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74. You're adding to my wounds

🍁🍁Never try to hold my hand while you still hold the hand of another woman🍁🍁 (this is one of the quotes that deserve Albar)

    After feeling a little calm I immediately improved my appearance. I wiped the tears on my cheek. Removing the tear marks on my skirt. Because the break bell is ringing it's lunch time in the cafeteria. I'm actually really hungry now because I didn't have a taste for food this morning.

I came out of the bathroom with my eyes still, but I tried to pretend that nothing had happened, even though their eyes were piercing me. I promised I wouldn't break it. I have to get through this all by myself because there's nothing I can do as a friend and a place to lean on other than myself.

Slowly I entered the canteen, with all my eyes pointing towards me. Their whispers alone are very clear in my hearing. I almost wanted to turn around but I didn't want to lose. Why should I hold back hunger because of something I didn't do at all. If I run away, I admit it.

"Wahhh why the hell with her? Not shameless at all. He could still show himself in front of a lot of people. The embarrassment was gone, "Say someone and I quickly searched for the origin of the sound. I looked at him with an annoyed look because I dared to call me that.

"Waw he's mad gaes hahaha. " They laugh at me. This is what I was afraid of when I wanted to try to hold back and survive no one cared they even more aggressively wanted to corner me.

After I finished taking my food I looked for a seat there was nothing left for me. They looked at me with a look of pity as I stood still without knowing where to sit now.

Bugh,

Suddenly someone passed by and hit me until my food fell to the floor plus I was almost disgusted but still could hold.

"Upss sorry well cave is intentional. Realize that you have already said our appetite because it has come here. Basic know yourself. " It's not that he's sorry that he insulted me. I wanted to slap her but seeing the situation so unsupportive I better choose to just leave. They must have a lot of ways to bully you.

Suddenly a message from Ragil came. He told me to come to the language room. Why does he suddenly seem to want to be close to me? Doesn't he not care anymore?.

Slowly I entered the language class where there was only ragil waiting for me while looking out.

"Gil, I'm coming. " I tried to keep my head down because I was so embarrassed by my face that I had been broken from crying ever since.

Ragil turned around, actually I want to explain everything to ragil when I have a chance close together like this. However, I just realized that if I explained it, it sounded like I was giving him hope. I don't want to disappoint him for the umpteenth time.

"Khem, what's on the school site right? " Suddenly, Ragil opened the conversation with that question.

One thing I caught after hearing that. That Ragil turned out to be the same as them, not believing in me. If he believes he won't ask.

I squeezed my uniform skirt. Again my tears almost fell because my best friend who I thought understood turned out to be the same as them. I don't think about the two of them.

"I've never done anything like that to be a model, I've never teased an om-om to get money ak,,, " I haven't finished my words already cut off by ragil.

"Lu's sure? The evidence is real in front of the cave. Gua himself did not think you turned out to be that cheap. If not tempting them then why can you be the wife of uncle cave while he still has a lover. You think you don't know that uncle cave still has a lover and married you? How much money did that cave uncle give you to pay for your pride? "

Like millions of nails were plugged all over my body when I heard that right from Ragil, why are his words more painful than all the words of people. I didn't think he was even more evil than those who insulted me.

I clenched my hand to try to be patient. I want to beat him hard.

"Lu nolak cave because think cave ngk able to give you a lot of money? The cave can also pay you like a cave uncle. How much do you want? Just so you wanna be the cave boyfriend. "

Plaque,

I couldn't help myself anymore when Ragil talked like that about me. I'm not that low as a woman.

"You're talking ragil, I'm your uncle's wife. I'm really not who you think I am. I don't do things like that to make money. If I need the money I'll look for it by working and you might know that. I'd rather die than do that. Watch what you say I don't want more news about me because of you. " I tried to get up and go because I realized that Ragil was not the right person for me to share my grief with. He was no better than those who cornered me.

Ragil pulled me and pressed my body on the long chair in that language class. What's he want?.

"Hahaha you know how disappointed the cave is when you know you are the wife of the cave uncle. Let's see how he reacts when he finds out that you're flirting with his niece too. Let's make the news even bigger."

What is being thought of now? Why could he think of such a disgusting thing? I don't want to be so unwilling.

Ragil came closer and almost kissed my lips but I tried to avoid it as much as I could. I really don't want to be harassed more than Albar's treatment.

"Ragil you're crazy, please don't be like this. I don't want to be like this. " I try to rebel as hard as I can.

Ragil has been exerting all his strength until now he managed to kiss my lips. My tears just went free. It is painful to get such indecent treatment. Why did Ragil become like this? He was very young and still in High School to think of things like this?.

"Hiks, "I cried even more when Ragil almost opened the buttons of my uniform.

"Ragil, do you realize you've added to my wounds? My life has been so ruined. You want to make it as ruined as anything else? Hiks I'm no longer meant for life hyx,, "

And suddenly the ragil that was sucking my neck stopped and got up. I cried hard without moving a bit.

I see he's getting puffed up and looking very dazed. Her eyes were reddened with stifled tears as well. I am so ashamed and hurt right now. How could he have done that to me. I thought he would be the one holding my hand saying everything would be just as good as it used to be. But of the many people who sow wounds in my life. The wound he sowed was the most painful for me to bear.

Ragil looks very frustrated and shuffles his hair violently while looking confused.

"Damn, what's wrong with me? I was completely unconscious earlier. " Inner ragil felt frustrated half to death.

Ragil ran out. I immediately got up and improved my appearance with even louder tears. Why is my life so sad?.

"Hiks,, . " I just kept blowing my cries in the empty room with no one there.

"I just want to be appreciated, that's all why no one wants to appreciate me? Hix, my own best friend, hix,,,. " I can no longer say anything because of the increasing claustrophobia.

Why is it so hard today to go through? Will the days ahead be harder?

I'm getting tired of holding on to this meager energy.

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This scene is what broke my heart the most 😓😓😓

My tears have not been able to anymore so sad nahan his shadow so zhia.

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