Marriage Should Not be Love

The Answer to Rizal

Lala has finished cleaning her body.She sits on her bed while staring at her phone.She wants to contact Rizal but hesitates, she, whether he needs to tell about the incident earlier in the parking lot or not.It was not Rizal's fault but a little much to do with him.He took a deep breath and then wrote a message to Rizal.

"*Can I have a phone?"

"Of course*."

Not long ago Lala was connected to Rizal on the phone line.

"Hello... "

"Hi Rizal's... I'd like to talk to you for a second.You have time?"

"What do you want to talk about? It seems serious."

"Yes... This is a little serious."

"Do I need to go to your house?"

"No... No need.Begini Rizal... I already had an answer to your question last night.Sorry, I can't be your lover."

"Why talk now? Didn't you promise to give me a month?"

"I know.I'm sorry."

"You haven't given us a chance to get to know each other any further."

"I'm really sorry."

"Give me your excuse, because this sounds unfair to me."

"Maybe you need to know, this afternoon Jeslin came to me at my workplace.We were a little bit conflicted even though now the problem is over."

"I told you that my relationship with Jeslin is over."

"But he thinks you're still his girlfriend.So he called me 'an actor' in front of a lot of people.That's a shame for me."

"We can talk about this first.We can meet somewhere, or I can pick you up now."

"No need Rizal.I don't want any further misunderstandings."

"Don't look like Lala, you promised me a month."

"I know this is unfair to you.But the incident was very embarrassing for me.I don't want any more events like this.You better solve your problem with Jeslin until it's over.Don't let him vent his frustration to me again."

"I can't accept this.We have to meet, we can talk about it first."

"Sorry Rizal.I can't, see you."

There was guilt in her heart, but she didn't want to risk it if she stayed in touch with Rizal.Lala didn't want to think about it now.She just wanted to close her eyes so as not to feel burdened with all this.

* * * *

It's morning again.Lala wake up and get ready for work.She has returned to being Lala who usually, wearing long pants, sneakers are also a backpack.Not forgetting to wear a jacket, the helmet and gloves were then gassed after saying goodbye to his mother's father.

Lala had arrived at the parking lot.She saw Riris was there then immediately approached her.

"Hey.. yesterday afternoon I looked for you in your room.But you're gone."

"I was taking care of something in the barn yesterday." Riris immediately pulled Lala's hand to pull over.

"Tell me what happened to you yesterday afternoon," Riris whispered in Lala's ear.

Lala staggering.

"Do you know?"

Riris just nodded.

"Know where?"

"From the riot group." Riris was still whispering in Lala's ear.

A riot group is a chat group consisting of all ordinary employees in Plaza Z, a, without the manager of each division.Or rather without the knowledge of their respective superiors.This group is unofficial and mostly only discusses gossip or rumors among employees.Lala is not included in this group because he includes superiors.Lala knows this group also because of Riris.

"So.. What happened?" Riris is still curious.

"How do they talk about me in the group?"

"Yes, they just said you were visited by three women.Their story is not so clear."

"I'll tell you later inside.We'd better get in before Adit comes." Lala whispered in Riris' ear.

They both giggled.It is predictable what happens if Adit comes.Lala certainly can not be with anyone other than with Adit.

Lala has begun to be busy with her work.It's almost 9 hours but Adit has not revealed the trunk of his nose.Typically he never absent to see Lala in his room either before starting work or after returning home from work.But this time he not at all seen in front of Lala.She also did not mind going out of town.

Until lunch time Adit still did not show himself in front of Lala.

Lala sent a message to Adit.

"*You want to have lunch together? I'm waiting for."

"First off.I still have a job*."

Lala shut her phone.

"Why him? It's not usually, '" Lala spoke to herself.

Maybe Lala was used to the presence of Adit beside her.She began to feel lost when she did not see Adit for a while.

Finally Lala had lunch with Riris.When in the cafeteria almost all eyes glanced at Lala secretly.Then they whispered behind Lala.But Lala tried not to ignore it all.She was still cool to enjoy eating afternoon with Riris.

Until the time to go home Adit still not visible at all.

"Did I look into his room? She why the hell?" inner Lala.

Lala decides to come to Adit in her room.Lala knocks on the door of Adit's room and then enters after hearing a voice from inside.

Adit did not pay attention to who came.He was daydreaming looking at the screen hpnya.She looks tangled like there is a problem.

"What are you busy doing?" lala's voice broke Adit's daydream.

He raised his head and saw who was in front of him, she was the girl who was always on his mind.Adit immediately stood up.The sea of his face was still flat as when he saw his phone earlier.Adit walked past Lala then grabbed the doorknob and locked it.Lala just saw what Adit did.

"Why locked?"

Adit was silent.He walked up to Lala then immediately hugged her.

"Are you really going to rape me?" asked Lala innocently.

Adit laughed inwardly, but the look on his face was still the same as before.

"The more days you make me more anxious.I keep missing you.How can I turn away from you?" inner Adit.

Adit was still silently silent.She still hugged Lala tightly as if she did not want to let go.Lala realized it seems Adit was indeed having a problem.She then returned Adit's embrace.

"Aren't you anything?"

"Let me hold you for a second."

Lala let Adit hug her.

"You can tell me."

"Other times.

Adit releases his embrace.He looks at Lala's face and wants to kiss her.Lala encourages Adit.

"So just ask permission to bend, do not ask permission for nyium.Don't look for opportunities!" Lala is a manyun.

Adit smiled now.He hugged Lala again.

"Until when are we gonna be like this?" whispers in Lala's ears.

Lala was silent.She herself did not know the answer.