
Ayana's silence that lasted for several weeks made Gio frustrated. either way he had to apologize to Ayana.share the way and advice of everyone he had done but Ayana kept quiet.lately both are like strangers who live in one gio I have been wrong to persuade the wife who does not forgive him even Ayana never want to listen to his explanation of his words at that time.
Gio did not mean to doubt the baby in Ayana's bladder just at that moment suddenly the damn thought just crossed his head.but unfortunately regret is always at the end.if only at that time Gio can control his speech maybe his relationship and Ayana won't end like this.
It is Sunday his intention Gio wants to take Ayana and the children to go out to lunch.either to the Mall or to the nearest tourist attractions as long as they are happy.especially his children. Gio went to the living room to see Ayana enjoying a mango smoothie while playing a mobile phone.Just like Gio taking a seat next to Ayana made the woman immediately turn her head.
"You want no collateral?yuk there bring the children." invite Gio to try to persuade Ayana who knows will be destroyed after this. because usually Ayana will be excited if offered a walk or Gio invites her out of the house.Ayana is always enthusiastic about small and simple things like that.
"I'm tired." retorted Ayana lazily and then cool again with her phone ignored Gio who was trying to take her heart.
"Or do you want to go where it is, which.mungpung I'm not going anywhere anymore." Gio is still trying to abstain for him to give up just like that.was he managed to take the heart of Ayana now can not.
"I'm tired of Gi, if you want to go, go alone." ketus Ayana.his eyes stare cynically at her husband is the same as his gaze when they first married first, he said,cynical and jutek.Gio finally relented unwilling to end up with another debate,if you continue to force the level of anger Ayana can increase.and maybe the time to silence it will be extended to an indefinite time limit meaning Ayana likes when to stop silencing Gio.
"Yes already, if that's what I want to go directly to the hospital aja yes.sore later mom can already be brought home." said Gio while standing up to be neatly because he was going to the hospital.
Hearing that Ayana was standing still with a flat face she took the bowl of her mango smoothie earlier." I'll go get mom." she said flatly before going to the kitchen.
"No need, just pick me up." Ayana turned to see Gio following her behind.
"I don't need your permission." said Ayana before leaving Gio.Almost Gio kicked the trash can he ran out of words and ways to persuade Ayana. it felt deadlocked and stuck what else he had to do so that his wife would talk to him again as usual.
That afternoon Gio went without saying goodbye again to Ayana.almost twelve o'clock the night just arrived home with a face of fear.The man was exhausted all day he took care of the return of the mother.Gio helped Indri take care of Mira at home even he bathed Mira and cleaned her feces that had been scattered from the press.during in the care of Mira memah had used the press to facilitate her urination and large.Karana Mira had convulsions and unconscious due to blood the height is getting out of control.
Ayana glanced at Gio who had just entered the room when the clock had shown at number one.he did not care where Gio from and why midnight like this just came home.all that did not make Ayana waver in the least and did not there is a desire to ask.don't forget that before Gio managed to melt his heart.Ayana's heart is already as hard as a stone.so to return to the initial arrangement was not a difficult thing for him.
"Not slept?." Gio tried to make small talk even though he was lazy and knew he would not be responded to by his wife.
Sure enough, Ayana did not care about Gio's question,the more here the woman is more economical to talk even impressed the more silent he closed his mouth tightly while being alone with Gio in the same room.Ayana will only talk to the worker and his children only.the rest he I prefer to keep my mouth shut.
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Ayana closed her mouth and ran to the bathroom.See the face of Gio the nausea that had subsided had now come again.Gio who just made a home sweatshirt was surprised and immediately ran after Ayana to the bathroom.
"Yang,astaga." Gio was quite worried to see his wife limp to the floor in front of the toilet.The man massaged the nape of Ayana tied and tidied up his messy hair even without disgust Gio wiped the affected Ayanas hair regurgitated.
"Didn't you hear?I made a solution of ginger equal lime yes, let's not nauseous." despite not getting a response Gio still make a drink relieving nausea for Ayana.usai put his wife on the mattress he immediately darted into the kitchen making drinks for the wife. after a few minutes Gio returned with a glass of lime solution mixed with ginger water.he found Ayana who was slumbering with a pale and limp face.because Ayana looks sound Gio did not have the heart to wake him he just kept the drink on the nightstand and after that he chose to sleep next to Ayana.
The next day after lunch Ayana chose to go to Gio's house to visit her mother-in-law who had just come out of the hospital.The woman drove her car alone and deliberately did not tell Gio because she wanted to go alone before going to the house Gio Ayana had already stopped by the supermarket to buy various fruits and other foods as a hand.he smiled as soon as he saw the warm smile of Mira who was sitting on the chair the wheel welcomed his arrival with pleasure.
"Ka Aya?." said Indri with a surprised face of course.he was shocked because Ayana suddenly came without giving any news first as usual.
Ayana smiled and dived into her sister-in-law." Intentionally, a surprise for mom and dad."
"It can be this kaka." Indri laughed as he rubbed Ayana's back and invited her sister-in-law to sit down.but Ayana immediately crouched her knees on the floor to match Mira who was in a wheelchair.Ayan's mother-in-law was no longer able to walk his body suddenly stiffened from a seizure some time ago.
"Yes." greeted Mira with a stifled cry she gently squeezed the warm hand of her daughter-in-law.
"Mother don't cry." said Ayana with eyes that began to heat up. Her tears had burst out she could not bear." Aya dear mother, very dear ma'am.so mother must recover yes must be strong for us, for all, for the sake of the grandchildren of the mother." Ayana was stunned under Mira's feet her sadness was not only about seeing the condition of Mira but also with the state of her household which is currently running.
"Sorry, I'm sorry son.mom is already troublesome.mom bother you with your Gio.nusahin.sorry because Gio's time runs out to take care of this useless mother.sorry mother, Yes." Ayana shakes her head to hear Mira's words, never taking it that way even if Gio's time is only spent taking care of Mira,Ayana does not matter.because it is Gio's obligation as a child.he does not bother about this.
"Mom is a burden to you." she was sad to find herself helpless like this why such a severe ordeal had to come amid her happiness with her children and grandchildren why god was so unfair sip happiness after the recovery of several years.then soon his dream realized to see Gio married and have children and live happily well.it is a happiness for Mira that is priceless.
Ayana shook her head and wiped Mira's tears with her hands." Mother is not a burden.don't say this mom, it makes Aya sad don't think about things that are not important yes mom, focus the same recovery mother.don't be sad.mom should be cured, the grandchildren of the kangen mother with her grandmother, the same grandmother,they want to play together again as usual."
"I'm sorry mom." Mira could only cry as much as she missed all her grandchildren.Gio's children who could always make her shave because they were still given a long life could see and watch their growth and development. but now it feels useless because he can only sit in a wheelchair like this is completely useless.
"Tomorrow Aya bring them here yes, today it was still on sleep.makanya not brought fear in wakein even fussy." said Ayana after crying both subsided.he was kneeling slowly Mira's hand.
"Kangen the chatty Vindi.kemarin I video call with Gio, he again playdoh until his father's face was shot in the mold with him.funny that child and his chatter for mercy." Indri laughed considering the cuteness of his voice.
"Makin fussy now mah Ka.what aja in tanyain.suka tired of his answer." reply Ayana also laughed at hearing some Indri stories.
After a warm chat with kaka and her mother-in-law.Ayana decided to cook for them to eat.he saw the dining table is empty dish shelves are usually made to put food is also empty. so Ayana cooked a simple meal for them to eat the afternoon before cooking she had time to shop to the super market that is not so far from the house Gio.Ayana filled the refrigerator Mira.complete food ingredients all there is not only vegetables mayur and wet food.for meat and fish stocks are also complete in the purchase.although Indri several times refused because it is not tasty and afraid of troublesome but Ayana did not care and still did it.
"It's still the same." murmured Ayana while watching Mira's house.all are still the same when she first came here.The atmosphere is still the same.which distinguishes she came here alone not with Gio as at that time.this warm house is not luxurious and big like the house belongs to his parents, but it gives the impression of warm and comfortable.he remembers once when he first came here his house is not as good, but its comfort is still the same as the first time came.
"Ka" Ayana turned her head to the side as Indri sat down in the same chair.The woman carried a plate of mango mengkel and half-cooked pineapple, as well as guava water and peanut butter.
"This soon ka." said the woman while dabbing the young pineapple into the spice blending beans that are deliberately in the rough uleg.
"Duh hurts me." Ayana shuddered in horror to see Indri who immediately ate the sour voice with an ordinary expression as if eating an apple.but in the end Ayana also participated in enjoying the poem.long they chatted while spending a plate of makeup.
"I don't know for sure, about what's going on with the two of you, Ka. But as Kaka from Gio, I'm sorry if my sister made a mistake.either on purpose or not." indri said making Ayana stop her hand that was about to reach for the glass.
"Don't want to know, though,but I can see and feel for myself if maybe you are not okay at the moment.As a fellow woman I can feel the sadness of kaka. lately Gio also I see more contemplation and tangling really but that child does not want to answer if I ask. when the intention is not to interfere. just want to provide a solution only time can help."
Ayana smiled in a smile but then shook her head." There is nothing ka.we are all right.Gio may be more complicated a lot of work and lectures that make dizzy.so far our relationship has no problem as usual samuanya."
Indri nodded in response even though he actually knew Ayana was covering up the problem.As a woman of course he knew that the state of the Gio household might not be good he knew Gio well,know what inside her sister is like if it is fine and not.but anyway Indri can not do much or find out what else urges the sister, because it becomes their business.
As a kaka he can only pray that everything is fine, the name of the household will certainly have tests and trials that hit. depending on how we deal with and respond to it patiently and wisely because there will be no household as smooth as the toll road.
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"Where from?you're pregnant again, who. don't go out the night, pamali." gio's voice sounded so soft.Ayana did not expect Gio's voice to contrast with his face that looks to be holding back the upset.he thought her husband would explode to find himself home at night.but in reality Gio remained soft to keep the tone of his speech and not scolding him.
Actually Ayana missed her husband's attention a little, but because she was still disappointed so everything seemed closed." Can we have a chat?" Gio half begged Ayana to talk to him really he missed their moments together and the absurd chatter of both.Gio also miss pillow talk or something like that.
"I want to rest." Ayanas reply quickly as he stepped from there.make Gio languish tired.has patience he took a heavy breath and then opened his voice.
"We need to talk, which can not be rich gini continues.we are husband and wife are not strangers who have not talked to each other for a long time.even strangers are still reprimanding each other while we exceed it.to be exact not us, not us,but you're the one who never wants to talk."
Hearing Gio's voice, Ayana turned her head and undoed her intention to immediately enter the room.he walked up to Gio who was still sitting." You're the one who made us like strangers, you're the one who kept me quiet and lost interest in talking to you."
"Everything is horrified first my explanation." reply Gio slightly up his tone made Ayana smile cynically." You who do not want to be horrified and do not want me to explain.you immediately impulse yourself as if I really-not ngakuin the child you are carrying_"
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Ayana grieves with a cynical laugh her eyes sharpen looking at Gio with stifled anger." You'd forgotten?She.anaku?you yourself are talking with you say rich, it is quite clear that you doubt my son.In addition to your disgusting expression.as you have considered everything is true that this child is not your child."
"I was just shocked at that time." denied Gio is not entirely true because he himself was not really sure of his assumption." I was shocked when you said he was 9 weeks old, which means _"
"That means the same thing as that damn thing, right?" Ayana laughed blandly recalling that disgusting incident." Everything is clear enough, though,Gi.that means the same as you assume that my son is not your son.had been willing to give up like what else you are by defending yourself that increasingly look ridiculous.has no need to be tired and bother to clarify I have not trust me again."
"Yang" Gio stood up to Ayana who was reflexively away.
"Do not call me by that word again, for what if in reality you do not believe in your own wife_"
"Then?you don't believe me_" yourself"
"That's because you_"
"Enough, who.do not continue to mojokin me and all my fault.until you forget your own fault.now I ask." Gio approached to aim at the wife with a gaze that was as sharp as the eagle's eyes.honestly Ayana goosebumps actually but she did not want to show Gio." What did you do until you ended up with that bastard in the same room?" the question had long been at the tip of the tongue.but Gio was resistant because he did not want to hurt the wife.Frans explanation at that time was enough for him.only now he wanted to hear it directly from the tiny mouth of Ayana.
"A_I don't feel good stomach.because I eat shellfish." Ayana stuttered she turned her gaze reluctant to look at Gio's piercing eyes.
"And drink?" shoot Gio on target to make Ayana not grin." I told you, didn't I?stay away from that illicit drink you are a wife and mother.should not touch such a drink.no benefit at all.harming yes."
"I don't care about your past that might often enjoy it.but don't be once when you're with me let's not drink illegal drinks like that. You drink soda only I hate.because it's not good for health." gio's tone was calm again like never before, but his gaze still did not shift a bit from Ayana's face.
In the heart of Ayana grieves hearing that pretentious Gio.drink soda also hate he said because of health.then how about smoking.the man was even addicted to nicotine it.the hypocritical basis maki Ayana.
"Yes I did drink." I Ayana in the end made Gio bite his inner cheek meat while continuing to look at his wife." Only once during the wedding, right?I'm also not kind of drinking the same kind of girl.you can ask Papah."
"When he went to Papah, the old man must have defended his daughter, as his favorite daughter, where he might be honest." Ayana was flabbergasted to hear Gio's impudent speech.
"What about old Papah?" ask Ayana not to believe it.
"Where is it old, where is it?"
"Crazy for you." Ayana shook her head not expecting that Gio would be that brave.
Seeing Ayana's exaggerated response in the heart Gio wanted to laugh." Please just say there.your father will not be able to work." he said in his heart.toh he did not call his father-in-law was strange or disrespectful.no need to be afraid and exaggerated.
"Need to remind me again, I never messed with him.It's not clear at that time I asked you to check me.Is that also the case?that's because I'm not afraid,Gi.to prove that I never did it.it's your own fault for refusing.if I knew you would say that in the end.maybe that time I would go alone dragging you to the hospital.Thus I probably wouldn't feel the humiliation from you."
Ayana said it in a calm tone after being able to control herself she chose to talk to Gio.there is no harm in them talking to each other expressing what both feel but to forgive Gio it is impossible Ayana did it was difficult for the man's words to hurt his deepest feelings.
"I know, I believe.I'm sorry.I'm sorry for the release of saying a sentence that has been a nightmare to you, I was wrong, I was wrong,Yang.i realize it has made you disappointed and hate me.that's natural.but can we go back to what we used to be?allow me to improve myself.I regret saying things I shouldn't have said.sorry me, sorry for everything." Gio tries to grab both hands of Ayana but the woman immediately put it in a shirt bag after Gio says the evil sentence Ayana is indeed as if avoiding everything.don't for physical contact talk was reluctant.
"I want to see the kids first." Ayana immediately headed to her son's room ignoring Gio who was back sitting down while rubbing his face violently.
Exactly a week after that, Ayana again visited Mira.the steps stopped when she was in the yard of Gio's house she saw her mother-in-law was chatting in the morning sun. Mira was sunbathing accompanied by Amanda who was sitting casually in a pelastic chair with her distended stomach.both of them were unaware of the existence of Ayana who was standing it.Mira and Amanda were busy chatting and occasionally Mira stroked Amanda's stomach later smilingly.
"Healthy child pinter.lungsur dangsar his birth yes.even though your father is so much like you.but mother pray you and your mother healthy yes." said Mira to Amanda fetus that Ayana can hear clearly.
Ayana reflex rubs her stomach that has not been seen it.what else is covered in a long cardigan increasingly invisible bulge that actually already looks a little if the state is plain.
"Aminnn, thank you ma'am." Amanda replied as she stroked the back of Mira's hand.
"Good morning, ma'am." said Ayana surprised the two who immediately turned their heads.
"Dad?oh my mother's son." Mira welcomed her daughter-in-law so warmly.
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