
๐๐I was confused by my own feelings until I was increasingly unable to understand ๐๐
ย ย I sat in the chair while watching Rahmi's mother who continued to explain how the need to learn Indonesian for survival as an Indonesian citizen. I have not been focused since thinking about what Mas Albar is doing right now? Has he gone home or not at all, is he still with the girl named Naya? Or even they do not separate even if only for a moment.
Akhh, what the hell is wrong with me? I don't understand myself at all. Why do I think so much about Albar's time? Why do I care if he has come home or not? I should have been glad he didn't come home or didn't even have to go home again so I could live quietly in that house. But it feels absolutely impossible.
I thought all this time Mas Albar had no girlfriend because there was no way he could marry someone like me, but it turns out I'm just a toy that he brings when necessary because Naya won't want to be Naya's as his toy. I was angry for no reason.
I feel it's not fair, I want to protest but I can't because I don't have the right to it either.
"Akhh," My Ringis was annoyed at the thought of something I shouldn't have thought of until the rest of the class stared at me.
"Why zhia? " Task Rahmi's mother looking a little worried as well as the others looking worried at me.
Oh zhia, what the hell is wrong with you? "Akhh this buk, my head suddenly dizzy. " I had to lie so they wouldn't be surprised.
"Yasuda you go to UKS just want now, want between Lea ngk? " Mom asked but I immediately shook my head. I don't want to ruin other people's learning events just because of my own stupidity.
"I can do it myself. " I walked slowly towards the UKS by hitting my own head.
"Why the hell with me? " I cursed my stupidity that became so.
I quickly laid myself on a UKS bed, trying to close my eyes instead of having to think about things that were not important to myself.
While somewhere now Albar and Naya are sitting together in the garden of Naya's house. Naya does have a private house and you know what makes the house for Naya is Albar himself. As proof of Albar's deep love for Naya. He loves Naya more than anything but Naya still does not want to marry Albar. He said he still wants to be single and continue his studies that have not been completed.
Albar is still patiently waiting for Naya when we do not know whether Naya really loves her or just playing around with her? He even wanted to be given various reasons by Naya and sometimes he was also willing to wait for months without being told by Naya. We don't know what Naya's doing out there beyond Albar's control.
"So what about your inheritance hmm? " Tanya Naya drank that warm tea in the morning today.
Albar also sipped his warm coffee and then looked towards Naya"Let's just relax, for that I've bought a girl to make as a tool to get the inheritance. Actually I don't really care about that legacy because I already have my own office but, if you want that I'll try to get her dear. "Albar smile.
" You always manage to make me flutter baby, don't say anything bad to my heart health. "Naya spoke so spoiled that Albar smiled at her.
" You always manage to make me passionate dear. "Albar kissed Naya's lips so savagely that Naya began to feel the thinning air.
" That makes it hard for me to breathe, baby. "Naya spoke spoiled once and climbed on the lap of Albar who was still sitting in the chair.
" And you always drive me crazy, baby. "Albar again pulled Naya's skull and kissed Naya's lips gently again and sucked her many times.
The two of them kissed long enough this morning until the day had begun towards noon then they ended it.
" I'm going home, baby, how about you come along. I don't want to be separated from you for long. "Albar narrowed his eyes looking towards Naya who also thought that.
" I'll go with you if that's what you want. "Naya smiled and hugged Albar for a little while.
They always tease each other and after that kiss soft to hot but only that because Naya never want to do more with the reason after she is ready to marry Albar. Albar still wants to be patient even though sometimes he can not resist the desire.
He himself did not know why he was so infatuated with Naya, when he first met Naya he had fallen in love and it turns out Naya also received his love until now he got all the luxury from Albar.
Albar treated her like a queen's own daughter, while zhia, who was now his legal wife, never got the least of what Naya got. Life is never fair and we all know it.
Don't be a luxury, how Albar behaves is also very different from he behaves to zhia. He treats zhia like a maid and the person he asks as he pleases to do many things while when he is with Naya is the one who becomes a messenger. How can such great love make others behave differently than others as well.
Zhia never expected to be entangled in this marriage. He married so quickly and fell into this very obscure marriage. Is she really a wife of Albar the geavano cage or just a messenger?.
He could only wait when the time came he would be able to free from Albar's rope which always made him dizzy because he did not understand what the man wanted. When he asks he will get angry and when he is wrong in action he is told to ask. What should he take as a path?.
Marry quickly! It does make zhia's life a mess.
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