MAN_KU
The End of Our Story (Thank you).
Two years passed....
"Yey!! We graduated too." Cheers are happy my friends when opening the graduation letter from the homeroom.
"Eventually the struggle to stay up every night has paid off." Amrul said with a crying expression.
"Ho'oh, my eyes spit out every morning. Look at my eye bags" said Toni.
"Such a mummy." Ejek Shova invited another laugh.
"Btw guys, where are you going?" I asked while putting my graduation letter in the bag.
"Just have one more school we, don't want to disperse." Linda said to Gandhis.
"Yes."
"You guys?" I stared at Toni, Vian, Amrul, and Nice.
"Either." Answer to the four compact.
I nodded my head, and then I stared one at a time at my best friend's face. Seeing their smiles and laughter makes me happy. It felt as if the tight load on the chest was just gone.
All this time I have been trying to let go of her, and now I can slowly live my day well until now.
"Tha, we're making a big thank you for our graduation." Toni excited.
Yeah, my friendship with Toni stayed together despite everything that happened. I realized, Toni was innocent in this because she was just running Bayu's request back then. But I also thank him, because in the end I want to be honest with him.
What about Om Danu?
I never blamed him either, because I knew as a parent he was more beaten and depressed than I was. Because there is nothing in this world, parents who are happy with their family's personal life are known to others.
And for my parents, I don't want to judge them either. Because I understand as a child I know that no parent wants his daughter to fall.
"May thanksgiving at whose house?" I asked him to look at the others alternately.
"Gandhis is it" replied Amrul.
"Tuh tuh, Gandhis house is big yard is not enough to make the fires also ntar" said Vian agreed to the proposal Amrul.
"Okey to my house. But when?" now it was Gandhis turn, the hostess who asked.
"Sunday is a holiday." Linda said in Shova's agreement.
"We go along," said Vian and then thumbs up by Bagus.
"Wokeh deal huh?" I made sure again to my friends.
"Deal!!" answer all at once.
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I stared at the High School Memories from outside the gate, many memories going on in that school. And I'm pretty grateful to be able to feel that. Many sweet and bitter things have happened in those days. To be sure, enough things I'll miss for the rest of my life.
"Bang, the memories with you I'll never forget. Thank you for being present in my lonely life at that time. Thanks to you, my bleak day is full of color at last. And with you, I've become more able to laugh freely without burden because of solitude." I murmured while staring at every corner of the school.
"Your warmth is able to melt the ice of my heart. Your gentle attitude makes the cold in my ego melt away your sincere love. Even if it is over now, everything will still be neatly stored in my heart. Your presence will never change, bang. Thank you for everything we've been through, I love you bang. I love you, I'll see you again somewhere else where we'll unite." I then grabbed my bike.
"I'm good-bye, bang." I said.
'In the end...
The pain, I take it too
To any extent I tried to run
No matter how hard I try to avoid
Wounds can still find my whereabouts
Sometimes, though,
I hid in the dark
Lelap in lonely nights
Shut yourself out of the crowd
Hope the heart will not be rasain
Where only pain is raining
Da... His wound...
I was too afraid to face the truth
If I wasn't a strong man
To be able to survive
I was so cowardly to admit
If I wasn't the one who could get through
All that is present in the heart'
A smile graced my lips, neither regret nor resentment in my heart. All are the most beautiful gifts that have happened in my life. I was happy to have been in that position, with that I became more mature in the face of everything. Then I took my bike to the end of the road and pedaled it slowly. It is time for me to bring my hopes and dreams back to the top.
'I prayed to God**
Ask him to bring her back
Even in a different version
But I realized, though,
Because what?
God will never bring the same person
Where that person will eventually also go
In the same way
All this time, I've been standing in place
Not because I couldn't step
But I'm scared, though,
When I put one foot forward
It was there that the pit of pain awaited my presence
I was so naive, though,
Thinking everything is too complicated
But I do know
Not everything is difficult
Will give you worry
But again, again,
Fear seems to be a shadow
In every step'
My gaze turned towards the sky bright enough, again I smiled feeling her warmth hit my face. It was as if the sky had accompanied my fragile footsteps to become strong again.
'I always wondered
Why did God never
Give me a sense of happiness?
Because God knows,
My happiness has long since died
My heart has long since died
By a disappointment that came crashing
Maybe there is no happiness for me
But I'm sure, though,
God will not spare me alone
God will continue to embrace me
In the solitude of my heart
And I'm sure...
God has prepared a surprise for me
Where will the happy smile be etched into my lips
Without being erased again by a grief
I believe that...'
I slowly turned my eyes forward along the road that was quite quiet at this time. When alone this is what I like, quiet without the noise of the crowd.
Never once did I blame fate for what happened to me, because I knew every human being had their own way of life. Both joy and sorrow, the creator has outlined it.
'God, 'God,
Thank you for all the feelings you have for me
Thank you for all the lessons you have taught me
This way I realize,
If all things do not have to be in our liking
Not everything has to go as we hope
Each has their own portion
And I hope, though,
A little tucked into flavor for me later on
I believe in your plan, Lord...'
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EXPIRE
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