
๐๐Without knowing why, my life is no better than it used to be ๐๐
ย ย Since I had no stop calling Lea's number, he did not want to lift it at all, even though the number was active and the call was also coming in.
I should have just chased after him earlier, if it wasn't for Ragil holding me back I would have been able to chase after Lea. Scroll the book that is currently in my grasp. The book that Lea dropped when she saw something that wasn't supposed to happen.
Who would have thought that Ragil even had feelings for this girl like me, I was completely far from the criteria that were suitable for a Ragil. And certainly the most suitable for Ragil is Lea.
How'this? Lea won't even take my call. How am I supposed to explain it if he won't even lift it? I want to say that I don't know about this incident either. Ragil too. I don't know why he likes a village girl and is not as clear as me?.
"Akhh, how is this? Why is everything like this? " I feel very frustrated with what happened today.
How do I not get dizzy, not too long ago Lea admitted to like ragil and come ragil expressed like to me and Lea saw that? Why is it so messy? I don't want to lose them both.
"Zhia, try to get me this order corner shirt. " Mr Nana smiled at me and I also according to deliver the order.
But not until I fell down until the order also spilled, fortunately it did not break.
Nana came in panic. I became panicked because of the content of Mbak nana, how could she run towards me when she was pregnant so?.
"Are you okay, baby? " Mr Nana looks very worried about me. I was moved because of her. Supposedly if a boss saw his service as careless as me they wouldn't hesitate to fire him. However, Nana is very different. He asked me how I was doing. May you always bless good people like Nana.
I quickly shook my head "I'm fine Ma'am, sorry well Ma'am I was careless again. It's not even the first time. " I feel so guilty for always being so careless.
It's because I think about things too much and don't focus. There have been so many things going on in my brain since. Even when I was working I was not focused.
Ma'am Nana can still smile at me"It's okay his name is also human dear, there is a time to make mistakes. Ma'am understands that. "
16.35pm.
I was walking lethargic towards home, my mind was very messed up at the moment. Thinking about my life is very unclear this alone has made me dizzy seven circumference not to mention coupled with Ragil and Lea. I really wanted to die because I didn't know what else to do.
"Huh, what should I do after this? Why is everything so confusing? "
I slowly opened the door and was immediately shocked because Mas Albar had been asked to sit with his chest closed while looking at me.
"Why just got home now? After I had your school it had time to go home about 14 o'clock and now it is almost 17 o'clock before maghrib. Where the hell have you been? " Mas Albar asked while standing looking at me with that flat face.
How'this? I can't say I just got home from work.
"Sorry sir, we just finished working on a group assignment. " Don't forget to show me the book that's in my hand right now.
Mas Albar initially still looked suspiciously at me but he just kept quiet.
"Review if I find out you're lying and it turns out to be wandering. Finish you. " Mad Albar sat down again.
"Quick change your clothes and come straight here. " Mad Albar suddenly.
"Se, now sir? " I'm confused.
"No, last year. Well now stupid. " He looked so upset that I panicked.
I hurried up the stairs and walked to the room to change my clothes. I did not get to see which clothes started, after all there was not too much to choose because Mas Albar only gave me a few clothes. I also wear clothes that I take carelessly.
Mas Albar immediately pulled my hand and he did not even look at me at all. Where's he taking me?.
"Where are we going, sir? " I asked when Mas Albar had stopped our steps near the door of his car.
As usual, his lips were very difficult to even just answer. Is it hard to answer?.
"Hurry in! " He even forced me into his car until I hit the door a little.
The car he ran through the fence of the house and since then he was just silent. Aishh I would have liked to have been invited to go but didn't know exactly where he was taking me. What if he suddenly took me somewhere else and sold me too? No, I like the parnoan.
"Tu, sir, where are we going? "
"Ck, you can just shut up. You will know too. " I focused on driving back.
I just kept quiet after getting a sarcastic reply from him. He might be even more angry if I asked him more questions.
Duh, my curiosity came back. Why people like to make others curious. It is very uncomfortable when we want to know but cannot know.
I see a very crowded highway, it is crowded but why do I feel so empty?.
How is my next life? There are many statements that are still incarnating in me. How's my life going to be? Will I live forever unclear like this? Or do I still have the ability to breathe free air like many people?.
I gave a quick glance towards Mas Albar who had just been quiet and focused on driving his car. His face looked very tired, where exactly would he take me? If I ask him later he will be angry with me. I'd rather just wait until this car stops.
Suddenly Albar's cell phone rang until I was a little surprised.
"Thank you." Albar is still focused on driving.
"I sir? " Confused me.
"No, the devil is beside you. " I immediately got goosebumps looking beside me but there was no one.
"Well you, ck quickly lift up and point to my ear. " Mas Albar.
I hurried to pick up and put the phone near Mas Albar's ear.
"Darling, where are you now? I miss you why didn't you come here anyway? " I heard Naya's voice spoiled from across the phone.
Ooh so they've never met Dad? Why yah? Mas Albar also looks very upset right now. Did they fight? Ah, zhia it's none of your business. Don't go through the bayasan!.
"I'm busy, on the road. It was already well. " Mas Albar told me to turn off the phone and I just complied.
After that Mas Albar again focused on driving as if he did not care about Mbak Naya who said he was missing him. Why Mas Albar? Did they fight? Ck why the hell?.
Please don't forget zhia and don't care!!.
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