
It's not easy, but that doesn't mean it can't be fixed. Man has his own purpose, why he was born on this earth. How do you know the purpose of my birth is, perfecting my worship with a man named Reno. The longest worship is to GET MARRIED. ___Tenry.
Reno was discharged from the hospital today, at her own request. The hospital also cannot hold patients if they want to get out early. After all, the wound on his face had already dried up, the stitches had already been opened. Stay cracked in his thigh which still sometimes makes pain and pain when moved.
Tenri carefully led Reno to change her clothes. A nurse came in with a wheelchair and Reno's medical records.
"Is it over, sir, Mom?" tanyakanya.
"It." Tenri replied as Reno had just tidied up the clothes she had just worn.
"Mom's been taking care of the administration up front?"
"Everyone Sister, just pick up the suitcase. Hehe. My husband is not at home he said, treatment at home may be faster recovery will stay."
"Dad, Mom. Lucky you have a wife like this mother. It's beautiful, attention, want to take care of the father, want to bother here and there, while many tablets Pak wives out there, her husband is sick eh looking for another man." The sister is like again venting personal experience. Haha.
"Oh yeah, Sister?" tenri asked to confirm what he heard. Let Reno come.
"Dad, Mom. I often have that Nemu. I'm sorry sir, we'll help you in the wheelchair first."
Reno moved into a wheelchair with the help of the nurse and Tenri. The nurse pushed her wheelchair and Tenri brought her large carry-on bag from home for Reno's purposes while in the hospital.
"Hopefully get well soon, sir" said the nurse before leaving them in the parking lot.
Today they went home by ride an online vehicle, because Tenri could not drive. In the future, he must learn to drive his own car.
Next to him Reno was being overwhelmed, staring at the street outside the glass window. Tenri had been observed for two days, her husband became more quiet, a lot of daydreaming. Maybe he was thinking about those drastic changes.
"Why daeng? What are you thinking?" tenri asked as she stacked her hands on the back of Reno's hands.
Reno glanced at him, smiled slightly and looked back at the windshield window.
"Tenri, have you ever felt a completely empty feeling? Circumstances in which you do not understand yourself, or circumstances in which you intend to change better, but in reality it is quite the opposite. You become further and further away from yourself, the further away from the good changes, those kind of feelings that I feel now."
"I've never been daeng, in Tenri's principle of life. Anything I'm not meant to have, thank you. Whatever I am destined to have, take care of and be grateful for, or whatever I am not destined to achieve and hold, then be patient and grateful. That empty feeling was some sort of daeng hallucination. We create another being within ourselves, a being that is contrary to what we really want, but he is so powerful that we lose control of ourselves. At times like that we will feel that his name is wasted, thinking that we are alone, empty and so forth."
"Thankfulness is not feeling more in times of excess, and not feeling less in times of deprivation. But always feel enough with whatever God has laid out for him."
"So, am I not grateful?" ask him again.
"That knows it is daeng himself, daeng who lives daeng life. Now, it doesn't matter that we're lacking, the important thing is that we don't lose love."
Reno turned to look at Tenri's face, every speech his wife just said was like a whip or a flick to himself. How much he has lost too much time, wasted.
The only thing that will never come back is TIME.
"Will you start all over again, Tenri?"
"That question is too easy for me to answer daeng, of course I would. Even from the minus I will be on the way of the Lord with you if it is the best journey in my long worship that is to marry."
Once there, Reno could no longer speak. He's fucked. Stunned by every sentence that Tenri delivered. It was natural that Tenri became a teacher, not only calming but also enlightening.
All this time Reno had wasted a diamond, which even his rays were invincible even though he continued to be dark for all around him.
"You are indeed the woman of mother's choice, Tenri." Reno smile.
Tenri's heart slowly warmed. Not felt, the car he was driving had arrived at the gate of his house. The house that some days had to be left because they had to be in the hospital.
"Thank you, sir." said Tenri after giving the rent to the driver.
The wheelchair he bought in the hospital was lowered by his driver, Reno, assisted by Tenri and the driver to sit on a wheelchair. After that, Tenri pushed the chair into their house.
For a while they slept downstairs, because it was very difficult to bring Reno to the upper room and they only stayed together.
Reno witnessed all the hassles of his wife in preparing his needs. Now you understand Reno? How you have been so unfair to Tenri all this time.
Welcome to the household gate for you both yes ....
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