Marrying the Dream Boyfriend

Episode 59's

"From anywhere this hour just got home." said reyga when kinara had just arrived in his apartment.And kinara could see the look of a reyga face that was like being upset.However as much as possible kinara was calm and did not serve her husband.

Kinara stepped in to go to the room, but reyga even blocked his hand making kinara forced to stop his steps.

"Kinara, you were horrified earlier what was it that I was..?why don't you just shut up and not answer." said Reyga again, staring intently at his wife.

"I cape ka rey, I want to take a shower first." replied kinara briefly and stepped back into the room. "What all day you walk with the new boy, until you forget time, or maybe you also forget that you are a married woman." said reyga with cold intonation.Making kinara again stop his steps and turn his body staring reyga again.

Kinara closed her eyes for a moment while sighing softly. "The new kid is called devano ka rey, and I have no connection whatsoever with him.After the restaurant dinner we went straight home and I happened to stop by the house of aunty fina,because long ago just met aunty Fina also told me to dinner at her house, that's why I came home tonight.Have explained." Kinara tried to talk as calmly as possible.

"You are right, why not give me news, why your phone is not active" asked reyga again who still doubted his wife, making kinara again sighed slowly.

"My phone died ka rey, I forgot to charge it, if ka reyga did not believe.Nih ka reyga can see for himself." kinara then showed his dead phone to reyga.

"But still I don't like you being close to the new kid, and when I saw the restaurant he kept staring at you, he must have liked you." said reyga again with his flat face.

"When there is someone who likes us, then it is his right because we can not maxain someone to be able to hate or like us, then it is his right,but the important thing is I just think of him as a friend no more.Buk ka reyga also never said that about ka celin." sarkas kinara instantly that makes reyga speechless.

Seeing her husband speechless, Kinara was about to go into the room but again reyga blocked his hand.

"Wait for kinara, me and celine obviously we were friends since childhood, but you and him..?? you just know each other, so if you consider him a friend, but the new boy will hope more if you yourself always give him the opportunity to continue to be close to you.Isn't that the same as you give him hope." hearing reyga talk like that, Kkinara could no longer hide her laughter.

"Then what difference does it make me the same as reyga..?! Not that all this time also ka reyga always let ka celin depend on ka reyga, so that ka reyga himself forget that ka reyga status is a husband.

Have you ever asked and understood my feelings..?! maybe ka rey always thinks ka celin is ka reyga's best friend since childhood, but do ka celine also think the same..? obviously you celin it likes you ka rey, even the attitude ka celin changed against me because he did not like krberada among you.Then why, why now you rey judge me cornered me as if I am the accused here." kinara's eyes have started to look glassy, he is really tight to want to spill all the anxiety in his heart.

"You should just marry ka celin instead of marrying me" and the word kinara this time made reyga stare intently at him. "So you regret that you married me" she said coldly, making Kinara smile wryly.

"I never regret marrying you ka rey, I just regret my stupidity because I expect too much of you.When I realized from the beginning you never loved me, rey never loved me,and this marriage also happens because ka reyga needs me as a medicine.However again I was lulled because feeling have you makes me become selfish and feel unwilling if my husband's attention poured out for other women who are above name a friend." kinara laughed bitterly until without feeling the clear circle was already dripping on his cheeks.

"Originally you know, kinara, before you were present no girl could enter my life except celin.But when you were present and began to enter my life,I just feel like all my world is on you.I admit I'm sick and can't control my desires when I'm emotional, but that doesn't mean I married you to make you my lust slave.And if all this time my attitude was wrong on celine, but it doesn't mean I married you to make you my slave,I'm sorry, but long before you were present, Celin has contributed a lot to my old life,and my attitude now just want to reciprocate what has never done for me first.So you should not worry about celin."

Hearing all the words rickety, the more sobbing kinara, she ran into the room and dropped her body on the bed.Kinara cried as eagerly spilled all despair and disappointment that stifled her chest.While reyga she slumped weakly on the floor, she cried,deep in his heart he wanted to embrace and embrace his wife's body, let alone see kinara shed tears because of it, his heart was much more sick.But reyga chose to survive. for him love will only always leave a sense of hurt and disappointment.Color it is strange not even want kinara to love her too much which has made her cry too often.

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The night was getting late, but reyga had not closed his eyes, either,he chose to sleep in the middle room sofa deliberately let kinara fall asleep alone in his room.But reyga was even more agitated and unsettled when at the bottom there began to stiffen.Of course since this afternoon he had been emotional because kinara came home night, plus he had to fight with his wife.Actually it has been quiet since then but he survived, he survived,because this time he must be able to control himself and his emotions.He does not want to hit kinara who is currently angry and disappointed in him.

The clock has shown at one in the morning, the family is still restless, the body starts to get hot and hot even cold sweat has started to come out, you get up from his sleeping position and sit leaning, he said,reyga squeezed her hair feeling frustrated.

"I should be able to, I should be able to, I can't vent it on kinara, it will only hurt her more." Reyga continued to mutter to himself, until a moment later he was pensive as if he was thinking.

"Medicine..!it seemed that I was still keeping some medicine in my closet." And it didn't take long for me to run into his room, he was walking around so as not to wake up his wife who had fallen asleep from tears.Reyga was slowly looking for the medicine he was on,and finally he managed to find it.reyga hurriedly walked to the exit, but his steps stopped when his eyes looked at the face of his wife who was asleep.

Reyga walked over and sat down on the bed, as he looked at his wife's peaceful face, looking slightly swollen eyes from crying.Reyga then kissed kinara's forehead slowly" Sorry I'm nara, I love you." he whispered and quickly left the room, unable to control himself anymore.

Reyga ahirnya can already fall asleep calmly, after he took tranquilizers or drugs controlling his libido.And when reyga was asleep, he was asleep,quiet still kinara out of the room to the middle room.She brought a blanket to cover the body of her husband.But immediately kinara's eyes were fixed on the medicine packaging lying on the table with a glass of water.

Kinara took the former packaging of the drug, and momentarily kinara was riveted because she knew very well it was her husband's libido-controlling drug.Hati kinara instantly mcleos.

"Look at me, even you prefer to take the drugs again, rather than touching my body.Do I no longer mean anything to you." Kinara tears back dripping, he felt sore and hurt.

He did manage to marry his dream girlfriend, but he did not manage to have her heart.

Kinara re-entered her room, sobbing again in the silence of the night.

*Connected..😊