Marriage Should Not be Love

Marriage Should Not be Love
Family Is Everything



Arriving at home, Lala immediately cleaned her band then joined her family who were having dinner.Of course everyone was happy to see this considering that Lala had not eaten dinner at home long enough, the boy was excited to see his aunt at home at dinnertime.


Lala decided not to avoid her family anymore.After all her parents behave like that because they love her.Lala realized now she is a mature woman, but she is a woman, he should have opened his mind to see things not only from his point of view, but also from the point of view of the people closest to him.


After dinner Reyhan asked his aunt to accompany him to play.Lala according to him.The child is spoiled once if there is Lala.Everyone gathers in the family room.Chat casually while watching television, watching television, many jokes loose there as if there is no burden or wall separation between them.It is true if anyone says "family is everything".Maybe this is what Lala feels right now.


"If I hadn't closed myself off from my family I wouldn't be like this right now.For a long time I hadn't covered up how my relationship with Juna actually might not have ended like this.They certainly will support me, whatever my decision.But it's too late, '" Lala wondered.


He looked at his mother's father who was laughing at Reyhan's funny behavior.So did Mas Fadil and Mb Dina, his brother-in-law.All laughed freely showing the intimacy that is intertwined in their families.


"How many moments like this I have missed.Everything is just because of a man.I wasted time just to mourn him.Because of him I always wander after work just to spend time so as not to always remember him always wasted me.Because of him I always avoid father mother so as not to get questions about him.Now there are only regrets, regrets and regrets.Arjuna Wibawa, you have ruined my life.May God avenge you," Lala daydream.


Reyhan wakes Lala up from her daydream.


"Tante why keep quiet from before?"


"Eh. aunt tired Rey, mmm. aunt wants to rest first," Lala stuttered to answer Reyhan's question.


"But Reyhan still wants to play with aunty," the boy began to whine.


"Tomorrow the night we play again, aunty promises that tomorrow will be home soon."


"Yes, aunt promise?"


"Yes.a promise, aunty" Lala nodded.


"OKe aunty.. " Reyhan replied with a smile.


In the room.


Lala put her body on the mattress.She closed her eyes wanted to brush off her guilt and also regret.But precisely the shadow Juna appeared running around on her head.Lala opened her eyes back.She grabbed her phone and then opened her gallery.She did not know why she still keeps photos and some videos of her memories while she was still with Juna.


He has decided to move on so he will delete everything.Lala started to delete one by one photo of Juna or all that has to do with Juna.So does his video together with Juna.She deleted everything and left only one video as Lala watched with her own eyes Juna with other women in the mall at that time.


Lala kept the video to strengthen her heart so as not to forgive Juna if one day she comes back.Lala is sure she will definitely come somehow.It has been almost a month since Lala sent her last message to Juna.Lala has not been never tried to contact him or find out more.She was also not willing to go to his house.Lala has really closed his heart to Juna.


Finished erasing all those memories Lala put back her phone.Lala closed her eyes intending to sleep.But this time replace Adit who ran around in his head.Lala remembered the incident this afternoon when she watched a movie at Adit.Lala's house hit her head slowly yourself.


"May Bang Adit not consider me cheap because I did not refuse when he kissed me earlier.I received his kiss because I also want to make sure my feelings towards him.But I do not feel anything.I do not feel my heart pounding or feeling like there's butterflies flying in my stomach just like when I was with Juna..So I can make sure I don't love Adit.If I accepted her love, it means she's just me making my escape," Lala talked to herself.


"Alright, maybe it wouldn't hurt if I met the son of Wendi.Toh this is just an ordinary introduction.Tomorrow morning I will tell mom," Lala still talked to herself until she finally fell asleep.


"Mother.I want to get acquainted with Bu Wendi's child," Lala opened the conversation.


"Are you serious, son?" Miss Mieke asked in disbelief.


"Yes Ma'am, I've thought about it.This part is just a casual acquaintance right, ma'am?"


"Really... I'm happy to hear it.There is no harm in getting acquainted with new people.If later there is no match between you yes already do not continue.At least can add friends," Bu Mieke began to talk at length.


"Listen dear Viola. want to be forced in any way if it is not a match then it will not be together.We just try Nak, later God will also determine."


"Yes Ma...Viola knows."


"So when can you meet Bu Wendi with her son?"


"As for Mom, it's clear after Viola gets home from work."


"How about tomorrow? You're off work."


"Viola said to Mother only," Lala replied resignedly.


Mr. Fajar who had been listening quietly began to talk.


"It's better that I ask Bu Wendi when, who knows if his son will have an event tomorrow week."


"Yes... yeah..? You have a point, too" Mieke began to weigh up his decision again.


"I'd better call Bu Wendi.You wait here don't go to work first," Ms. Mieke spoke to Viola while standing from her seat.She was about to call Ms. Wendi.


"Should it be now, Miss, call Bu Wendi?" Lala asked half insinuatingly.


"Mom.. This is still early in the morning.Maybe they are also eating the same as us.Later Mother even bothers," Mr. Fajar reminded.


"Eh. yes sir.Alright later tonight Mother phone Bu Wendi.Since mother is too excited sir," Bu Mieke spoke with a smile of his own.


Lala finished her breakfast.


"Yes, sir.. Ma'am.. Lala wants to go to work first.So about her introduction, Mother only set.Viola follow what Mom's decision."


Viola kissed his mother's father's hand and then left.