Lying (Loving In Sepi)

Struggling

Nadeo's face was filled with bluish bruises. Pakde kept hitting Nadeo nonstop. Occasionally he comes out. He also hugged Nadeo. But Nadeo didn't reply.

"Pakde, it's Pakde!" Nabila holding Pakde's arm held back tears.

Indeed, Nabila could not bear to see Nadeo who had been battered by Pakde. Nadeo was evil, but he could not bear to see the helpless Nadeo. Moreover, the man did not reply Pakde at all.

"Already sir, kasian Nadeo his face is so blue." Bude, who was initially indifferent, now also did not have the heart to see the state of Nadeo.

"Liar Ma'am! This is not comparable to what he has done to Nabila. He treated Nabila like an animal, you can't take it."

"Sorry sirde, I'm sorry."

Nadeo was still kneeling in front of Pakde. And Plaque!!! One hard slap back landed on Nadeo's cheek.

"Pakde!" Shouted Nabila.

Pakde who was already like a doormat, beat Nadeo mercilessly. Nadeo scooped Pakde's feet, begging for mercy. While Pakde pushed him upset, until Nadeo again fell on the floor.

"Don't touch me. I do not want to be touched by your unclean hands. I have misjudged you all along. I think Nabila is in good hands, apparently you ruined his life. How dare you ruin his life. From my childhood, I grew up like a child. I gave him an education. But you came to destroy him, why? Why should Nabila? Is she wrong with you? If you don't like her, don't marry her." At the end of the sentence, Pakde became melancholic.

Pakde ingib threw another blow at Nadeo, quickly Nabila hugged Nadeo. And Pakde's hand only stopped in mid-air.

"Don't Pakde! If so, enough!!"

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"Why do you use after me all?" Tanya Nabila. His hand teeus treated the wound on Nadeo's face, as a result of Pakde's actions.

Nadeo's face was battered, and Nabila compressed it with ice water. Hope this helps a little.

"I want proof that I really love you. I'm..."

I was so lazy to hear that answer.

"Udah deh Mas, anyways soon we're officially divorced."

Now Nabila began to apply the ointment on the corner of Nadeo's lips that looked slightly broken.

"Repile..." Nadeo held onto Nabila's soft hand. "Can we not, if we don't separate?"

Mareka's views meet. There was great hope in Nadeo's eyes. But not to Nabila.

"Mas! Ma'am! Come on, have dinner." Soegi databg screamed a little, then he went back to the dining table.

"Yes. Yuk Mas's?"

"But?" Nadeo was a little hesitant. The reason was Pakde testing his jotos.

"Silent. Although Pakde was angry, it does not mean he was starving Mas."

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After yesterday Pakde hit Nadeo like a possessed man. Today he behaved as usual. Perhaps too emotional, Pakde lost control.

Following Bude's advice, finally after dinner Pakde invited Nadeo to have a serious chat behind the house. There is a bench that became Pakde favorite place to copy.

Pakde and Nadeo sat on a bench with a table between them. The scenery is Pakde ornamental fish pond, and also some flower plants owned by his wife.

"Why did you come here again?" Tanya Pakde started the conversation

Silent. Quiescent.

"I'd like to apologize, sir." Finally Nadeo's voice came out as well.

He was also afraid to say sorry. But he has to be gentle to do it. Because he did this mess, he also had to solve it.

Quickly. Pakde deserves to question everything. He has full rights over Nabila.

"After Nabila left. I just really started to realize, it turns out that all this time I really loved Nabila Pakde."

Be honest. It was an honest answer from Nadeo's heart. He was not mistaken with his feelings. He really loves Nabila.

"Why are you in the hospital crying? You act as if you love Nabila very much. Was that part of your drama?"

Nadeo. Nah! That's sincere. Maybe he also does not know when he certainly loves Nabila, but when he lost Nabila, he really messed up.

"At that time I was really afraid of losing Nabila Pakde. Maybe I was not fully aware that Nabila had made it into my heart." Answer Nadeo.

"I could swear at that moment I was really afraid he wouldn't wake up again. I realized back then, I had a lot wrong with him. He suffered with me all along. And how I felt so guilty, Nabila never once said bad in front of Mama until Mama closed her eyes. I don't care if I'm late or not. But I really want to fight."

Pakde sipped his coffee. Then he breathed slowly.

"Pakde is very disappointed with you."

"I know Pakde."

"But Pakde also realized, if you do not love Nabila, there is no way you will follow him here. Moreover, you also did not retaliate when Pakde hit you. Why don't you fight back? Akhh.. See your face is still blue-hurry."

Nadeo smiled. "The pain that I received, is not worth the heartache that Pakde, Bude received. And Nabila.., he's the sickest." At the end Nadeo smiled bitterly given his stupidity.

"Do you really want to change?"

Nadeo nodded quickly. "I am whatever. Whatever Pakde asked me to do, I did."

"Pakde can't say many things. You are an adult, and so is Nabila. All decisions are in the hands of both of you. Pakde's just hoping, you don't hurt him."

"So, I got an ijo lamp?" There was a twinkle in Nadeo's eyes.

"All the decisions are in Nabila's hands. Pakde did not want to interfere in his future. Let him choose the best for him. "

"But, Pakde gave me my blessing right?"

"Resident?" Pakde frowned.

"Restu to pursue Nabila's love again."

"All men who want to pursue love Nabila I give my blessing. The final choice is in the hands of Nabila. So, if you really want to go back to Nabila, show her that you really love her."

"Wait on! Pakde said all men?"

Pakde.

"So there's someone else besides me?"

"Pakde didn't say that. But if you think so, please!"

Nadeo thought. Are there other men who also pursue Nabila's love? Don't-don't...

Ah..no! That can't happen.

"Deus!" Call Pakde.

"Yes Pakde?"

"Where are you? Ready not to do all that."

"Riap Pakde's. I will do my best. And for sure I promise I won't miss Pakde."

Nadeo smiled with satisfaction. At least Pakde didn't stop him. And he managed to convince Pakde. Stay only when.