
"Maybe some will say that I am a stupid woman, a weak woman, a woman who will accept all the bad things Reno does. But, I've been living in a new household for a few months. It took me a long time to adapt, and I promised to stay. The promise of God is sure, as hard as a stone there will be a time when he eroded. That's the principle I hold right now. I'm Tenri, a Makassar woman, wouldn't give up if I hadn't said surrender."
"What the hell is your heart made of, Tenri? I can't stop thinking about how hard your heart is to defend your household." Olla replied to Tenri on the phone. Right now it was only Olla where Tenri told her the whole story.
"I could have met Daffa, making him an escape from every problem that exists today. But the problem isn't that simple, Olla. Living in a household can not be half-and-half, if we are still able to survive why not?"
"Again, I will sin all my life for having committed adultery with another man who is not my muhrim. It was not something that was destined for me, and again I did not love Daffa either. To me, when Reno was mentioned by my family as his future wife, I had to give up feelings for other men even if it existed."
"Hhhhh ...." Olla took a deep breath and let go. "I as a friend can only pray for you, Tenri. Whatever your decision is at the moment, I hope that's for the best."
"Thank you, Olla."
***
"Nrank ...."
Tenri's bedroom door leaf opened wide after being pushed hard. Reno's figure appeared in a state of staggering into the room.
Tenri immediately catches Reno's body which almost falls to the floor.
"Good, daeng!" peekik Tenri's.
"Let go .. release me ..." reno's voice rattled from drinking too much alcohol.
"Even everyone has left me because I'm broke now. I don't have anything anymore." Reno continues to talk about the fate of him now because many of his friends left behind.
Yes, Reno now realized she had been cheated out of her hands by Rama. Reporting to the authorities is also free. Reno has no proof that she was tricked. Now the whole effort he had built was truly over. There's no more left.
"Wakeup, daeng. Chayok ...." Tenri tried her hardest to get her husband to bed.
Although he had to stumble, but he also managed to bring Reno and lay him on the bed. The shirt her husband wore was shabby, the buttons were open a few at the top. The situation is really concerning.
"Marine ...! Where are you? Why don't you go and run away and leave me here alone, huh?"
Tenri let her husband continue to fumble, she was trying to take off Reno shoes that are still used. Then soon enough, Reno's voice slowly shrank and no longer fussed. He also fell asleep just like a child who was satisfied playing.
Tenri covered her husband's body with a blanket, after she had previously tried to take off her husband's clothes that smelled of alcohol. Although it was difficult for him to do because of Reno's large body, but his efforts were not in vain. His clothes he took off as well.
"Return like you used to, in the early days of our marriage. I can accept whatever your circumstances. I will put aside my ego for the sake of a happy life with you. A lot of people have high hopes for our marriage, even if we were betrothed but I also you deserve to be happy for this marriage."
He still spoke alone, even though Reno did not listen to him. Tenri desperately longs for the moment where they hang out with each other, share stories and share experiences.
The happiness she felt was too short, until Tenri thought that was the only happy ration she got from her husband.
Now Tenri sleeps next to her husband, while gently rubbing Reno's hair that is moist with sweat when she just arrived home.
***
The next day, when the sun began to shine brightly. Reno awoke from her sleep, the sun peeking out from behind her window, blinding her eyes. By the time he woke up, he felt dizzy and nauseous. He immediately ran to the bathroom to spit out all of his entrails that were about to come out.
The sound of running water raced with the sound of Reno vomiting. It was heard by Tenri who had just walked into the room carrying coffee for Reno.
Tenri quickly put down the coffee cup and approached the bathroom.
"Daeng ...! What's going on?" he screamed from outside.
There was no reply from Reno, Tenri waited patiently until Reno was done.
The bathroom door opened and Reno appeared with a pale face.
"Daeng, are you okay?" Tenri was about to touch Reno's arm, but her hand was pushed away by her husband. Both of Tenri's hands were forced to be pulled back by him.
"Don't touch me, I'm fine."
"The coffee and breakfast I have prepared, daeng can go down if it is finished. I'm waiting for."
With a look down, Tenri passed in front of Reno.
Reno looked at her face in the mirror, although her body still looked gallant. However the aura from his face was like fading, dull and somewhat dark.
"I don't know how to live anymore, my efforts are ruined, my home is destroyed. I've ruined everything."
In her such state, she realized she had lost a lot. Including losing his happiness with his wife.