Marrying Brondong

15

"Why do you have me, Din? What's my fault? Is it because I can't give you offspring?" scowl Rara with her cries.

Rara has to accept the harsh reality of her life, that the man she loves so much has another woman behind her.

"Yes, obviously, which man would love a barren woman like you," replied Dino with a cynical smile.

He used to love this woman. They get married because they are both in love and there is no element of coercion from third parties. But after Rara can't give Rara her offspring makes Dino's heart turn cold. As a normal man of course he craves the presence of a child in his household life with Rara.

Rara's cry broke hearing the husband's words. The woman was crying. Not only the husband who hates himself, but also the in-laws and the entire family of the husband.

"What is my fault for not having children? I also want to have Dino's child, but how can I force it if God doesn't want it?" rara said with tears.

Which woman wants to be barren in this world. All women want to have the same opportunity to be a mother. However, what is the power if Rara is not chosen to be the happy woman?

"Obviously it's your fault. Why do you have to be barren? Why don't you ask God? I'm sure you've made mistakes before, even when we're married you're no longer a virgin. Have you ever had an abortion?" tuding Dino looked at his wife full of hatred.

Dino had long wanted to take out all the grunts she had in her heart about this. Which man receives when the woman he loves is no longer a virgin on the first night. Knowing this, Dino's heart really hurt like it was sliced by sharp objects.

Rara remained silent. This was his mistake in the past. It was her fault that she did not admit this to her husband. Rara is afraid that if she tells her past, Dino will leave her. He really can't live without that guy, he loves Dino so much.

"True to my guess," said Dino cynically.

The man laughed bitterly, now what a difference is he and Rara. Honestly, Dino cheats on him and seeks another distraction due to heartache over his wife's past. Worse yet the wife was not honest from the beginning what she had passed before they met.

"I'm sorry, Dino. Hiks. I'm sorry" Rara said in tears as she hugged her husband's leg and apologized.

"Don't touch me. Disgusting woman!" snapped Dino kicked his wife.

Rara fell on the floor. She should have listened to Bee's advice before she married Dino. Rara thinks Dino loves her and will accept all of her past. But apparently, he was wrong. The man is not as good as he thinks. Dino is not healing the wounds in Rara's past but instead creating a deep pain.

A few years ago in a drunken state Rara accidentally spent the night with a man she did not know. The result of that night, leaving a new life in her womb. But Rara could not accept the presence of her baby because she was still sitting in high school and especially she was pregnant out of wedlock. Both parents will certainly not accept the condition of his son who hummed it.

Rara is forced to abort the baby in her womb without the knowledge of anyone, including Bee. Moreover, the man who impregnated her is unknown identity.

"I'm sorry, Dino," said Rara.

The scene of the hot incident left a deep sense of trauma for Rara. The woman had experienced severe depression because the shadow continued to ring in her head. Until finally he met Dino when they were both in college semester one. They decided to marry young before graduating from college. Everything went as well as it should. There was no problem either from Dino or Rara. Both of their parents agree on the relationship.

"Why didn't you say it from the beginning, Ra? Why?" sentak Dino shouted at his wife. So that yelling sound echoed inside their luxurious room.

Rara covered her ears, shouting Dino as she screeched in her ear. The woman was crying on the floor.

"Arghhhhhhhhhhhh." Dino throws things at the dresser.

"We'll just split up" said Dino confident in his decision.

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Rara looked at the husband's face. Is that as easy as Dino saying separate from her? Didn't they love each other, why would Dino give up on this marriage?

"We just split up, I can't accept your past and you can't give me a descendant either" Dino explained. Because for Dino, Rara is the figure she hates the most because the woman is not honest with her.

Rara was crying. Does he have to let Dino go? Should he be willing to see the man with another woman? But what else can Rara struggle with, the husband does not love her? Does your husband have another woman in his heart?

Honestly Rara does not want to separate, although she knows that it is impossible to avoid this because whenever this time will really arrive, when Rara knows the affair of the husband.

"Pack your things and get out of here" Dino took out Rara's clothes from the big cupboard and threw her in Rara's face.

"Until you meet in court, Ra," said Dino, after saying so the man came out of the room with a red face.

Rara was crying even more, it hurt so much when she was thrown out worthless like this. Dino used to ask for her like a jewel but now the man is throwing her away like trash.

Rara turned her back on her clothes, wiping away the tears that were rushing down her cheeks. The woman put her things in her suitcase.

Now Rara regrets because she used to kill innocent babies in her womb, just for keeping the good name of parents. Now he receives karma from all his past deeds. If time can be repeated, Rara does not want to kill the innocent baby, she wants to take care of him to grow up.

However, isn't it regretful not to return the ones who went back. Make the lost appear again.

Rara put her important things in the suitcase. Maybe letting go of Dino is not easy, but this is the best option in Rara's life. He should be able and get used to living without the man.

Rara stared at their wedding photo located on the nightstand of her room. His eyes re-glazed, seeing his smile and the smile of the husband in the figure. How happy they used to be, who would have thought that it would all end so soon.

Seriate....