
๐๐I know my position but can you appreciate that position๐๐
ย ย I was still sitting next to the house with the book in my arms and the bag still on my back.
Are they still not finished? I felt sleepy and it was getting dark. I'm afraid I'll interfere if I come in suddenly like that. I was also uncomfortable with the sight I saw. It is not worth seeing with my eyes.
I felt so sleepy that I couldn't help it anymore. I leaned against the wall and started to close my eyes.
It was only a moment after I closed my eyes that I heard the door open and showed Albar who came out and walked towards me.
I stood straight up and looked down. I waited for the word he was going to say and he just kept looking at me.
"Ah I will prepare dinner as soon as possible sir. " I walked into the house because I felt very awkward with Mas Albar. I almost sweat cold because of Mas Albar.
Mas Albar just silently followed me from behind. I slowly entered the room mas Albar and there was already a girl named Naya who was lying on the bed in a style that made me disgusted. Ahh.
I just kept quiet and started taking my clothes off her place and started to replace them in the bathroom.
I came out of the bathroom and the girl named Naya kept watching me.
"Khem, you are indeed impolite to be a maid! Already know the arrival of an important guest like me still silent do not say hello let alone respect me. " I instantly kept quiet and turned towards him in shock as he said so.
The fall! I'm not her maid, I'm the wife of the man she currently refers to as her boyfriend. He's an important guest of Albar's not for me.
But I have to be patient to survive in this mirage-filled world.
I looked down and smiled at him "Sorry. " I came out of the room, but I caught a glimpse of him who was a little upset.
When I came down from the stairs I saw Mas Albar sitting on the sofa and again looked at me with that look. I don't understand her.
I just kept quiet after I looked down on him. I also started to bring out one by one the ingredients that I will cook tonight for the two of them.
It was a little heartbreaking when I thought that this wasn't true. I was his wife uh actually someone he bought. But I don't feel like I deserve to be treated like this. I had to cook for the two of them who were obviously having an affair in front of me. I got dizzy because of all this.
Not to mention my tuition that until now has not been paid by Mas Albar. I'm afraid to start where, I'm afraid he'll get angry if I ask that.
But, if I don't tell him he might forget because he is currently happy with Naya. Or maybe he had intentionally forgotten that because he felt I wasn't important.
All right, I admit I'm not that important to him. I am also aware of my position. But the deal is still a deal. Because we had a deal at that time.
"Akh." I was shocked when I saw it and I felt the sharp knife slightly tear my index finger.
Here's how if I'm not focused, a lot of things have recently made me think.
"Why you? " Mas Albar suddenly came towards me and asked so.
"Ah it's okay sir, I will prepare as soon as possible. Maybe the lady is starving. " I felt a little down a little bad after even calling the girl who was with my husband mistress. I could have called him brother, ma'am but I'm afraid Albar would be angry if I said so. I'd rather find it safe than get the stone myself.
Albar was silent and did not comment. Then he agreed if I said that. He just kept looking at me.
"You sure it's okay? Isn't your hand hurt? " Why is he speaking in such a soft tone? I'm getting more confused.
"It's okay, sir, it's normal and I can't feel it. " I tried to smile but it was very painful because the wound was a little wide open.
I washed my hands and went back to my work while Mas Albar walked away. I once again thought about how I would tell Mas Albar about my tuition. I was so scared but I was also confused about how to pay for it.
"Give me your hand! " Suddenly Mas Albar came with the medicine box and asked for my hand.
"I'm absolutely fine, sir. " I just kept going on with my cooking show.
"Ck, why is it so hard for you to comply? " He looks upset.
"All right, sir, let me. " I grabbed the medicine that Mas Albar had prepared and treated the wound in my hand quickly and covered it with a plaster.
"Thank you sir. " I lowered my head and resumed my cooking.
"Why are you just silent? " She looked a little closer and stood near the pantry.
I was a little confused by Mas Albar's question, silent because what? Is Albar aware of my tuition money?.
"Huh? Mean sir? " I look confused because of Mas Albar.
"Why just be quiet when Naya and I are like that? " He just put on a flat face.
Whahuh? I don't understand at all? Then what should I do? Of course I just kept quiet because I was aware of my position. I'm just someone he bought with his money and of course he's very entitled to me. And that's how I'm just an item and I don't have the right to talk about things.
I smiled towards Mas Albar "I have to how master? I don't have the right to say many things, I can only be silent sir. " I'm continuing my cooking show.
"Wahh knows himself well, so this is how it will be in the future. " He just left after saying that.
I thought he would feel guilty about it, but he didn't think it was a mistake at all.
Wahh, I really do not understand the thought of Mas Albar that is very great. How he was so when he was someone who was highly educated and also authoritative.
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