MAN_KU

Everything Turned Into a Nightmare.

To this day I still don't understand everything that's happening. Every moment changes without a sure thing. Want to scream loudly in a scream but the heart seems reluctant to let out all the pent-up tightness.

Once again fate toyed with me, tested my mental patience. Scrape away all hope of longing, bury all wishful thinking to meet. Tragically...

At that time I was standing in front of the fence of Bayu's house, I saw there was no light just darkness in the house. The atmosphere seems quiet, the condition of the yard is dirty because dust and dry leaves are scattered indicates the master has no house, more precisely never existed.

My feet froze in place, my tears just dripping. Why God? Why would you come up with a hope if in the end you just get disappointed?

For almost two hours I waited in front of Bayu's house and finally I gave up. I chose to leave, to stop any uncertain hope. Where I never knew when that hope would come true.

'God, maybe I'm not a perfect man. But is it wrong? If I fall in love at the end of my life. Why God? Why do you bring a sense of love if in the end you are disappointed. God's pain, my heart hurts... Why is this like his wound?'

My tears just broke, no matter how many people were watching me. All I know is, let go of all the tight weights in my chest with my cries.

Arriving home, I immediately headed into the room continuing my crying actions. It was so painful that I could not speak myself. But enough to stab his sharp chest the wound.

"Gue hates elo Bay, I hate elo, so hate loe. This is the last time I'm looking for elo, this is the last time I'm going to like you. And I wish this was the last time I'd inget elo in my life." I muttered behind a pillow.

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A loud noise was heard all over the school, all as if they could not believe what they had heard from many teachers about Bayu. The exemplary student of Memories High School, as well as the proud student of the school teachers.

All the students were busy talking about the news that was circulating that afternoon. I who do not really understand and want to know, just let it go without asking anything.

In every hallway to the classroom, I heard almost all the students were busy gossiping.

Once in class, my friends came closer and hugged me tightly in turn. I was quite amazed, until Shova finally said everything. At that moment, my world was destroyed in an instant. Everything turned into a nightmare overnight.

"Prophey Tha, we just heard the news from the teachers. We do not expect that Bayu had an accident when he left for school. And, and... Her... Died at Tha's." Shova crying sobbing.

My eyes were blank for a moment, as if time had stopped spinning. My tears just flowed down my cheeks. There were no words spoken in my mouth, only a slow sobbing sound was heard.

Shova, Linda, Gandhis, are still crying while hugging me. While Toni, Vian, Amrul and Bagus looked at each other in turn, they were also confused as to how.

"Hiks, hyx, hyx..." I can't hold my tears in silence anymore. Now that it broke the defenses in my body, my legs were not even able to support me until I slumped down onto the floor of my classroom.

Suddenly it makes my friends surprised not to forget some other students who some are in the classroom.

"Tha," said they all in unison,

My ears are deaf and don't want to hear anymore. My memory goes back to last night, where I said in my despair and disappointment to Bayu.

'Gue hates elo Bay, I hate elo, so hate loe. This is the last time I'm looking for elo, this is the last time I'm going to like you. And I hope this is the last time I inget elo in my life.'

My tears broke considering what I said last night, wanting to feel like I pulled that whole sentence.

I got up and ran away from school without saying anything. Of course my friends were surprised and then came after me.

As people lost control, I ran towards Bayu's house. No matter how tired my feet are, no matter the pain in my feet. All I want right now is to see Bayu, even for the last time.

"Tha, wait don't run." Strangled Gandhis from behind me.

"Tha," Shova cried in a hoarse voice but still ran after me.

"It's so bad nie's her runaway son." Linda was upset.

"You know," said Gandhis who began to frenzy because he ran with his body slightly filled.

While Toni, Vian, Amrul and Bagus take care of our license which does not take lessons to BK teachers. Then just follow to the place Bayu.

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My feet trembled as I stared at Bayu's house, which had been emblazoned with a yellow flag in his yard. From far away I saw Abah, Umi' and Dila being there helping to greet the mourners.

My eyes turned towards Om Danu, he was crying next to Bayu's body. Slowly my footsteps approached, still without sound there were only teardrops that continued to flow without even stopping.

'Wood....

Slowly my feet up the stairs of the terrace of Bayu house, look Abah and Umi' surprised to see my arrival. "Fytha" said the two at the same time.

Abah approached me, then I hugged her body tightly while pouring all the pain in my heart in the form of a cry. Abah continued to rub my shoulder in his arms. Trying to calm and heal my heart.

"Prophe, son," Abah murmured in my ear, adding to my sobbing.

"Bah wood," I said.

"He's calm, please...

"Come in, meet Om Danu. Then look at Bayu for the last time, remember son if you should be able to sincerely take it off so that the way will be facilitated later." my advice.

Without answering Abah's question, I let go of my embrace and walked towards Om Danu. While my friends have been sitting sweetly with other mourners sitting on the porch of the house.

"Om," I said to Om Danu at close range, when Om Danu raised his head to look at me.

"That..." I bumped into Om Danu's body, crying as much as possible in the arms of Bayu's Papa.

"Wood Om.." I muttered.

"Om know, yes. Ikhlaskan son, Bayu now must be happy to have gathered with his mother." said Om Danu stroked my back.

"How did this happen, Om?" ask me after taking off my embrace.

"The story is long, Om will tell you later. Soon, Bayu will be buried soon, son."

I nodded in understanding, then turned to approach Bayu. I kissed her forehead, I rubbed her cold, stiff cheeks.I approached her ears, then whispered the word she always wanted to hear first.

"I love you, Brother. In the end I lost, I fell in love with you. I love you my Bayu. I love you, be happy, baby."

Once again I kissed Bayu's forehead, then...

Bruck!!!