid to see a handsome but cold-faced man in front of me at this moment, but I kept quiet and tried to be calm to hear everything he wanted to say.

You know kinara, ever since I was five, I've lost my parents' love so selfishly they took away my childhood happiness.

every day mami and papi always present unhealthy household drama in front of me.mamih who is always busy pursuing his career, while papih who is always busy banging in exchange for cheating women.heh is as cheap as love..??

like no price at all.say ka reyga with a bitter smile.And you also know kinara, should the presence of a child is the fruit of love of a marriage, but not with my presence..!! for to them I am only a hindrance to their purpose in life..!

But when I feel alone and hurt, Celin is present in my life.he is just an orphan Piayatu who lives in the place where my mother gives compensation every month.

the jolly, cheerful Celin slowly came into my life and became a friend who was able to erase all my sorrows,especially after he was adopted and happened to go to the same school as me. Ever since then I never felt alone again, even when I was bullied often by other children, Celin always stood up for me,he was never afraid to face the delinquency of children in our school premises.

And without feeling, we grew up together, I'm used to living everything in my life with the celine next to me,until one day celin was betrothed to alex a colega businessman's son his father.and celin took it for granted because he might want to return the favor to his adoptive parents.

And from that moment on, my eyes went back to empty, I was like a child who lost his favorite toy, but saw celin happy with alex, I was like a child who lost his favorite toy,and it looks like alex can also love and make Celin happy.I try to reconcile with the situation..Until finally you are present in my life kinara..??!

ka reyga momentarily looked back at me, before she restarted her story.

Although the beginning of our relationship began because of a sneaky trap rani your friend, but I like it, since the beginning I already knew about the evil plan rani who wants to trap you and humiliate you.That color since you upload want to be my girlfriend, I have known,without thinking long I immediately accepted it, you know kinara got you as if I got NEW TOYS..!

Tes..one drop of clear bulb was back wet my cheek.ebah why it feels so much more painful to hear the statement ka reyga at this time, compared to the speech ka celin in the apartment earlier..!

I also threw away my face, trying to control my emotions.Since the beginning of listening to the story ka reyga, I began to understand why you do not believe in the existence of love,it all started from the failure of the relationship between the two parents until finally he grew into a broken home child..! But finally ka celin present in his life and slowly remove the wounds of his childhood, I also try to understand why it can be so close relationship ka celin and ka reyga, ka,because there may be love between them that they cannot express.But for this time, I really do not understand..?how can you reyga think of me as HER NEW TOY..??!

my heart feels so tight..!!

Do you hate me so much, Kinara..??say ka reyga again with cynicism.

Hate me if you can..??! he said it again right in front of my face..!!

Really, I really want to slap a handsome but villain-hearted guy who is right in front of me.

my eyes were back in glass, my lips felt dumb not being able to say anything.

But I ventured to keep staring at the sharp black bead before me, in pain I tried to enjoy how perfect the creature of God before me at this moment.

Why is it rey..??why should I..??

ka rey kissed my lips softly, she held my nape and pressed him to deepen our kiss.

What a fragile girl I am today, my tears are flowing, interrupted by a rhyme ***** my lips.

I could not resist it, I felt like my logic had become stupid and stupid, enjoying this kiss despite the pain.

and slowly you let go of her lips from mine, she rubbed my lips and wiped my tears.I can only look down fragile, unable to look at her face.

if you can hate me as much as kinara can..!

but never the slightest intention of leaving my life!

And I also made my face look back at him not understanding.

why did I choose you..??why should you..?

because, I want you to be the cure of my pain.say ka reyga again while stroking my cheek.and now my eyes glass back.

celine was able to treat my wounds in childhood, but she left preferring her future with Alek.

as for you, why do you love me so sincerely, even though I have hurt you so many times.

but ka rey, without ka reyga realize ka reyga already love ka celin, and anyway, not ka celin and alex relationship is in trouble, that means there is a choice for you to be together.

not me ka rey, karna until whenever I do not deserve to ka reyga, so better we get here.sap I stammered trying to hold back my tears that will drip back.

No.kkk..!!!suddenly I hit the steering wheel with his hand, his hand was bruised blue.he held both shoulders with the look of his sharp eyes.

I don't want another kinara..!

I just want you next to me..Please kinara, please help me the opportunity to improve our relationship, said ka reyga while holding my fingers.I've lost a lot of things, I've lost a lot of things,and I don't want to lose any more.If it's true that you say that love is love, without reason or condition..

please love me until I learn to love again.

I was unable to answer either, I again sobbed and cried.On the one hand I could not betray my own heart that had already loved a handsome man who did not believe in love, which was in front of me at this time, who was already in love,but on the other hand my heart also felt tight when I accepted the fact that I had to stick with the false and painful love.

Ka reyga also grabbed my body, took me into his arms, he held me in the chest of his field, the matakupun water immediately spilled wet clothes that he was wearing today.ka reyga continued to hug me and stroked my hair..

Don't cry my girl, sorry..

I love you kinara..

*Connected..😊