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18. Uncertain

🍁🍁I was scared when myself started giving up to keep fighting while my heart was still pushing🍁🍁

    I still doubt if I should go home at this time? I'm so scared to deal with Mas Albar right now, he's really not like he used to be. But lingering around like this also made me afraid that he would be even more angry with me.

I got up slowly and walked towards the house with my legs still wrapped by a Flaster given by the ragil.

I just kept thinking how I should face Mas Albar who since a few months ago felt bad, he was always badmood for no reason. Staring cynically what he saw even the vegetable maker who passed in front of the house alone he all-out collection. What the hell was the problem up to that? Just makes me confused.

While still walking my stomach has been protesting to be filled, indeed I have not had breakfast because of Mas Albar. He was so angry that he told me to leave. I was afraid and even went so far that I myself who had trouble had to walk again to the house.

I held onto my stomach which I constantly let go of that hunger.

"I'm sorry well, I didn't mean to starve you either. " I feel guilty for not being a better person.

When I opened the fence of Albar mas house I was surprised by Mas Albar who continued to stand in front of the door while staring at me. Is he waiting for me, Dad? He must have been conscious and worried because he didn't see me. I know he's also a man who still has a conscience to worry about me.

I walked quickly towards him and spoke to make him better.

"Master, ap. " It is not finished yet my speech said he had cut first with the loud voice.

"Where have you been?. " Why so angry? He told me to leave.

I felt scared back and squeezed my uniform skirt hard"sa, me,, "

"I what? You don't have a brain, do you? I don't think about you. Always upset, please don't add to my problems, I can get angry and vent all of them on you. Therefore, when I am holding myself back from remaining silent, do not act first so that you live quietly. " He spoke in an intimidating tone as if I was the one who made him like this. I don't understand it myself. Why is he so angry? I don't know what makes it like this.

"Sorry sir, yes, I. " I don't know what to talk about right now.

"I'm sorry, usually. Ck, you village girl. " He came in and closed the door violently.

Yulat how is this? I don't know what to do after this. Why is he so rude and has no feelings.

I also opened the door slowly and saw the dining table was still like that, not touched at all by Mas Albar. Is he not hungry? He did not eat at all last night.

I slowly approached the dining table and was confused whether I ate without caring about Mas Albar? Or I go there again asking if he ate or not. Why is it so hard to deal with someone like him.

I eat slowly and then end it and immediately clean the dining table and wash the dirty dishes that the garden how it is. Because I'm the only one eating in this house, Mas Albar didn't eat for reasons I didn't know about. I started thinking about this"As far as Albar. "

I walked slowly to Albar's room to change my uniform because I couldn't go to school this morning. Am I being too stupid to run like a doormat.

I opened the door to the room and saw Mas Albar who was repeatedly seen calling someone and he also looked upset for no reason. What the hell is making him so upset?.

I chose to be very bodo then grabbed my shirt and then entered the bathroom for me to change. I slowly changed my uniform and when I finished opening my uniform the door suddenly opened revealing Mas Albar who was also standing confused looking at me.

"Yeah." I was shocked and shouted while Mas Albar was still standing in front of the bathroom door with my condition that was very inappropriate to see it. How not? Right now I only wear the tanktop and the interior. He was also standing there with no intention of leaving.

"Tu, sir? " She came to her senses and closed the bathroom door again. Oh my stupid for forgetting to lock the bathroom door, how could the atmosphere in this house still go according to my wishes. It will be even more awkward because of this incident. Akhhhh can go crazy.

I hurriedly put on my clothes and saw what mas Albar was still there. I saw nothing and then I came out but I was surprised by Mas Albar entering the room again from the outside until we immediately felt awkward again.

I walked to the place where I was going to hang up my school uniform and thought about what else I should do after this. I feel confused for no reason.

And finally I chose to go down, I do not want to linger here because it will be more awkward later.

I closed the door slowly and I went down the stairs trying to think what I should do so as not to feel bored this morning. All the housework is done.

"Well, what's going on at school? Rest kayaknya. Surely Lea will be alone because I did not go to school. " I talked to myself and then opened the door of the house and went to the park to just look for busyness so that I did not get bored.

To go to work to the cafe is also still too early, because I entered after school at 14:23 and then came home at 16:30.so it's useless if I'm going to stay there it's too early to go.

"Why is my life so unclear? " I shouted a little loudly but hurriedly closed my mouth for fear that Albar would hear and feel disturbed.

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