MAN_KU

Toni Confession.

Toni could not close her eyes, guilt seemed to be looming in her mind. Until Toni thinks that Fytha also has the right to know about the actual condition of Bayu. Although it could be said if he said it too late, at least it would reduce the burden of his mind from the tangled threads in his brain.

Now Toni is sitting restlessly in the living room, apparently squeezing both hands repeatedly to reduce his nervousness.

"For a long time this brat's shower, don't know I'm trembling anymore ya see bokapnya from earlier." Toni grumbled in her heart but only showed her smile when Abah's gaze met her.

Taps... Taps...

Seeing me coming down the stairs, Toni breathed a sigh of relief. While I who saw Toni behaving like that only raised my eyebrows. I saw in front of Toni that Abah was sitting with her.

Hehehe, now I know why my best friend put on such a face. Apparently there was a black dragon sitting on the sofa accompanying him.

"Woy, tumbens?" I asked and then sat on the single sofa next to Abah.

"There's a need for Tha," Toni replied.

"Eh why?" My amazement.

"Emm, I..." Toni hesitated as she glanced towards Abah.

Understanding if there was any serious talk, Abah chose to go inside leaving me and Toni in the living room.

"Go in, you guys talk." Abah said and left.

After Abah went inside, I saw Toni sighing in relief. I saw him just chuckling.

"So? What's the need?" Ask again.

"Gue... Be honest with you Tha." Toni's answer made me frown. Honestly what? Wh why? What's the matter exactly?.

"You mean?"

"Wood."

One name can make me silent for a moment, he said about Bayu? What happened to Bayu before?.

"Why is Bayu the same?" I tried to hold back my crying so as not to shed.

Toni took a box next to her, and gave it to me. Again, I frowned, I,

"This what?"

"Open up Tha" said Bayu.

I opened the box with high curiosity, for some reason it made my heart skip a beat.

The deg!!

'My inner 'Diary Bayu' by covering my mouth using one hand.

**flashback on**

"I have something for you." I said.

"What's? Don't make you curious bee." Say Bayu.

"No!!, I bought this diary a pair of books. One for me, one for brother." I gave the diary to Bayu.

At first Bayu frowned, maybe Bayu thought it was still the age of diary books.

"What's it doing?"

"Make Abang write, I want you to write all the most beautiful things that you experience in this book. Later if the last page of this diary is finished, we inquire the book and we can know each other how we feel." My word.

"Without Abang wrote, all the beauty is only there when with you. And without us having to tukeran, we'd be able to feel our feelings for each other." Sayu then hugged my body tightly.

**flashback off**

"Gue wants to say the same to Loe Tha, I should have told you elo first. But Bayu denied me at that time and also I have already promised to hide from elo." Toni told me back.

"What are you hiding from me, and why is this book on elo." I stared intently at Toni while wiping away my rough tears.

"Gue knows elo will be very angry with me, and I will accept that because basically I also participate in hiding everything. But... I hope you'll understand and this won't ruin our friendship, Tha." Said Toni but I just fell silent without responding.

Finally, Toni recounted the beginning of her meeting with Bayu while in the hospital, where Toni intended to take the results of her grandmother's check-up was actually surprised by what happened to Bayu.

Everything Toni told me without anything covered up, so I could not hold back my tears. It all seemed to be a big blow to my heart. Pain, pain but not bleeding just feels so tight.

"Too about the diary book, Bayu who nitipin to me at that time. Elo inget time during the day I go to the house elo make anter chat water?" I nodded my head.

"That moment...

The flashback

Toni is helping her brother clean the copy shop. If every teenager spends the week to go to play, Toni prefers to help her brother keep the store.

While being engrossed in packing the paint, there was a sound of knocking someone from outside. Toni hears him out because Toni thinks he's a customer. But once outside, Toni was quite surprised to see Bayu in a wheelchair assisted by Om Danu to push him.

"Elo Bay, I thought the customer was. Come on in, let's Om." Invite Toni, but Om Danu refused because he did not want to interfere with his son's conversation. Then Om Danu returned to the car after handing Bayu to Toni.

"Elo's healthy?" Tanya Toni while giving a glass of water to Bayu.

"Gue is healthy," Bayu replied a little hoarsely.

"Loe's face shoots really Bay, really no papa?" Toni asked once more to be sure, but Bayu just nodded his head.

"Gue wants to nitip something into Elo Ton," Bayu said.

"Nitip what? Nitip love?" Canda Toni makes Bayu chuckle instantly.

"No, this." Bayu gave a box that read 'To My Love, Fytha'.

"Please love her later, yes, this is a surprise gift for her after we meet later." Continue Bayu.

"Why don't you love yourself? I'll meet you too." Toni looked in wonder at Bayu.

Bayu just smiled and shook his head, "Gue wants to love it as a surprise for him."

"It's so complicated, okay I helped. When did you get into school?" Tanya Toni then went to keep Bayu's seat on her into the bag.

"Tomorrow I'll go to school."

"Eh, really? Fytha will surely be very happy with it." Toni.

"Yes, but don't tell Fytha if I'm here and tell her I'm going to school tomorrow but you said you got info from someone else. I want to make tomorrow my special meeting and her later."

"Wokeh is safe." Toni gave her thumbs up.

Flashback off

"Gue never knew if the contents of the diary book, because I never opened the contents of the box Tha." Toni said it ended the story.

"But why did Om Danu never tell me that Bayu had been sick all this time? Why is everyone shutting up from me? I am a fool who knows nothing about the people I love. You bad guys know, YOU'RE EVIL JUST LIKE ME. I HATE YOU GUYS!!" Shouting hysterically.

Abah and Umi' ran in a hurry when they heard my screams from the living room. Abah and Umi' are afraid that I'm back hysterical and out of control.

"Tha, at that time I promised Bayu to hide everything. But now I prefer to tell you elo, because I think you also deserve to know." Toni tried to give me understanding, but it was all in vain because I didn't care anymore. Bayu is gone forever.

"YOU ARE EVIL WITH ME, YOU HAVE MY HEART. I HATE YOU GUYS, I HATE YOU. AAARRGGGHHHH.." I got hysterical, then grabbed the vase on the table and slammed it on the floor.

Abah and Umi' who had just arrived in the living room were shocked to see the shards of vases under my feet. So did Toni, who was so shocked to see me go berserk and slam a table vase in front of her.

Slowly Abah approached me and hugged me tightly, calming me down in tears. Umi' is seen dragging Toni out and telling her to go home. After telling me about my current situation, Toni finally understood and said goodbye to Umi' after apologizing for this incident.