Marrying Brondong

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After Gio left a while ago Ayana returned to crying.either instead of feeling relieved after expelling the man but her heart is now even sick.Ayana deliberately drove Gio from there because she did not want to stare at the man for long still vividly remember Gio's injured face as he exited the room without being able to touch the child. Initially Ayana will let her freely touch her child, but after hearing the reason Gio who can not attend during labor takes place because Indri is sick, Ayana's heart is angry again,he believes Gio only reasoned when he must have been busy helping his ex-girlfriend.or who knows even join in rejoicing over the birth of baby Amanda.

"Loh, Gio where's the deck?" ask Monica who just got in with Frans.

Ayana who was crying was increasingly hiding her face with both hands despite being disturbed by an infusion hose, Monica and Frans just looked at each other because they did not get an answer from the child, he said,monica immediately picked up a tiny baby that sounded crying may have been thirsty or could have been because she heard her mother crying.

"Sinn let Papah hold.Mamah make milk first." tell Frans while reaching for the grandson.afterward the baby looks so greedy suckling in the pacifier directly because asi Ayana is still drag.

Actually, if Ayana wants to diligently breastfeed her baby, maybe the acid floods and quickly comes out like before. but now Ayana does not want to breastfeed her child she chose to ignore the cry of the tiny baby.she also asked her mother to give only formula milk.Ayana also refused all forms of fertilizing vitamins no matter what kind.unlike before which even anything he ate of its original origin could be fertile and come out profusely.

"Should slowly be known Ay. kasian loh he did not know the asi are quite rich kaka-kakanya?" said Monica while fondling her granddaughter after nursing a small bottle full.

"Mah," reprimand Frans asked his wife not to first discuss the problem of breast milk with Ayana.See how the situation of his daughter was not good at this time.Monica only clucked after putting the baby who had fallen asleep again.Sadly it feels to see the baby the grandson who was born in the midst of the complexity of his parents' relationship, this innocent baby must present in a miserable way he thought.

While on the way Gio rubbed his tears back gliding.still clearly remember the face of a tiny baby that is so similar to him it was as if asked on deckap by him.but unfortunately their first meeting did not go well did not fit his hope was that he did not even have time to punish his fourth child.

Today exactly has been five days ago the departure of Mira.rasu house Gio so empty and deserted.no more figure who is always diligent watering plants in the yard of the house.no longer welcome the arrival of Gio and Ayana's at the front door there who's always been her favorite spot.

"Mom's parents who like to sit here, keep calling me and eating together." Amanda shrunk her tears making Indri sob.

Gio who had just sat quietly on the edge of the refrigerator was a glance but returned to throw his face.he was a little less like the presence of the woman.almost every day he saw the existence of Amanda there.not ungrateful love with the presence of the neighbors who gave prayers and condolences to him including Amanda.but Gio was uncomfortable because Amanda's presence there made him less comfortable.not to mention the status of the woman who was divorced with her husband.

So did he, too,although no one knows yet that he has become a widower religiously.but still legitimate as the husband of Ayana in the eyes of the law.still all that makes him feel uncomfortable with their current status.

"Om dedenya ka Manda funny huh?" chirping Billa with pleasure while looking at Khalil who was sleeping in Amanda's lap.The baby smiled occasionally makes it look even more adorable.Gio did not answer just nod so that the pounding is silent but not Billa's name if satisfied so just." Oh yes, Um.dedenya nte Aya where?not out yet, still in the stomach?"

"Yes not yet." replied Gio so that the girl quickly shut up, it feels like this time he is tired to serve.

"Later if I'm born I want to be fat." excited ponakan Gio was innocent.

"Bill," Indri scolds her son to be quiet.he knows how Gio feels right now.not long ago he was shocked when he was told by Gio about his sister's household and it keeps him thinking.

"Why bun?I want to be fat" grumbled Billa did not accept reprimanded by his mother with a cynical face so.

"You're good kids play with adults" Indri's edict made Abilla pursed her lips.

"I ngasuh Khalil aja deh,ka Manda" said the boy eagerly wanted to wait for baby Amanda.

"Don't Bill.will fall." prevent Amanda he has not dared to believe in such a small child can take care of the baby.

"Yes already.i'm a hawker." ketus If, he was disappointed because he was not given permission to babysit the baby.

Before long Gio entered his room without saying a word.Amanda who felt neglected he immediately paid Indri to go home.after Amanda left the house Indri entered into the room Gio saw his sister just silently staring at the closet, and,there was Ayana's shirt hanging on the closet door.

"Gi?" Indri sat on Gio's bed with a blue-and-white checkered sheet. bed linen was Ayana who took her from her home.Indri still remembers when the woman brought things to her house by way of insinuating every time she came." Don't cry, I'm sad to see you like this."

"I should have said that to kaka." reply Gio lazy to make his brother laugh.The first laugh after a week they were in the thickets of sadness.

"Gi, you shouldn't divorce Aya anyway." Gio glanced at his older brother who was sitting on the edge of the bed." Trust me, your request is not from his heart.he just needs proof and your sincerity in the household and how much you want it.You should stay strong and keep it not until the word talak comes out just like that from your mouth,"

"What do you think about before you divorce your wife, Gi?." Indri looked at his sister who was just quietly leaning on the head of the bed while hugging her knees." Your children are many, and still small they need a complete parent.they should grow up in the middle of you two.You know?this divorce of yours hurt their feelings."

Gio still did not budge just staring down at the black dres jasmine flower motif hanging on the door of his closet.still clearly remember when Ayana made it in this room.at that time the most Gio liked the chest of Ayana who the width of the model's chest tub looks beautiful the effect of this shirt that has a wrinkle on the chest so that it prints clearly the shoulders and chest perfectly.

"Break one, right?it can come back again.hopefully ka Aya has not registered a lawsuit to the court.if you can file an appeal try so that the dispute does not happen." Indri turned his head to the side as Gio remained unresponsive." It's nothing Gi.kaka balked at your divorce because I don't want your children to be the same as Billa.he grew up without a father.then don't want them to feel the same way you feel."

"Also, if you are fair and compact in educating and accompanying their growth and development, but it will still feel different from parents who are in the same house, who are both compact to take care of them. they will be confused and wonder why their parents did not live together.don't create a wound for them, Gi." Indri still continues to speak even though not responded by Gio.

"After this I want to talk to Ka Aya" he continued while taking a blanket on Gio's mattress and then put it in the laundry basket.

"Just wake up to meet your wife.prove that you really want to maintain your marriage.try even harder, try harder,Gi.who knows Aya lethargic and touched after seeing your efforts and earnestness.do not sacrifice your children.kaka know ka Aya it does not really want a divorce from you.he is just more stressed and feel depressed, he just wanted to divorce from you, her name is also pregnant people must be strange thoughts and feelings." Indri stood up and patted his sister's shoulder." Let's prove your determination that you really love him."

"What kind of proof and earnestness are you?even I pawned my whole life for him." Indri breathed in hearing his sister's reply." Ayana is stubbornly haughty, she feels she has everything.she can do anything with just a snap of her finger.so why am I trying again?no matter how hard I try, she has everything she might need a guy like me."

"Now I realize, I'm just an ordinary guy,poor and have nothing is indeed incomparable and worthy to be his companion.Salahku also did not have time to look down and did not realize where it came from.I was too lulled by a beautiful dream that seemed real.but now I woke up from that dream." Gio rubbed the corner of his watery eyes.it feels like he just woke up from a beautiful dream.he realized where he came from, he should not forget that fact.

Indri no longer talk just breathing heavily see the pettiness of his sister's household that is on the edge of the horn. Their sadness is not over because in Mira's residence, Mira,it is now increasing with the Gio household threatened to disperse.

"Rest, I want a vegetable angelin first. You haven't eaten from lunch, Dek." Gio did not reply as his brother left the room.

Elsewhere, Ayana who was swinging her baby in her arms grimaced at the seams.Since 7 pm this week-old baby does not want to sleep,he cried and did not want to be put on the mattress.just want to be carried and swinging.he also did not want to swing on the electric swing that is always available on the edge of the bed Ayana.even Ayana has tried to put it on the swing per who knows his son will be comfortable and silent, but the baby was even more shocked until his whole face was reddened all because of crying continuously.

"Sstt, sleep yeah son.mom want to sleep too." whispered Ayana to the baby.he gently rubbed her child's back for minutes.sadly all of Ayana's hands were numb all.even the woman's waist felt like dislodging at this time.near dawn the baby was just asleep making Ayana breathed a sigh of relief.

"Sleep, you're hungry to eat first." Ayana put her child in the baby box then she looked for food that was always available in her room.only a small bowl of cereal that entered the woman's stomach since magrib she had not eaten anything because she was busy and lazy also did not feel hungry.after finishing with his breakfast.Ayana stood in front of the glass in his bathroom.he looked at himself who looks like a zombie at this time.Black circles under his eyes that began to be concave clearly visible.Dry lips chapped and pale make clear his current state of thin dry body, his hair was tangled unkempt.

Ayana was crying in front of that big mirror. where was she who used to be beautiful and always look fashionable with a formal blezer suit.or sexy dresses are also mini clothes ala bangkok women.where all that.when together with Gio she can still take care of herself because there is Gio who is ready to stay up late to take care of their baby.Unlike now everything he does alone.

It had occurred to Ayana that she had to lower her ego to contact Gio so that the man came here.but Gio's remark at the time of asking her pregnancy was always ringing.The heart that had softened it again hardened.again no use he called Gio to come. because from the beginning the man had doubted his son.if Ayana now contacted him asking to come then Gio will feel great head because it is in need.

"I can and will not be able to take care of my own child" Ayana told herself, then she stepped in to see her baby who was slumbering." Relax baby, do not be afraid, you do not have to worry there is a mother here.who is always there for you.who will continue to accompany you all the time.you have a mother, Son."

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"Dad..." Jemia shouted excitedly when he saw Gio who greeted him.The little girl who just got down from the car ran up to the father who was stretching his hands.No matter the screams of oma and his opinion forbid him not to run.

"Father more kangen, dear." replied Gio while holding his daughter tighter kissed his whole face with anxiety.

"A lot of guests huh, Gi?" asked Monica who had just arrived at the terrace of Gio's house.the woman looked inward there some people filled the kitchen of Gio's house.

"Yes Mah, there are relatives of mothers from afar.it's again on a napiapin for later tonight." replied Gio and then let his in-laws go inside after greeting his second hand.

"Same as Dede how is Mah?" whispered Gio to Monica who had just sat down after arranging her luggage.Its itchy mouth Gio wants to know how the current state of Ayana.then the three of them sat beside Gio's house slightly away from the crowd of people.

Monica is seen breathing heavily and staring at Frans for a moment asking for approval to tell her the truth." That's how, you can't say Ayana's all right, she's pretty bad,Gi.badannya thin dry every day just daydreaming and daydreaming aja.pilot to lock himself and refused to be helped by us.maid at home also who has provided Mamah he refused."

"Now Ayana rarely eat.gizinya also not enough for the original.makanya drag it that makes the baby fussy if it is not helped milk formula mah do not know how." continued Monica while continuing to shake her head.

"What about Mah?" Gio was curious about his son's condition because Monica did not tell him how he was.

"She is good and healthy.just so fussy continues maybe she knows the times and also feel the condition of her parents who are not okay." Monica explained in detail about the state of Ayana and her son.Gio took a heavy breath, breathing heavily,honestly he was worried about them.but how he could go there to meet Ayana the woman had forbidden him not to come.Ayana also asked Gio to see her son once a month only.

"Find Aya, Gi.return her heart. Papah is sure he will accept you again, yesterday and now he is again kilaf for obeying his own anger.but know now he regrets everything.Papah knows what he is like.come on, you know,Gi.besides the integrity of your family.this is also for the sake of the children do not make them feel the impact of the percerain of their parents.do you want and willing to return with Papah's stubborn daughter?."

Gio just silently heard Frans's words just now.ebah must answer how.on the other hand he was confused how to obey his father-in-law because Ayana was not willing to accept it anymore.but Gio also agreed with Frans, Frans,he had to do it for the sake of the integrity of his household, no matter if he crawled and kowtowed under Ayana's feet as long as the woman would accept him back as husband and father of children.

"Gi?" Frans demanded an answer from Gio because the man had just kept his head down.

"Of course I want to, Pah,my desire to go back and stay with Aya to age and be separated by age never fade from the heart.whenever I am always willing to return when Ayana is also willing.never a little desire separated and away from Papah's daughter.I love her all soul as sincere." replied Gio while holding his daughter who was eating a snack called dodol.

Monica rubbed her wet eyes at Gio's words.The expression of the man was so sincere Monica could feel. how can Ayana waste a sincere man like this Gio.Monica is really inexhaustible thought of his daughter who is less shaved.Di given a good and sincere man like Gio but even kicked at will.

"Papah hope you refer again after the period of iddah Aya is finished.then from now on you can often come home to melt his heart back.The stone head will definitely soften for a long time.we see how long he maintain the prestige of it." said Frans, who was embraced by Gio.

"Thank you Pah.I'll do it slowly hopefully it goes as expected." then they went into the house to talk with Gio's neighbors.before the really afternoon Gio brought the two in-laws and his daughter to the tomb of Mira.

Arriving at Mira's tomb,they sow flowers and pray led by Gio. After that Monica sows flowers and rose water.The son of Gio continues to pay attention with a confused look.he does not understand what they are doing right now.and what it is which is being sprinkled with a variety of flowers at this time.

"Oma, what the hell is this?" ask Jemia curious.

Gio who heard her daughter's question immediately asked Jemia to sit on her lap.he pointed at the gravestone emblazoned Mira's name there." Do you know whose mom is this?"

"No." replied Jemia because he did not understand and could not read.but if spelled he could.

"Try to read one-on-one." said Gio.daughter Gio immediately according to after frowning.

"What's Dad's name?" said confused.

"This is Oma,oma Mira.Jemi know right, granny?"

"Omma?oma's in here Dad?" princess Gio was astonished she looked at her father demanding an explanation." Why is oma here Dad?"

Gio's eyes condensed instantly." Oma has gone, called God first." explained Gio although he believed his son increasingly did not understand the explanation.

"But I'm going home, aren't I?"

Monica immediately grabbed her granddaughter so as not to ask any more questions.it felt like she could not bear to see Gio's sad face again." Why is Grandma in the land of Oma?" again, Jemiah asked his father.

"Jem's grandmother passed away dear.so in the tomb inside there." explained Monica as she walked first to leave the burial area.

"Died is rich son Cio yes Oma?cio's son would have died in the grave." Jemia continued to chatter until they reached Gio's house.

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Feeling thirsty Ayana walked downstairs to ask Kang Maman to help fill the water in the dispenser in her room.he was astonished at the house looked lonely where maybe her parents had not come home.after asked Bi Juju to fill the gallon.Ayana water to her son's room there was a nurse who accompanied the twins play.

"Where's Jemia, Sus?" ask Ayana.

"Follow the mistress came out the same Master from this afternoon Non." replied the suter Risma.

"Where?"

"Oh, if that's not to say where mah Non might have some condition because bring the goods and cakes that."

"Don't let them sleep at night." Ayana returned to her room.she was sure both her parents were bringing the condangan Jemia to her business partner most, she thought.

At night Ayana sleeps in a state of slumber.once the woman's lips curled signify that she was dreaming beautifully in her sleep.he dreams of being spoiled by Gio, Gio,at first the man was working on it by kissing his whole face.and that night it happened that the baby was not fussy and slumbering probably due to fullness before going to bed drinking a lot of milk and milk.but the baby's deep sleep only lasted a few moments ayan's dreams are disturbed .

"Gi?" Ayana jerked and immediately opened her eyes when she heard the sound of her son's shrill cry.he immediately woke up ignoring his stomach which is still painful if in motion.The baby was fussy as usual to make Ayana overwhelmed him awake until morning.

"I'm tired, Gi.i'm tired." Ayana sat and was stunned on the edge of the bed.he was crying over her current state.Feeling tired and sleepy attacked her relentlessly while the child was very difficult to compromise.Ayana regretted everything why she became a mess like this.while Gio maybe now is having fun out there.maybe the man stole time to entertain himself in the midst of his hassles taking care of Mira.

"Look if that's true, I'll keep the kids away from you." Ayana was babbling to herself as if she was talking to Gio in the same room." Take care of your ex's son, don't mind my children." he broke his cry again while hitting his tight chest.

"True to say people have a husband that should be older.not children like him.see now he seems to fly freely to forget his children.even just a week but has been lost like in the swallow of the earth." Just as Ayana was blabbering vented the vexation in her heart nonstop

Ayanah wronged Gio who never visited her even once after divorcing her that night, although she did not deny Ayana ever forbade Gio to come there and expel the man while in the hospital while visiting her the man should still come to see their child, if only they are the center of happiness and its purpose, or maybe because there is something else that makes the man switch, he said,who else if not his ex-girlfriend.

"Basar men are all the same as well.enak after freelancing can be free here and there." maki Ayana before dropping herself will sleep she must rest her mind even for a moment.