Marriage Should Not be Love

The Arrival of Adit

Sunday morning, today Lala is off work.It's already 9 but she's still lounging in her room.Mother's father has left for the store, while Reyhan and his papa mama have also left for their furniture store.Jadilah Lala only at home with mbok Warni, ART at Lala's house.

Mbok Warni has been working at Lala's house since Lala was a child.Mbok Warni is also the one who took care of Lala when he was a child.No wonder he was considered like a family in this house.Dulu Mbok Warni worked from morning until in the afternoon.But since Lala High School Mbok Warni work only until noon.Once his clean-up work is finished he immediately went home.

Lala fiddled with her phone while sleeping.She read again the messages that Adit sent last night.Lala just read it, read it, he does not want to reply.Far in his heart Lala pity Adit if he continues to behave this way to him.Lala knows he is the only Adit.Lala talkative knows Adit is difficult to communicate with others.Behind a cold attitude and haughty, he was a fragile man who only wanted to be understood.

"Actually I can't stand lingering for so long silencing you like this bang... But I promised your mama. In addition there are feelings that I must take care of, the feelings of your fiance.About Denise, I am not at all jealous of him.I am just afraid he cannot understand our relationship.This unclear relationship."

"I like you, I adore you too but somehow I don't want to be in a relationship with you.I'm happy with you but I don't want to have you.Think I'm selfish but this is how I feel.Aahh," Lala sighs.

Suddenly Mbok Warni shouted from outside her room.

"Mak Lala has something to say.. !"

"Who's Mbok.. ?" Lala shouted back from inside her room.

"Don't know his name Mbak, who is handsome rich Korean artist that Mbak, whose face is lazy but ngggemesin.. " Mbok Warni is still screaming.

"Surely Adit...! I should have stayed away from him but why did he come here "inner Lala.

Lala wakes up, rolls her hair up and ties her origin.Then she goes out to meet Adit.

"Hi bang... Tumben early in the morning already here?" Lala tried to act ordinary.

Adit looked at Lala from head to toe.Hair that was tied up showed her white neck.Lala only wore short-sleeved sleepwear and shorts that showed her smooth legs.But Adit was stunned to see Lala like this is a typical appearance of new people waking up.This makes it look more cute.

Other girls may be able to fix his appearance before meeting Adit.Maybe 10 minutes to fix the eyebrows, or just tidying up the hair.But Lala does not need eyebrows, but Lala does not need eyebrows, he also does not care about his messy hair.This is what Adit likes from Lala, as it is.

"You look so short, like a child."

Somehow those words just came out of Adit's mouth.

"Correction of your words bang.I'm not like a child, I baby face "Lala put emphasis on her last two words.

Adit smiled, it seemed like Lala was no longer silencing him.

"Come in.. "

Adit's coming in.

"Please sit down, what do you want to drink?"

"Sweet tea can?"

Lala nodded.

"Wait a minute."

Soon Lala brought back a cup of tea for Adit.

"Please.. " Lala handed the cup to Adit.

Silent moment.

"You still mad at me?" Adit started talking.There was an awkward atmosphere between the two of them.

"I told you I'm not mad at you."

"I'm sorry.. " Adit said softly.

Maybe this is the first time she's ever apologized to someone.

"We've been engaged for a long time, maybe it's been a few years I don't remember.I don't really know him.I don't love him either.This is what our parents want.You know for yourself, it's kind of a business interest for them." Adit started explaining.

"Why? Because I had no purpose in life at that time.My life was empty and like nothing.I don't care when they match me.That means nothing to me."

Adit breathed in deep.

"But that was, long before I knew you.Your swallowing changed my life to be meaningful and colorful.You made me have a purpose in life.It took me a long time to realize what I really felt for you."

Lala does not know what to say.This is not like Adit who usually.Speak tone soft, look calm, Adit looks mature.But this actually makes Lala afraid.

"Your explanation doesn't change the fact that you've lied to me.You're already engaged, that's a fact.But you keep expressing your love to me, it makes me look stupid.Either you love him or not, you love him or not, you are the master of someone.If at that time I accept your love then I am the destroyer of people's relationships.I will be blamed, I will look bad in people's eyes, I will look bad in people's eyes, and surely they will call me a lakor.Are you now able to understand my position?"

"I want to marry you."

"Dude...!!! Don't be crazy...!!!" Lala almost screamed.

"We can live abroad and build a small family there."

"Don't dream..!! Are you aware of what you just said?!"

Adit was silent, his eyes blank.

"Don't just think about yourself, think about your fiancee's feelings, how your parents were, how Denise's parents were."

Adit was still silent, whether he listened to Lala's words or not.

"We can't be like the old bang, don't approach me anymore.This is for the good of all of us, especially myself.I don't want to be considered a woman is not good because it damages your relationship and Denise."

"No..! I can't!" Adit stood up then walked over to Lala.He knelt down in front of Lala.

"Don't avoid me. I can't get away from you." Adit hugged Lala tightly.

"If you don't want to be my girlfriend, don't want to marry me it's okay.But don't stay away from me.I can't get away from you.We can still be like old times if that's what you want.Please stay like this." Adit whispered in Lala's ear.

Lala returned Adit's embrace.However, she felt comfortable with this man.

"Either the feeling of what I feel for you, I myself do not know.Enough the wound that Juna scratches in my heart, I do not want to give the opportunity to open a new wound," Lala's inner.

"But I promised Andreas to stay away from you" Lala whispered in Adit's ear.

"Don't think about him.We just go for it"

Lala felt Adit's breath on her neck.Lala immediately pushed Adit.Adit let go of her embrace.

"Don't steal chances..!" Lala bluffs.

"Stole what chance?" Adit pretended not to understand.

"You kissed my neck just now," Lala started to nag, her lips were already so sweet.

"Who kissed you? Just look at you haven't even had a bath, where I might have kissed you.The slob!" Adit pretended to shudder when what Lala alleged was true.

They have returned like dogs and cats.This is a sign that normal life has returned.The scene is over.

Lala saw herself.

"Oh.. You're right.I'd better take a shower." Lala stood towards the bathroom regardless of Adit.

"How's me? you just left me?" Adit screams because Lala is out of sight.

"Whatever.. !!" Lala screamed back from inside the bathroom.