Lying (Loving In Sepi)

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Two weeks have passed, since Ms. Ningrat died. Bu Ningrat's house was also deserted after the seventh day. Brothers who return to their villages. Just like Pakde and Bude. Mareka immediately came to Jakarta as soon as she got the news that Ms. Ningrat audah did not.And on the eighth day they returned to the village.

For the time being, Ines will move to Bu Ningrat's residence, so that Icha is not alone in the House. It's not good if the gafis live alone at home.

Nadeo sat pensively in front of the House. He sat on the porch floor. Nadeo thought, It feels like lately he has always been left behind. Starting from the first he lost his son. Continued with Raya who left him. And recently her mother left her.

Nadeo rubbed his hair in frustration. It doesn't feel like he's going through everything himself.

In the doorway, Nabila continued to interpret her husband. He looked like he was looking at the sad Nadeo. Should he approach her? Finally after weighing for a moment, Nabila approached her husband and sat down next to him.

"Mas.., lest he be sad." Say Nabila softly and rub Nadeo's back.

Nabila seemed unable to see the state of Nadeo. Ditanbah Nadeo is very thin. Like a body without life. Dead dong. Ah, just the picture is like that. The man is alive, but his soul is not there.

Although Nadeo used to be rude and cold to him, but Nabila could not bear to see Nadeo at a time like this.

"Why did everyone leave me?" Ratap Nadeo's.

Did Nadeo suffer that much?

"Why? Why Bil?" Ask Nadeo in frustration.

Nabila rubbed Nadeo's back as proof of her sympathy.

"There is not a single immortal in this world. Everything is the destiny and will of God. The fallen leaves are written there, when they grow, when they fall. Our job is to do good, to improve ourselves. Whatever we do in this world, we will be responsible in the final chapter. Not me, Mom, or anyone else. Everything will go." Suddenly Nabila became Mamah Dedeh.

"Bill...?" Call Nadeo soft. Now his eyes were staring at Nabila.

Nabila turned until netra mareka met. Can Nabila feel the sadness that emanated from Netra Nadeo.

"Yes, it's." Sahut Nabila soft.

Without waiting for Nabila's next speech, Nadeo immediately hugged his little wife. Nabila was shocked, but he let it go. Nabila replied to Nadeo's embrace.

"Pleas..., don't stay with me?" Nadeo Briefcase.

The deg!!

Why did Nadeo say that? Does he have any inkling that he will stay in Nabila? It was as if Nadeo knew that Nabila would also leave him. Moreover, Nadeo's words were rubbed off a mouthful. Is Nadeo crying? Yep. Nadeo was crying in Nabila's arms. Nadeo's defense collapsed, he turned into a crybaby man.

"You promised Mama you wouldn't leave me. I hope you keep your promise Bil."

Ah.., Nabila remembered when she visited Bu Ningrat that afternoon. Before that night, Ms. Ningrat was gone forever. Ms. Ningrat requested that Nadeo not leave her, and she was also asked not to leave Nadeo. And Nabila promised at that time. Now, is Nadeo charging that promise?

"Why silence Bil? Do you want to leave me too?" Nadeo asked after letting go of his embrace to Nabila.

Should he answer yes? Ah this is not the right time to think about that. But he used to have that intention.

Nadeo stared fixedly at Nabila, looking for an answer to the woman. But somehow from the look on Nabila's face as if saying 'yes'. 'Yes' Will leave Nadeo.

Ah, that wasn't the answer Nadeo wanted. Why is it so hard to answer the question.

"Mas, we eat. I've been cooking."

Nabila woke up and pulled Nadeo's arm to enter immediately. Nadeo's heart became alarmed, he became afraid that Nabila would really leave him.

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Nabila rummaged through the contents of the drawer to find a flash that as he remembered he put in the drawer. But suddenly he saw a folded paper.He became curious, what paper is it? As Nabila remembered he did not put any paper on here. When I took the paper.

"What paper is this?"

When I opened the paper. *Letter?

Nabila.

This bill mbak Raya. Earlier I wanted to apologize to you. I'm sorry that you've slipped into your life. Ma'am comes into your household. Bother you. You should not have received a proposal from Mas Nadeo. Mama should have refused. But by not knowing himself Mbak received a proposal Mas Nadeo. Stupid mama, bad mama. You can be angry with Mommy Bil. Ma'am is a mean and selfish woman. By the way, I don't think about your feelings. Even though we are both women, you should know how you feel. Again, I'm sorry, Bill. By not knowing the shame Mbak want to say Mbak return Mas Nadeo to you Bil. Now you realize, that Mas Nadeo loves you very much Bil. I'm sure you can be happy with Mas Nadeo. Don't leave him Bil. Go to Bil. Think of the few years that yesterday it was the selfishness of Mbak, who wanted to be with Mas Nadeo. Actually the barren Bil. Ma'am can't give offspring to Mas Nadeo. And I'm sure you can give it all to Mas Nadeo. I hope you don't leave him, Bil?

Love you Nabila's.

Take care of Mas Nadeo*?

Nabila returned to the letter. He does not understand the way of the mind. Why did he marry Nadeo and leave Nadeo? Why did he take Nadeo from her and throw her away, and with the tag he returned Nadeo to her.

Did Raya not think about her feelings? He cannot love a man who has closed his heart. Nabila deserves to be happy with others. Why did Raya force him to be with Nadeo again.

And anyway, why should he listen to Raya. Doesn't he have the right to determine his life. Why can't he be selfish after what he's been through all this time.

Disappointed. Do people around you never care about your feelings? Why is he always a substitute?

"Nobody wants to understand how I feel." Lirih Nabila's.

Nabila tore the letter in his hand, until no longer shaped. He threw away the origin of the paper. Then take the HP above the nightstand and press the green application, find someone's number.

"Hello Bil?"

"I'd like to see you, would you?"

"It can. can be so."

"It's not really busy, is it?"

"Now dong. I'm never busy meeting you."

"Ok Mas, I'm sharelock huh?"

"Sip!!"