
There is nothing different from the same day, Ayana remained faithful to accompany Gio.actually Gio can already be brought home.but when moved to the house of Ayana,Gio only lasted two weeks, his condition decreased again, so Frans asked Gio to return to the hospital for a while until his son-in-law was completely treated at home.
Seeing the development of Gio that has begun to improve.Ayana increasingly intense and eager to continue to encourage Gio to recover immediately.Ayana always routinely make porridge and other healthy foods for her husband.he always prepares all the needs of her husband a ayana did not care even though Gio rarely ate his homemade food. for some reason.has been three days this Gio hunger strike.the man only wants to drink milk and yogurt alone.seems Gio bored with Ayana cuisine.or maybe the man is no longer willing to eat whatever Ayana made to him.
"What do you want, mm?why doesn't everyone want to eat anyway?later you are skinny again if only drink milk doang not full atuh.add again yuk, this klapetart really delicious deh.tadi morning I make this nyempetin who knows you doyan."Ayana softly persuades Gio to eat.but the man remains unmoved with a flat face.Gio also looks cynical on Ayana lately do not know why but Ayana feels no wrong.but Gio it's like being hostile at the moment.
"Are you angry with me?how do you care about that cynical thing?what am I wrong, huh?I don't feel like I'm doing anything wrong, don't you get so angry that's the same with me?." Ayana asked while sitting next to Gio.
"A_ku.same sorry." replied Gio who looks so difficult to answer Ayana's question.
"What's?less clear?" asked Ayana again while bringing her face closer to Gio made the man back a little.Gio did not answer but only snorted with a whimper.he had struggled when but Ayana instead said his voice was less clear he said.
"If you don't write it here, tell me why you're suddenly like this the same as me." Ayana gave the paper along with the pen from her bag.
Gio accepts it he immediately writes and pours out all his heart.Every form of his anger at Ayana, he feels annoyed at the woman.why does she come here every day and nag Gio, he said,if Gio is on hunger strike.not only that, but what makes Gio hate Ayana.because he often makes Gio's head hurt.not just the head alone.but the whole heart and his feelings.then with that, he,Gio wants Ayana not to meet him first for some time.Gio wants to be free from this pain.That feeling that always torments Gio every time he sees Ayana's face.that face is like wanting to kill Gio.because Gio's head like wanting to break when he wants to break his head saw it.
~With a heavy heart I have to say this.I asked mbak not to come here first, before I apologize.honestly, just be honest,I feel a pain in my head and chest every time I see mbak here.not only here alone.but every time I see mbak.head I hurt because it seemed forced to remember something that I can not afford I've tried to control him but I can't be too weak to fight this pain.~
~I ask the same Ma'am and please understand.if I feel better can not come again.sorry I have to say this~
Ayana read the expression Gio in his handwriting is so neat and beautiful it.but so pierced Ayana's heart it feels like thousands of spears that stuck instantly and hit the chest of Ayana at this time reading every verse of words that Gio wrote on this paper.Ayana folded the paper and raised her head she smiled at Gio who had been continuously staring at him.Ayana breathed with all her chest before she returned the expression That gio.
"If it can make you feel better.I will do it.From tomorrow I'm not here again until you get better but I will continue to cook and make food for you yes, yes,I'll put you at home, and then he'll be anterin every day." ayana said with a smile that continued to adorn her lips.The smile was camouflage only to cover her gaping heart wound and still fresh the wound that Gio had just created and this was for the first time for Ayana.
Gio did not flinch just looking at the face of Ayana who was covering her sadness.of course Gio knew and understood maybe at this time the woman's heart was so hurt.but how else, Gio knew and understood,Gio was forced to do this so that the pain that tormented him was reduced, even if only a little.
"Yes, I've come home first, Gi.incidentally want to stop by the super market Jemi needs have run out everything, I haven't had time to shop, and today I'm perfecting it maybe you don't want to see me. you are well, quickly healthy and must spirit therapy so you can walk again." Ayana's message, said,then he stepped into the bathroom to clean up the tools and goods stored here Ayana also has cleaned up everything he will take it home he transport everything to the car by taking a little.
Ayana several times paced from the parking lot to Gio's room.and all that did not escape the attention of Gio who had since continued to look at him with a sad look.Gio did not have the heart to see Ayana who had her own troubles with her stomach but what a force, he could do nothing but be silent like a fool in this bed.
"Huh.real also a lot of my stuff while here.got percussion in cicil every here bawain pintilan.for a long time piled together." said Ayana while reaching her bag and cell phone from the table.
"Yes already if that.I go home yes Gi,dah father.sehat-healthy yes, I must miss you really later.doain ya me and healthy until the birth." Ayana kisses Gio's cheek then rubs the man's arm and allows Gio's scarf to then immediately step in from there.
Gio did not respond just to her tears dripping looking at Ayana's back that was lost when the door closed." I'm sorry." said Gio but only in his heart.and Ayana couldn't listen to that.
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Ayana walks towards the parking lot with tears that have since melted wet her smooth cheeks.he rubs rough with the back of her hand.Ayana just runs the car out of the parking area and darted towards the highway.Ayana same once not angry at Gio, he was only disappointed in the man why after so long he was treated painstakingly and wholeheartedly, he said,it turns out that Gio did not like it all this time it turns out that the presence of Ayana only makes Gio more sick.
And today Gio expels him indirectly whether the man does not remember Ayana at all even a little if indeed all the memories of them have melted together with the loss of memory Gio his once warm and adoring view of it,now the view of Gio seems cold and flat.The man seems to have completely forgotten Ayana.if that is so Ayana can what tried.he has tried to restore and restore Gio's memory, he seems to have completely forgotten,but the man refused and wanted Ayana to stay away from him.
"I can what Gi?in addition to obeying your will.as long as you are fine even without me beside you.I hope you will soon improve and remember everything, remembering the sweet memories of us.so that I can accompany you again until we age." Ayana slumped her head on the steering wheel of the car.at this time she stopped by the roadside Ayana shed her tears there.because since then her eyes blurred due to tears just keep falling without her can prevent.
"Healthy yes adek.doain father so that cepet healed before you were born." Ayana rubs her stomach and runs her car back to the super market.
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Time goes on, morning changes afternoon changes night.Gio misses his day so sad and boring Gio gets grim from day to day.no longer nagging him for not eating fruit juice, no more,no one else reprimanded him when he had just eaten Gio immediately went to sleep.Gio's condition did improve but only a few days.in fact after Ayana no longer came there, she said,gio's heart and feelings are more sick.he misses the fierce woman.although Gio does not remember who the woman is, but he has managed to make Gio feel lost.
Now that the voice was gone, Gio never heard it again.The bright face was never again suddenly nongol at the bathroom door and asked." Is it done?." while stretching out his hands and carrying Gio into his arms so that he can move to a wheelchair.at the small table there is no longer a candy shell scattered with lipstick that is not perfectly closed.and wet wipes that are tanned former Ayana cleaning his face.he said lazy to wash his face.basas slovenly.said Gio unconsciously.
"Now what is he?." Gio's inner gaze at the ceiling of his room.No long time the door opened there was a young woman entering.The same woman every day came to bring juice and porridge to Gio.
"A meal mas.ini Non Aya early in the morning he has been to the market he said he wants to cook this for mas Gio." said the assistant who sent Ayana to deliver food to Gio.
"M." Mmm." Gio replied with a thumping doctor still forbidding him to talk. actually Gio can open and move his mouth.The therapy that is routinely done managed to make Gio quickly recover.Gio ate oatmilk porridge voraciously.himself so enjoy this Ayana-made food.Even Gio to spend it all, Gio,Gio promised tomorrow he would eat it all if Ayana cooked him some more food.
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Early in the morning Ayana has prepared ingredients to make cakes.today she will make cakes for Gio, it seems that the man will like it if made his favorite cake when Gio was still healthy first. when Ayana will break the egg into the container suddenly her stomach feels very painful and the pain radiates throughout her body.Ayana stops her activities for a while while while feeling her stomach is increasingly routine it was without thinking long himself immediately met Monica.
"Prepared if so let Mamah call Papah first.we go directly to the hospital aja kaya the twins want to go out" said Monica while calling Frans
At the hospital Ayana directly handled by the doctor, the,sure enough it turns out there has been an opening three.apparently the twins want to be born sooner may want to accompany his father who is struggling to recover.while waiting for the opening Ayana took a plain blue paper and then he wrote there folding the paper and put it in a paper bag containing cake that he bought in the hospital lobby.Since Ayana did not have time to make him rush mules, he planned to send it to Gio.
It has been almost afternoon but the opening has not increased.stay at the opening of four.it was almost three hours long distance just added one.make the doctor take other actions.tadi Ayana and family did have time to be told by the doctor if the opening is slow.then the only way must do the surgery, because the amniotic Ayana has seeped.
"Pray dear, Mama here do not be afraid.do not think of anything.you and the children must be safe and healthy." Monica hugs her daughter before Ayana enters the opration room.
"Stay focused on the delivery of Dek remember, you will have twins how nice it is to take care of them when they are born." Frans tries to shift Ayana's fear.
Frans saw her daughter who stiffened it even her hands felt so cold because of fear.Ayana did not like needles and knives because that was her very fear in the surgery." Gio, Mamah." Ayana's cry was so sad.Monica could not even stem her tears.Himself powerless to see her daughter who would struggle between life and death risking her life in there to take out her baby.
"You know.gio is also definitely here if he is healthy, but now Aya knows for herself, right, if Gio is sick?he may be here, but Gio's prayer will surely accompany you.trust me." Monica tried to calm Ayana down with her gentle words.
Sure enough Ayana looks a little calm, even her body looks melted also her eyes are getting smoother.seems like the drug has worked well.doctors deliberately give total anesthesia, as a result of the drug,because Ayana could not if she could still feel the incision in her stomach.although it did not hurt.
"Alright, we will start Bu, Pak.mari pray." said the doctor who was immediately taken all.
"Hmmm, good too." inner Gio.as he devoured the piece of the cake until it was finished two packs.on completion he put it but accidentally his eyes saw the light blue paper on the sticker sticker funny.just go open and read it.
[Hello Gio, what are you doing now?must have just woken up?oh yes, I heard the word ka Indri you can swallow perfectly.you also said you can eat mushy rice now?good deh, I'm happy with the horror of it.The cake delivery from me is at the eat ya Gi.if you like but, but, uh,if you don't like it don't let mother or ka Indri aja eat.makasih yes yesterday-yesterday the food I made you always spend said ka Indri sih gitu.but don't know also,I don't see it directly.]
[Oh yes, yesterday was the last day I cooked for you huh, so now I'm in the hospital,again wait for the opening of our children to be born Gi.padala is not the actual month.only your children will be born sooner so that they can see the Papa of healing.tadi morning I have mules-mules and not long amniotic water I have been sembes.kaya that time loh pas born Mia.we even thought I wet the bed at that time.funny ya we at that time, yes amniotic period in the middle of bedwetting.
[Udah yes so long ago.I want to check the opening first with the sister, if there are you anyway must be angry, nih,you were very angry when the doctor and the nurse tortured me hihihi asking for his prayer huh Gi, so that the process was smooth and we survived healthily, I love you my husband, Gio]
Gio pensively read all the writing himself suddenly felt a strange feeling.Gio's heart was pounding so hard that cold sweat poured from his body.What a feeling this is, thought Gio why he felt something strange like this.
"Sir Gio, what's up?what's sick sir?" ask the nurse who just entered will give the medicine to Gio.
"Sus-ter.mau.mau-kelu_ar." said Gio painstakingly.
The sister was memicing not understanding Gio's language." Sir, don't be forced to talk first if you can't and still difficult." ask the sister gently.
"Mm.." Gio shook his head looking at the nurse in annoyance because the nurse was insensitive to what she wanted.
"I called Mira first huh." the nurse came out for a while to call Mira who was out somewhere.
Gio trying to get off the bed to a wheelchair.he can not stay like this Gio must meet Ayana who is out of nowhere.no matter Gio must come out immediately.This feeling torments him want to meet Ayana, who is not,want to accompany the woman.no matter though Gio has not clearly remembered who Ayana is whether she is his wife or not.Gio only wants Ayana at this time.
"Geez Gio, don't go down in danger." Mira shouted as she opened the door and saw Gio trying to get down.
"A-ku.mau.kete-mu.diaa." said Gio stammered and disconnected even Mira laboriously half-dead digesting his son's speech.
"Where down?you have to stay here, baby." ask Mira.
Gio shook his head and asked to come down. "Aya-na.aku-mau.dia" raged Gio even to blur the word he was sweaty and ragged so hard for Gio to say.
"Would you meet Ayana?can not be dear, Ayana want to give birth now.tadi mother has seen there said the doctor must be in surgery because the opening does not increase even though from the morning loh.mother did not have to see it was limp and shoots very he." obviously Mira with a sad face.initially he did not want to tell Gio the danger if the child was disturbed his mind although not necessarily also Gio care about it.things that concern Ayana.because all this time Gio was indifferent to everyone, including Mira herself.
"Mmm.mau.kesa_na." forced Gio out loud.make Mira stunned.
"Can't love, how can you be sick again." prevent it.
"Mmmm.bu.." amuk Gio while struggling.If only he could walk maybe Gio had run to meet Ayana.Gio crying and put on a face begging to make Mira sad and forced to obey.
"Yes yes.ayo mother bring it there hopefully has not started the operation yes" said Mira relented.
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Mira pushes Gio's wheelchair quickly.he asks the doctor for permission to bring Gio to Ayana.but the doctor does not allow Gio to meet with Ayana.
"I beg the doctor.pity him from earlier want to meet his wife." please Mira very much.
"Okay.but just meet aja bu.soalya Gio is still sick.danger for both.because it must be equally sterile." with a heavy heart the doctor allows as long as Gio does not accompany Ayana during the birth process.Gio smiled listening to the doctor.then Mira took her to the room where Ayana was.since there Mira and Gio were silent listening to the three people.
Frans and Monica were chatting with.doctor in the cry of the woman Gio heard everything with a feeling of sadness.he heard and saw the fear of Ayana.the woman looks so scared at this time even she cried and embraced her mother.but it seems like Ayana was half conscious, because slowly Ayana's body seemed to relax.when the doctor had led the prayer before performing an opration Gio's voice stopped her.
"Falma.." call Gio makes everyone turn to him.Frans and Monica are surprised to see Gio who has lowered his legs seems to be going down from the wheelchair.Sayup-sayup Ayana heard the voice.but he did not brush to open his eyes when it felt so sleepy and heavy that Ayana was unable to open her eyes.
"Gio.don't go down." prevent Monica from directly approaching Gio.
"Ayana.." call Gio with a thrashing about to pursue Ayana when the doctor will already close the door of the room because the surgery must be done immediately.
"Yes dear.Ayana want to give birth.you doain yes so that she and the children are safe and healthy.we wait here just to finish." but Gio did not listen to him.he was struggling even stronger and growling to want to go in there.but it was too late the doctor had asked the nurse to close the room.
Gio cried awkwardly and slumped to the floor.he was out of a wheelchair because of the rampage.Hand slowly already had the flesh was pounding the wall with great force.he was disappointed in himself.why Gio like this why Gio so tega ignored Ayana while she was still accompanying him.
"Stop Gio.you'll be sick, baby." Mira cried to Gio who continued to rampage.
"Aya-na.bu.Ayanaa." he said far away with his voice had begun to sound clearly.
"Yes.doain is a darling." mira said gently, but Gio kept crying and raging.but gradually the man fell silent with his body leaning on the wheelchair.Gio was so serious that he even held back the sleepiness just to wait for Ayana.after some time there was a crying sound the screeching baby made everyone there say sukur.then it sounded one more no less tight.Monica and Frans had embraced and cried to ignore Mira and Gio.
Gio was like in magic hearing the baby's cry.Gio groaned and held his head that felt like it was going to break at this moment." Akhhhh.sakiit.shhh.." erang Gio ducked to squeeze his hair, even he wanted to remove the hair so that his head does not hurt like this.
"Istigfar, Gio" asked the three old men but Gio ignored and still roared while holding his head.
"Sakitt_akhhh." roared Gio with his eyes closed feeling his throbbing head and the world as if spinning. the memory debris was popping up spinning like a tangled cassette.so jammed in Gio's head.Some memories of Gio keep spinning and popping like a video in a play.The image of Ayana's face is so clear and real all filled the contents of his head at present.
"Yes." Gio's head drooped limp. The three old men immediately checked on Gio who seemed to have fallen unconscious.
"Where is this sir?" mira asked in panic.
"I took him into the room and called Dr. Mah quickly" Frans said, pushing Gio's wheelchair into a room not far away.