Married to Ustaz

Chapter 52: The Bitter Truth

After talking for a long time with his two parents-in-law, Ustaz Hafid inching up to see Cika. He opened the door to Mr. Dedi's office slowly and walked up to the gurney. And found his little wife turned out to be human. He thanked her, then pulled the chair near the gurney smiling as he looked at Cika.

"Thank God, nobody hurts anymore?" tanyanya, gently caress Cika's hair.

Cika just shook her head slowly. His head is still a little dizzy. His eyes moved towards his already infused hands. "Father is too much," her inner self.

Ustaz Hafid let out a long breath seeing that Cika did not say a word, he felt a cold aura from his wife. Honestly, he doesn't like the current situation very much.

"Want to eat now? Or something?" his tananya tried to melt the atmosphere, but his little wife was reluctant to open the sound of only the headbands visible.

Ustaz Hafid's hand moved with Cika's. "Cika, if ustaz did make a mistake ustaz apologized," he said.

Cika exhaled a heavy breath. "Ustaz, don't have anything wrong," he replied flatly.

"If ustaz had nothing wrong you wouldn't be like this" replied Ustaz Hafid, he knew Cika was now hiding something from him. His little wife's eyeballs can't lie. "If you don't talk to ustaz, choose silence constantly ustaz will not know where the fault of ustaz lies. Story now, honey. What's up?" ustaz Hafid asked, no forceful tone came out of this man's lips.

Cika remained silent, fondling whether he should tell Ustaz Hafid what he heard last night or choose to keep him. Five minutes into thinking, he finally chose to talk. He took a deep breath and then began to tell.

"I woke up to pee but forgot what time it was. I kept hearing Ustaz Hafid mention Aisyah's name a few times, I think I misheard, Tadz, but it's not because Ustaz three times mentioned Ning Aisyah's name," explained Cika. Given how Ustaz Hafid was delirious last night, his chest felt tight again at this moment.

"Ustaz Hafid seemed to love Ning Aisyah very much, huh. Until now it has not been able to move on," said Cika remained with a calm voice. His tears had rebelled wanting to come out alone, but he held back with all his might not want to look crybaby.

Ustaz Hafid stared fixedly at Cika's face. "Ustaz is still trying to forget him completely" said Ustaz Hafid.

Cika's chest was getting claustrophobic, so all this time Ustaz Hafid's explanation was just a lie that it had no feelings for Ning Aisyah at all. Now that he knows the harsh reality, the man before him has yet to come to terms with his past.

"I get it, Tadz," he said with a smile of lies. No more Cika who will immediately get angry and directly hit it, Cika now many choose to be silent.

"Sorry, Cika. Ustaz can be honest."

Cika just nodded. He said, "Tadz, please, now I need some alone time. I want to be alone here without anyone" he said, trying to stay calm.

"All right." Ustaz Hafid rose without any more words being spoken.

Tears Cika straight out of hiding after the door of the room was tightly closed, even though he did not really want Ustaz Hafid to come out he still very much hoped the man said the next words. The words that might make his heart slightly improved, and the words that might make him were still a little precious in the heart of Ustaz Hafid.