Lying (Loving In Sepi)

Refusal

Early in the morning after the dawn prayer, Nabila was already struggling in the kitchen to cook. Nabila will make breakfast for her husband. Nabila thought it was possible that later Nadeo would melt his heart to him, and open the door of opportunity for him. A rock so hard can be eroded by water, let alone a human heart.

Yesterday Nabila had asked Ms. Ningrat about any favorite food Nadeo. simple course, fried rice, dimsum, and rendang. For early in the morning, the taste of rice horeng is more suitable to enter the stomach. Finally Nabila chose to make fried rice for the morning menu today.

After finishing cooking and served at the table, Nabila saw her husband was neat with a white shirt and also a white coat identical to the hospital. Maybe today Nadeo has a schedule in the hospital. Nabila approached the husband who had just come out of the room and was about to leave.

"Mas, breakfast is yuk?" Invite Nabila spirit accompanied by a smile.

"I have breakfast outside." Sahut Nadeo cute and flat. He continued walking, Nabila followed from behind.

"I made Mas loh's favorite fried rice! Mas Mas said he likes fried rice." Say soft Nabila.

There's no answer.

"Take it first, Mas, a little bit, I'm tired already masakinnya." Pinta Nabila was a bit whining.

"Who told you to cook?"

"Euhmm.., but-"

"When I told you not to take care of me, including my meal!" Press Nadeo.

"But I'm cooking. If not, just drink warm milk?" Tawar Nabila holding Nadeo's arm.

Nadeo pulled his arm roughly. "Please Nabila don't ever touch me before I'm being rude to you!" Snapped Nadeo and left.

Nabila sat on the floor with tears running down her cheeks. His efforts are not appreciated.

"I have to what? let you see me, I love you!" Shouted Nabila.

No one hears, only emptiness. Nadeo has left, Nadeo is really determined to make nabila away from him.

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"Will you leave, will you?" Tanya Nabila when she saw her husband was neat in the morning.

"Yes!" Nadeo ketus.

Nabila reached out her hand to greet her husband, but Nadeo only glanced at the pure white hand and ignored it. Nadeo left his wife who was still standing in the doorway.

Nabila constantly trying to find Nadeo's attention, and still trying to take care of it even though Nabila get rejected many times and also ignored.

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Six months have passed. But Nabila has not yet been able to take Nadeo's heart. Nadeo's attitude to him was still cold, and seemed rude when Nabila wanted to interact.

Six months of living together in this house.this is the first time Nadeo and Nabila have breakfast together.The rest if you go home to Bu Ningrat, it was only limited to acting.

"There's something I want to talk to you about!" Nadeo opened the conversation.

"What is mas?" ask nabila

"I'm going to marry my boyfriend." Nadeo flat.

DUARS!!!!

It feels like something is exploding inside Nabila. Like his heart is no longer functioning properly. It felt like his heart was breaking into pieces.

What Nadeo said was too painful. Ignored only pain especially if combined. Although they are at home like strangers, but Nabila hopes his feelings will be reciprocated someday. But if this is the case, extinct already hope Nabila to be able to get the heart of Nadeo.

Wait, did Nadeo ask permission from Nabila or just a telling expression? More precisely just a notification.

"Mas isn't asking for permission anymore, is he? I don't have to answer, do I? I'm either permitted or not Mas will still marry that woman."

"It's good that you are aware of your current position. And I also want to tell you, after marriage she will stay here, please be nice with her. I will keep supporting you as usual, nothing will change except her presence." Nadeo Bright.

"Then Mama?"

"Just want me to say, please keep my second marriage a secret, at least until my wife gets pregnant later."

My wife! A word that Nadeo never said to Nabila. But maybe Nadeo mentioned the word my wife to another woman who is not even legal to be his wife. A newly planned woman to marry.

"I want to be honest with you, Nabila. I won't claim my rights as a husband to you at any time. I don't want to ruin you, at least when I let you go, you can easily find my replacement. And I won't forbid you to be close to any man." Nadeo.

With the heart of Nadeo can say that one day will leave Nabila. Little did not cross Nabila's mind to separate from Nadeo. There is not the slightest chance given by Nadeo to Nabila to be his rightful wife.

"Here I have no right to refuse, do you?"

Nadeo nodded without thinking about how hurt Nabila was. " I don't want to restrain you with this stupid marriage, I'm freeing you to look for a man that you yourself are comfortable with. I will not interfere in your affairs and I reiterate that I do not forbid you to be close to anyone."

"i just need you mas" Inner Nabila.

Nabila. Maybe this time he had to retreat, Nabila lost. Nadeo's heart is too hard, it can't be conquered. Nabila gave up following whatever Nadeo wanted. Nabila can't refuse either, right? Yes, just live how it is until the specified time.

It turns out that six months during this time, can not also make the heart of a Nadeo melt. The attention that Nabila tried to give was not able to make Nadeo's feelings soften.

Nadeo got up from the dinner table and left Nabila with all the pain Nadeo inflicted. Tears bore witness to how cruel and painful the wounds Nadeo had inflicted on him.