Marriage Should Not be Love

The viviane 2

Oma paused for a moment.She took a deep breath, trying to temper her emotions and cries.

"Viviane is a smart but innocent girl.She is young, beautiful and very close to our family, especially Nova and Linda.Dulu Oma also likes her. She is Linda's cousin and right-hand man.But who would have thought secretly she tried to snatch Renand from Linda.The man blinded her eyes and changed his nature.He forgot all about Linda's kindness to him.Linda was very kind, very kind, Oma felt guilty to him because Renand had betrayed his loyalty."

"Nova close to Viviane?" Lala doesn't believe it. While Oma nodded confirming. "Viviane is still in a family relationship with Linda.Nova used to call her Aunt, they were pretty close first."

"When the accident occurred Viviane's gestational age was only a few weeks.About Oma wanted to do a DNA test after the baby in the womb Viviane was born.But once Oma saw the baby, Oma was looking at the baby, he is very similar to Nova, almost exactly the same as Renand.Oma as seeing little Renand in Kevin." Oma began to sob.The tears of her eyes could not be dammed anymore.

"Oma felt very guilty.Oma was guilty of ignoring Kevin, even had denied his existence.Kevin did not sin.He did not know anything but he who bore the consequences.Oma did not have the heart every time he saw the innocent gaze of the child."

"Oma also wants to be close to Kevin, after all he's Oma's grandson.But Oma is afraid to hurt Nova's feelings because it seems, Viviane's pregnancy has something to do with the accident.Every look at Kevin's face, Oma remembered Renand, she said, remembering how he betrayed his family." While Lala's hand was still tightly grasping Oma's hand.

"Oma also feels guilty to Nova for not being able to be a good Grandma for him.Oma can not give affection like her parents gave first.Oma is negligent in watching Renand until she does shame with women oma feels failed, Oma fails to be a parent, Oma also fails to be a good grandmother for Nova as well as Kevin.Oma failed in all things."

Lala hugs Oma Rusdi, she tries to understand how heavy Oma is to hold this burden alone.Oma blames herself for everything that happened.Because Nova, Oma, and Kevin, the little boy who does not know anything about it, they were both tormented by their own circumstances.

"Both Kevin and Nova, both of them are equally innocent.But precisely those who suffered the most because of the accident.Nova who had a whole family and happy was forced to lose it all suddenly in a very tragic way.And Kevin, who had a happy family, was forced to lose it all suddenly in a very tragic way, he had never even felt the affection of a father since he was born, not to mention the strange gazes of people who thought of him as the result of an affair.Oma felt very guilty, very guilty, but Oma can't do anything.Oma can't fix everything." Oma continued her story.She again sobbed.

"It's not Oma's fault.Don't blame Oma herself."

"I leave Nova to you.Oma is sure she will find her happiness with you.It's time I also think of Kevin.During this time I met Kevin secretly from Nova.I was afraid it would hurt her heart if I saw I was close to the child who was there his presence he considers to make both parents wretched.Please give him understanding if one day he questions Oma's attitude towards Kevin, maybe he wants to listen to you.I love Kevin as I love Nova. Kevin is still my grandson no matter what his mother does."

"Oma does not know.Oma can never interpret it.Nova is now good at hiding her feelings.She met Kevin several times, even by accident.She just stared at him flat when they met.No expression whatsoever, no expression whatsoever, and it was precisely that Oma was afraid of.Oma was afraid Nova held a grudge in her heart.Oma did not know what she felt when she saw her sister.Either she considered her sister or not."

"Viviane was silent during Oma's regular monthly transfer rations.But lately she has been coming home for a variety of reasons and often asks for more.But that's not what Oma is concerned about, Oma was afraid Nova met him.Nova again found peace of life, I do not want Viviane to ruin it again.She was cunning."

"Oma take it easy, I will accompany Nova.He will not fall like he used to." Oma smiled.She saw the sincerity in Lala.

Now Lala understands more and more, why Nova used to have to test himself. Viviane, who is none other than her Tantenya, tries to seize her Papa because of the money.While Manda, the lover who is supposed to provide moral support for her, two women close to Nova have betrayed her.Now everything makes sense to Lala.

"What about the photos of the Nova Oma family? Why is everything hidden?"

Oma breathed out slowly. "Oma also did not know.Nova who asked for it.After returning from the Hospital due to the accident, Nova locked herself in her room for days.As soon as she left the room, she went out, the first thing he did was to get rid of all the photos of his family.Oma did not know why, but Oma followed his wishes.She did not want to talk, nor did she want to eat.Oma was very worried about her condition." Oma's eyes looked back out the window.

"Because of that, Oma let him do what he wanted.Then Oma thought maybe that was the best Oma could do for him, let him alone, give him space."

Oma turned her gaze towards Lala. "Everything is not easy after that.Kasanya Oma is not strong, want to give up.Nova sickly, Oma is afraid of losing Nova.After Oma lost Renand, how will Oma be able to survive if Oma also had to lose Nova?" The tears did not stop flowing.

Lala's heart was sliced to hear Oma's last sentence.Wind once she ran to embrace Nova now.Give her strength, happiness, warmth, and, all that he did not feel after losing his parents.Lala does not know whether the desire arises because there is already love in his heart or just a pity after he knows all the stories of Nova's life.

What if Nova also leaves Oma? What is this question?! I don't want to hear it anymore! Cassanova oh Cassanova .. It turns out your life is this complicated, this pain.I'm sorry for not knowing it.