Marriage With A Narcissistic Man

Chapter 12: Sorry Nathan

"Mother stay a while, Ruhi get Nathan a drink!" my mother left us both. 

After taking a drink, the two of us sat on the sofa, my eyes silently glancing towards Nathan who was only bending his gaze. He who is silent begins to make a sound.

"Aruhi, am I not worthy of you? nathan asked me softly. 

Hearing that, of course, made my heart hurt, I used to love him so much but because I felt unworthy, I left him. 

"No Nathan, it's just that I don't deserve to be with you!" I said looking back at him. 

"Pantes for what? For some uncertain reason you left me!" said Nathan.

From the words he said, of course, I couldn't say much that I could only get out of, said a heartfelt apology, which might look fine but was broken inside. 

Once again the atmosphere of silence began to tease, we just sat quietly without saying anything. Yeah, because there's nothing to talk about. Nathan sighed for a moment, tilting his body at me, before long a big hand held my finger. 

"Aruhi, I should have revealed this from the beginning. But I'm afraid the friendship between us ends only because of my one-sided statement" Nathan said. 

I was confused to hear the ambiguous statement that Nathan said, but after I looked carefully at his point, it turns out he also liked me, so why did he always stay away from me when I used to approach him? 

Suddenly the sound of knocking on the door shocked the two of us, I rushed up to the exit and opened it, leaving me shocked.

"Do you forget sweet lady, tonight we have a date schedule," he said with pede. 

"Aruhi, who?" sela Nathan's.

Vendrik narrowed his eyes at Nathan, as if Nathan was his enemy. "Who is this skinny guy. His face was pretty too, fortunately he was not as handsome as I was, who had a poster of the body like a basketball athlete," Vendrik's inner self, while praising himself. 

I saw Vendrik still standing pulling his wrist. "Oh my God, are you deaf, I told you not to come to my house carelessly, do you not want to obey!" said I was upset. 

"Ha, are you commanding me? I'm here to need your help, but it looks like you're dating another guy" Vendrik said. 

"Argh ..., what the fuck is that face!" my mind screamed at her loving face. 

Inevitably, I rushed into the depths to meet Nathan who I left alone in the living room, while Vendrik I told him to wait in his car. Nathan looked a little disappointed as he looked at me, my disbelief began to come out, with Nathan's disappointed gaze certainly disturbing my mind. Before Nathan left, he had time to say sorry that made me burdened. 

Outside the house I was silent looking at Nathan who was riding a scoopy motorbike, slowly he stopped the motorbike, for a moment he looked back with a smile line at the end of his lips. I know I'm selfish, but I'm also afraid that if Nathan finds out I'm pregnant out of wedlock, what will he think of me? He probably thinks I'm murhan and I don't want to be considered that way. 

My daydream stopped when Ayaan's sudden cry shocked me, as soon as I ran towards Ayaan's room which was next to the main room. Followed by Vendrik who suddenly came running when he saw me. 

Seriate....