Lying (Loving In Sepi)

Worrying

"Cin, are you looking at Nabila? I'm worried about him!" Lirih Egy is not excited.

"Yes, I'll be there in the afternoon." Answer Cinthya.

Egy got word that Nabila was hospitalized. Nabila had a miscarriage. Egy doesn't know whether to be happy or worried? It seems that the second option is more correct.

Egy will be more worried about Nabila's state, rather than thinking about pleasure. If asked why should I be happy? The answer is if Nabila miscarried then Egy is likely to get a chance from Nabila. Didn't she survive with Nadeo because of her pregnancy?

Selfishness sounds like it. But which is more selfish? Nadeo or Egy? I don't think you need to answer, you know the answer, right?

"I really want to see him. But things are not possible." Fizz Egy. "I don't want to trouble Nabila either."

Egy and Nabila's relationship is like a tangled thread. There's no clarity. The last time they spoke was when Egy begged Nabila to stay by his side, but Nabila was reluctant. After that hubunhan mareka back away, Nabila and Egy back to being formal. Although secretly Egy always pay attention to Nabila. Even when Nadeo escorted and picked up Nabila, Egy always watched from a distance.

"Mass?" Call Cinthya when she finds her cousin's brother daydreaming standing in front of the balcony.

Egy turned towards Cinthya. "???"

"Don't gini dong Mas! I'm sure Nabila's okay."

Cinthya can see the worried look from Egy's face. Egy also looks unkempt, his body also looks thinner. Maybe Nabila has taken his mind.

"Couldn't I still expect Nabila?"

"Mas, wait Nabila really recovered first huh? I'm sure he's still traumatized, and he needs some time to calm his mind. Mas Egy don't be rash." Cinthya Suggestion. "Fear Nabila thinks Mas is selfish, just thinking about his own feelings "

Yes really! Cinthya's words have a point. He cannot be rash in taking steps. Misstep, he could lose Nabila forever.

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Cinthya reached the room Nabila. Seeing Cinthya coming, Nadeo entrusts Nabila to her. He was allowed to go home for a while to just take a shower and change his clothes.

"Where is he?" Ask Cinthya.

"Good and light." Answer Nabila in his bed.

"Alhamdulillah. But sorry, huh? I just got here now!"

"Sir papa, you've just come, I'm so happy!"

"Oh, the effect is I'm a bad friend huh? I don't exist when you're like this."

"But to be honest, I don't know you fell down the stairs, she said of Mas egy yesterday." Cinthya. "She's worried about you. He told me to hurry and look at you, so that I could know how you are."

Instantly the smile on Nabila's lips faded. Nabila's heart becomes melancholic hearing Egy's name. It turned out that the man was still thinking about it after what he had done to Egy.

After a long time in his mind, Nabila then smiled thinly.

"Sampein greetings to Mas Egy, huh Cin? Tell me I'm okay. I'll go straight to work once I'm out of the hospital."

"Yes, I'll be there." Cinthya.

It does not feel good to talk about men when the state of Nabila like this. Cinthya shifted the subject. "O yeah, how does it feel after curettage?"

"Decent dizziness! Sometimes nausea and vomiting, too. Tapu is no longer. Whether it's actually because of curettage or indeed my stomach acid again relapses."

"Thank God, what's important is that you're better now."

Unintentionally Nabila's heart turned sad. Given how she lost her baby.

"It feels strange loh Cin, just yesterday-yesterday it feels like he's moving in my stomach. But now he doesn't exist. Maybe it's a punishment for me Cin, because I didn't want him at first."

Bitterer.

"No! It is his destiny like this. Stop beating yourself up." Cinthya tries to encourage.

"Sometimes I feel homesick with a pulse in my stomach. I don't even know if he's a boy or a girl. Like me or not."

Pause.

"I'm a careless woman. Just keeping him in my stomach, I can't. I can't be in andelin."

"Don't say that again. It's an accident."

Cinthya rubbed Nabila's hand. Hope Nabila is a little calm.

"No! If I wasn't careful, nothing would happen."

"Take it good Bil. do not be too late in sadness, you also need time to calm your mind.