Marrying Brondong

19

Bee was still sitting on the sofa with Rara who looked down and Bastian who was listening but his eyes were on the face of the wife who was calm.

A person who is calm in dealing with problems is a person who is able to master his emotions. Not only that, but people like this are rarely found. Most humans when faced with any problem if his soul in a great hit will rebel or even blame others.

Bee may be a rare woman, in fact she's not like that. But because of the many things he faced in the past. Forming the female character was like a hard and firm rock.

"Then what do you want?" ask Bee. "You want to hang on with someone who doesn't appreciate you at all. Every day he'll hurt you. Is your soul and mind going to be okay, Ra?" cecar Bee's.

Rara was silent again. The tears that were dripping down seemed to be able to show that now he was truly fragile and did not know which path to choose.

"You won't be happy, Ra. From the beginning I told you not to keep people who aren't afraid of losing you. You can be happy without her. Before there was him you were fine too, now there's no reason you're crying about his departure" Bee said.

"But I'm heavy on releasing Dino, Ra. Our marriage has been going on for five years. I really can't let him go. I really want to be with her even though I might get hurt" Rara said in tears.

"You can, Ra. You're just used to living with him. Can't live without him. Don't cry over the person who doesn't want you in their life. He lost the one who loved him sincerely. While you've only lost someone who doesn't appreciate you at all. You're not losing, Ra. He's the one who's gonna lose. He will regret it later. Come on, don't torture yourself with this kind of false feeling."

"I know being in your position, it's not easy. I've lost too. I've felt pain like you, Ra."

Bastian looked at Bee deeply. He saw his wife's eyes glazed over. Bastian never knew his wife's past, he only heard that Bee was abandoned by her lover and chose another woman. Bee before her never told her anything.

"If you ask me, does it hurt? It's very sick, Ra. You know how hard it is for me to rise from my broken heart. It took me a long time, months to years. It's not easy, but trying because it's useless to think of people who don't want me at all" Bee said. Unknowingly the woman's tears were dripping. Bee quickly wiped away her tears. The pain of betrayal from people in his past, made Bee's heart again sliced in pain.

"You're precious, Ra. Your life will go on with it or there's no Dino. Someday you will find the right man and accept you for who you are. Free you keep Dino, she won't change as long as she's a child. The man who truly loves you, will not dispute your shortcomings. He'll take everything you have."

Rara's crying broke again. That's right what Bee said, a man who really loves his woman. I will not dispute the shortcomings of the woman. Children are necessary in marriage, but the purpose of marriage is not children. The child is a bonus given by God.

Bee grabbed onto Rara's weak body. He knows it's not easy to be in Rara's position. Especially a marriage that has been going on for a long time. Many things have certainly been passed together. But it must end with a farewell.

Rara cries hugging the body of her best friend. Now he'll choose the path just like Bee said. Releasing Dino was a choice he had to make now. Rara will start her new life, setting her heart to prepare for her future. Whether or not she meets new people, Rara can still be happy with her own life choices.

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"Why?" bee asked in surprise as Bastian looked at her deeply.

"The one." Bastian hugged Bee.

"Whatever the past you've been through, I promise I won't bring it up, Ayang. I'll take all that pain away. Believe me," said Bastian, hugging his wife in love.

Bee speechless. Will Bastian be able to heal Bee's eternal wounds? To be able to get out of all these feelings of pain is not an easy thing. Bee had done everything, although at this time his heart was still filled with pain but he did not want to be trapped for long.

Bastian releases his wife's embrace.

"Whoa, don't you want to tell me. About your past" Bastian said. He wanted to know his wife's past.

Bee let out a long breath. His hands outstretched rubbed Bastian's face which had been overgrown with fine hairs on his jaw. Her husband is young, but Bastian's annoying and spoiled figure is able to make ice cubes like Bee melt.

"My past was gloomy, Bas," Bee said in a hoarse voice.

"I don't mind anything about your past, Ayang. Being with me is a different story," interrupted Bastian.

Bee biting her lower lip held back a cry. Why was her heart touched by the husband's words? Did Bastian sincerely say those words? Does Bastian accept him for who he is?

"Don't cry, Ayang." Bastian wiped his wife's tears.

During the new marriage this time, Bastian saw the weak figure of his wife. No one is okay with talking about the past. For some people, the past may not always be the important thing, but not a few who consider the past as an important learning for their future lives.

"Don't you mind if I tell you everything, Bas?" bee rubbed her husband's face with tears. This was the first time she displayed the figure of her wounded heart in front of others.

"I don't mind at all, Ayang. I'm ready to listen to whatever you're gonna tell me. Although there may be some that will expose the wound in your heart. But believe me, I'll treat the wound" said Bastian holding Bee's hand against his face.

Bastian is not a romantic guy. He doesn't even know the language that's suitable for flirting with a woman. But with Bee it all just flows.

"Bag....."

Bee's tongue feels muddy. Tears are dripping. How painful it is to remember all the events that he should not have discussed. But somehow Bee couldn't hide anything from her husband.

"Slow Ayang. If you are not ready, that's okay. I'm ready to wait whenever you want to tell me," Bastian said with a gentle smile.

Behind Bee's cold and resolute side, she hid the pain that created a deep trauma.

Seriate.....