
ππI know I don't mean anything, but can you appreciate me even if it's just a little?ππ
Β Β I walked slowly to the house that is still dark, the account so scared because it just came out of the haunted house earlier. I was in a hurry to turn on the lights until now I felt a little safe.
After we got out of the haunted house we went straight home and ragil said he wanted to take me home, I didn't want him to know that I was staying at the Albar mas house. I asked him to drop me off in front of the house on the side of the road, I pretended it was my house and I had to walk again to get here.
I saw that Albar did not come home tonight, he must have been with his girlfriend named Naya.
I grunted quietly and then walked up the stairs to the room. The door to my room was open and empty as I thought.
I opened my clothes with the origin because there is no mas Albar here, then I entered the bathroom doing my bathing activities quickly because the day was very cold I was afraid of catching a cold if it lingered there.
I hurried out of the bathroom and put on my clothes quickly after that I laid myself on the sofa where I used to sleep. I wouldn't dare to lie in bed even if Mas Albar wasn't home. I'm afraid he'll be angry if he finds out.
I looked up at the sky of the room while trying to put myself to sleep. But still I can't sleep.
"May be sure the two of them are together now. " I muttered while remembering the couple who was making out earlier.
"Did Mas Albar and his girlfriend do that too? " I muttered again.
I shook my head and tried not to think about Mas Albar because I had no business with his personal life at all. As long as he doesn't do that in front of me I won't mind.
But considering her gentle voice while talking to that girl named Naya I felt annoyed. Because when he talked to me he was never that gentle, he even yelled at me. I just feel unfair. It doesn't mean I'm jealous.
I just realized that I was just a doll that he used when he needed to. I'm like a maid to her. Because I don't have anything he uses me by giving me what I don't have for me to obey. Wow this is my life.
I smiled bitterly when I realized that with my position, I just wanted to be free was enough.
"Why didn't he marry his girlfriend? Does his girlfriend know that he has a wife now? " I was busy thinking about so many things I couldn't sleep.
I felt that Mas Albar had been wrong in doing all this, he should have told me the truth so that I wouldn't be surprised like this. I am confused by this situation now.
Maybe because I was too tired to play with ragil today I started to feel sleepy and started to fall asleep.
05.35Am.
Scroll clock on the wall is now showing at 05 more and it is even almost 06.
I immediately stood up to the bed mas Albar to build it but I immediately stopped when I saw an empty bed with no occupants at all, I just remembered that Mas Albar had not come home since last night. He should have told me not to go home.
I snorted annoyed at feeling stupid with myself for thinking too much about Mas Albar who did not even care about me who was alone in this house.
"Already zhia, you have to do everything and go early to school. " I went downstairs to clean the house from sweeping to mopping the floor and wiping each photo as well as furniture with a cloth to remove the ash that stuck to it.
After finishing with cleanliness I also began to remove the ingredients that I would cook, I do not know when mas Albar will go home? I'm just afraid he'll come home with nothing to eat so I'll really lose my school like he used to say.
I started cooking vegetables stir-fry first until after the vegetables were cooked I also started cooking side dishes that are currently available in the refrigerator.
After I finish cooking I serve it on the dining table and cover it well. I finished breakfast.
I rushed to take a shower to clean myself up and put on my uniform quickly as well.
I'm done with all my school supplies, I lock the door and put the key where Albar said it was. I went to school with a heart that didn't know where I was going? I just want to go to school quickly to meet Lea as well as ragil. Because when I was with them I felt a little relieved and happy.
They are both very good friends. I was happy at school because of them. It was obvious that I preferred school compared to the Albar mas house. I always can't wait to go to school.
Every school I've been with lea and ragil, I didn't even expect to be able to be friends with them. Our level is very far away. They are both rich students and achievers in contrast to me who is just an ordinary girl who came from the village and ended up being sold to Albar mas. Do they still want to be friends with me after knowing the truth? Ahh I am so afraid of losing them if indeed they do not want to be friends with me anymore just because they know the background of my life.
I walked quickly towards the bus base of my school destination. I saw that the bus was coming and was almost gone, fortunately, there were some students who were kind enough to give me a chance to get on the bus.
Not even there, they even fought to give me a seat, because the passengers were so many all the seats were full that I and some other students just stood up. I can't possibly not know that he's sitting on the bench that he's been getting so hard. Stands like this aren't bad either. I'm just comfortable as long as it's not too fast because I'm going to yaw as well.
They just keep looking at me kindly, I hope in the future they still want to see me with that face.
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