Lying (Loving In Sepi)

Depressions

"Why did everyone leave me?"

PRANGS!!!

The scream was accompanied by a broken item. I don't know what it is. Nabila was only able to hear the voice, without daring to look for her. He heard the voice so clearly, for he was on the stairs.

The origin of the sound was from Nadeo's room. It seems Nadeo is on a rampage.

"Gak Raya, not Mama, everybody left me!"

There was another frustrated cry from Nadeo. Is Nadeo really fucked up? Last night Nadeo and Nabila decided to separate. Did that farewell also make Nadeo feel bad? Ah Nabila became sorry and felt guilty, he should not have done so soon.

Nabila was still standing on the stairs, he did not dare to approach Nadeo. But his heart said it was eager to see the man's condition.

Nabila weighed his mind again. Does he have to go into Nadeo's room? Or pretend not to know? Ah, the second option sounds so cruel, it's like he never cared about Nadeo. They have been living under one roof for years.

Initially, Nabila just work. He was a little late home indeed today, and when he reached the stairs he heard the voice of Nadro screaming and rampaging himself.

Finally after Nabila considered it is better he approached Nadeo who was down. It was possible that his arrival could make Nadeo a little calm. However, all this time Nadeo had been good to him, financing his lectures, giving monthly money with a large amount. And there's only one that Nadeo didn't give her. Love's.

Nabila pushed open the door of Nadeo's room, looking as Nadeo sat on the floor in frustration. Glass is everywhere too. Also Nadeo's state of complete chaos.

With Nabila's slow steps closer towards Nadeo, Nadeo who realized Nabila's presence raised his head to look at Nabila. Nadeo's eyes reddened, Nabila concluded Nadeo had just been crying.

"Mas..., why is this?" Tanya Nabila.

Nabila pulled Nadeo to get up and sit on the edge of the bed with her.

"Mas...?"

Nadeo hugged Nabila.

"Because everyone left me? Mama, Raya and.., "Pause, "You."

Nabila's heart immediately melos. Has he been so evil and outrageous? To make Nadeo so frustrated because of his actions. Guilt is getting over Nabila.

"Don't leave me Bil..." Please Nadeo, his voice is so hoarse.

It seemed like this man in his arms was now really very chaotic. Even Nadeo was crying at him. There was not a single word Nabila could say to Nadeo to calm him down. Nabila can't.

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Nabila plans to take a walk today. He had already promised Cinthya that he would accompany Cinthya to look for birthday gifts for the gods. How sweet mareka. Why is someone else's love story so good? Why can't he? Almost everyone around her has a great love story. Only he was not so lucky.

Just look at Cinthya dating a young lady from high school. Mareka is still alive today. Even their relationship is getting closer with the engagement bond. Like Nabila, Mareka never had any serious problems in the relationship. Most Cinthya will be jealous when found by the Dewangga who accidentally ngelike photos of other girls. Or the Dewangga who called him late or picked him up. And the hostess will ask forgiveness, bring a bouquet of flowers, or chocolate for Cinthua. And Cinthya will surely forgive her heart. There are no serious problems in their relationship. Mareka always remembered the important days of Mareka. Birthday or anniversary.

Well there is also Mbak Anisa who managed to make Nabila envious. Anisa was dating her husband when she was both in college. Once graduated, Ms. Anisa directly in the application. And now they are happy with their marriage.

The more thought out, the more there is no end.

Nabila is ready with his casual clothes. Cream color pashmina, a sweater that has three colors with tone warm, and cream colored culottes. Perfect already, do not need expensive clothes, which is important comfortable.

Nabila immediately came down from his room and ran small. At the door, he sat down with Nadeo, who had just returned home. There was a tired look on Nadeo's face.

Nadeo narrowed his eyes looking at Nabila. Nabila smiled riled up. Should she talk to her future ex-husband?

"Where are you going Bil?"

"Same way Cinthya Mas, want to find a gift for her fiance who wants a birthday."

"Owh.."

Nadeo scanned Nabila from top to bottom, until his attention was fixed on the fingers of Nabila's hand. There is less on Nabila.

"Where's your ring?" Nadeo asked when he realized there were no more wedding rings on Nabila's finger.

"A..? The ring?" Nabila glanced at his hand. "I'm gone, Mas, soon we'll get a divorce, so I don't wear it anymore."

"But right now you're still my wife's legitimate?" Nadeo Protest.

"Some of them never wear it. I never had a problem. Mas only use when we want to meet Mama, the rest is not right? Mas wear the wedding ring Masama Mbak Raya. Now only in Mas's hand, still the ring" Nabila as if pointing with her eyes finger Nadeo's hand that still wears her wedding ring with Raya. But they have nothing to do anymore.

"Sorry.." Lirih Nadeo's. Yes, aware of his mistake so far hurt Nabila's heart.

"I don't know, it's common."

"I go first Mas, afraid Cinthya wait for him later."

Nabila immediately plans to leave.

"Bill?" Nadeo pulled Nabila's arm.

"Why again?"

"About our farewell.." Highlight Nadeo's eyes expectantly.

Instead of answering, Nabila pulled his arm and left. It seemed like it was enough to simply answer Nadeo's question. Her marriage is on the verge of collapse.