Marriage Should Not be Love

About Adit

Adit's still in that place.

"How did he know? Who gave it to him? Is this why he avoids me?So he really avoided me? How am I gonna explain it?" so many questions in Adit's mind.

He was really in love with this girl but what was seen from the outside was that she was just messing around with him.

"The girls are not my lovers, Viola.I was with them only to see how far they wanted me.And as far as I could see, they just want my credit card then exchange it for their body.But you are different.You are not glared at my wealth.You do not pretend to be sweet in front of me.You never seek my attention.You do not hide the falsehood behind make up thick as those stupid girls.You are always what you are.You are you."

"I didn't sleep all night because I finished all my business so I could go home as soon as possible.And that's just because you didn't return my message.I even willing 2 hours waiting for you here.Are you not aware.Only you can make me like this."

"How can I tell you that I am already engaged.I myself do not want it.I am afraid you do not want to get close to me if you know.I follow your will so that our relationship no status.I do not force you to accept my love because I'm afraid it'll make you hate me.And all I'm afraid of is coming true now.You hate me and stay away from me.Don't know you Viola. All I want is to be with you, always near you."

"I'm happy to see you laughing so hard, I'm happy to see you smiling so kindly to others, show how sincere you are.I am happy to see your lips are manyun when I bother you.I am very happy when you tease me by discussing those stupid girls.I deliberately do not straighten out on you if they are not my girlfriends because I wish you will be jealous.But you actually call it as a joke.You even bully me with it.Can I not fully fill your heart? Do you still love your girlfriend?"

Adit was still arguing with his own heart and mind.He could not accept that Lala had found out about him who was engaged.

"I'm going crazy because you're Viola!" Adit ruffled his hair in frustration.

He finally left the place.

* * * *

Adit arrived at the house in a mess.She walked to her room.When she was walking through the family room, she, his eyes accidentally caught a woman sitting there.Adit knew the woman but he did not want to greet her.Adit continued to walk.The woman turned her head when she heard Adit's footsteps.

"Adit... Have you come home, baby?" the woman greeted the friendly Adit.

"Do you want Mama here?" Adit asked coldly.

Yes, that woman is Mrs Andreas, Mama Adit.

"Why do you ask that, baby? Don't you miss Mama?"

"I'm tired, I want to rest." Adit passed away without a stale base.

Since long time ago the relationship Adit and his mother is not so close.Mama thinks too much about herself.She is busy with her association, social scope, existence, good name and such.First when Adit was a child , her mother prefers to attend the gathering with her social friends rather than accompany little Adit to study.She is busy attending various meetings to ignore Adit who is sick.Her mother prefers a fancy dinner with her friends rather than eating the night with Adit.Adit little has not understood all this.She only knows her mother is busy working.Up to a long time Adit began to mature and can understand everything.

Madam Andreas never thought of little Adit who was always lonely.Everyone thought that Madame Andreas was a woman figure, wife and mother are perfect.But they do not know that he has been ignoring his son all this time.Maybe the term at this time is he is busy "imaging."

Unlike Mr. Andreas, papa Adit.She is a cold but not evil figure.She often goes out of town and leaves Adit.But once at home then she will be fully owned Adit.Mr Andreas will spend all his time with little Adit and obey therefore Adit was closer to his father.

A few years ago when Mr. Andreas opened a new plaza in this city and decided to settle here for some time, Adit prefers to follow him rather than stay in town B with his mother.Since then Adit increasingly rarely meet his mother.But for Adit it makes no difference because when living at home with his mother they are not necessarily able to meet once a month.

Adit woke up at dinner time.She immediately cleaned up because the whole day did not shower.After everything is finished she headed to the dining room.There is Bi Minah, Senior ART in this house who is serving dinner dishes.

"Since when was Mama here Bi?" Adit asked Bi Minah.

"Since yesterday morning sir, not long after Mr. Adit's departure."

Adit does not ask for the whereabouts of his mother at this time because Adit does not want to know and does not care about his mother.

"Did anyone come while I was gone?"

"Emmm... Signore.. " Bi Minah is getting nervous.

"Talk bi, it's okay."

"Emm.. yesterday afternoon Mbak Lala came to the host," Bi Minah spoke timidly.

"Deg.. " Adit's heart is like stopping.

"He met Mama?" Adit asked, even though he knew the answer.

"Yes, sir, it looks like Madam asked Mbak Lala to come to the house."

"Thank you Bi," Adit nodded.

Bi Minah understood Adit's intention.She immediately left her master.

Adit ate his dinner.Entah why his mind became clear after hearing the information from Bi Minah.All the questions that had filled his head had now met the answer.She knew how to explain to Lala.She knows now why Lala avoids it.Adit very much knowing her Mama, surely she not only told Lala about her engagement.There must be something else that Mama talked about with Lala.Betapa Adit really hates Mama, she always ignored him but too meddling in her personal affairs.

Adit took her phone.She tried to contact Lala but there was no answer.She tried several times but the same.

"I want to talk, can we meet?"

Adit sent Lala a message but after waiting for some time there was no reply.

"Please give me some time to explain."

"I've known my mistake.Please forgive me."