Lying (Loving In Sepi)

Inculpation

"Thank God!!" That was the first word that came out of Nadeo's lips when he found out that his little wife was conscious.

Nadeo kissed Nabila's hand which still did not have any energy. Nadeo's tears just fell when he saw his wife.

"Thank you for holding on." Nadeo raspy.

"I why Mas?" Nabila asked in a small voice, almost inaudible. "Cock in the hospital?"

Should Nadeo answer that question?

"Have you picked up Pakde and Bude?"

"...."

"Where are they?"

"Pakde just got home. Back to Mama's house."

"Keep me why?"

Nabila tried to remember again, what happened to him last time. He ran small on the stairs to make him slip and fall.

"Mas...?"

"Yes?"

"What am I?" Tanya Nabila slowly accompanied by hope.

Nadeo. Unable to tell the truth.

"Mass?" Call Nabila soft. "Why just shut up?"

With a heavy heart Nadeo replied. "You miscarried Bil!"

It was like being hit with a boulder hearing Nadeo's reply. Nabila hopes Nadeo is lying. Or he is mengeprank, now it is rampant so. Nabila hoped Nadeo would say 'I giveprank!!' But that sentence did not come out of Nadeo's lips. That means Nadeo's not lying.

"Mas Nadeo is no longer lying, is he?"

Mas, tell me you're lying.

After a moment, Nadeo and Nabila fell silent to each other. Mareka was deep in her thoughts. Long after that Nabila made a sound.

"Funny it feels like Mas, when only yesterday he was in my stomach. Pulsed like a gas bubble, even like a butterfly. Now he's gone." Lirih Nabila's.

The look on his face showed sadness and loss. And Nadeo can't bear to see it all. Although Nabila previously hated being pregnant, over time he was comfortable and very affectionate to his future children. But now he's gone.

It's not just Nabila who feels pain. Nadeo was no less sick and suffering. He also lost his son, even here Nadeolah felt the most tormented. Usually before going to bed he will stroke, even kiss her. It's gone now. Not to mention he felt he failed to keep Nabila, and could not make his mother happy.

"It's my fault Mas! I'm not careful." Ratap Nabila's. "When I already know the floor is slippery, because Mbak Raya just finished mopping. But I'm careless!" Sesal Nabila's.

"No! You are not wrong!" Denied Nadeo. "I'm wrong Bill, don't take care of you!" Rutuk Nadeo's.

"If only I had been more careful. Surely not all will happen. The baby's safe, I didn't miscarry. Maybe it won't be like this."

"Bil, don't blame yourself. It's wrong, baby."

"Excuse me Mr. Nadeo, I'll check on his wife for a minute?" Said the male doctor who came without being aware of Nabila and nadeo.

"Yes Doc, please!" Nadeo.

The doctor examined Nabila in the company of a nurse. After the doctor turned his head towards Nadeo, he wanted to talk to Nadeo.

"Sir Nadeo, as I said yesterday. Father's wife must do curettage to prevent the occurrence of uterine cancer. There are still some unsanitary networks. Fear that unclean tissue can develop into abnormal tissue and be the trigger of cancer cells."

Nadeo turned his head towards Nabila, as if asking 'would Nabila do it all?' When he understood, he nodded in agreement.

"Good Doc." Nadeo agrees.

"Well then, will you please sign the approval letter, please? So that it can be done immediately."

"I'm sorry then?"

The doctor came out followed by a nurse who was busy taking notes.

Nadeo glanced at Nabila full of guilt for dragging him into the suffering that Nabila should not feel. It's because of his selfishness.

Nadeo held Nabila's hand. "I'm sorry, huh? If it wasn't for me, you wouldn't have suffered like this." Nadeo said really.

"It's not wrong."

"I'm sorry Bil."

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The night is too late. Think of the wind that blows increasingly feels piercing the skin.

It did not feel like lingering outside, making Nadeo cold. After entering the gate half-running, Nadeo finally entered the house.

He wants to shower and change clothes. I think he is tired today. Apalagu this afternoon Nabila had a curettage operation. Be Nadeo had to wait for Nabila to finish.

"How is Nabila doing?" Tanya Raya when Nadeo just came in.

"Your satisfaction?" Asked Nadeo in a high direct tone, which made Raya surprised.What's wrong? He just asked.

"What have you done to Nabila?" Asked Nadeo again who was getting closer to Raya who was standing near the stairs.

What have I done? I didn't do anything. Why does the question seem to accuse Raya of doing something to Nabila.

"Me?" Tanya pointed to herself.

"Who else? Is there anyone else here?"

"I don't know what you mean!"

The vow! Raya did not understand Nadeo's intentions. Where is the direction of the man who has the status of her husband.

"Why did Nabila fall?"

"I don't know Mas, who I know Nabila fell like he slipped on the stairs. Maybe the floor is still slippery, because I just mopped it." Answer what is.

Nadeo did not accuse Raya of harming Nabila right? Where might Raya push Nabila. But how does the effect like Raya intentionally harm Nabila huh? At least that's what Raya can conclude seeing the way Nadeo asked. As if he was the cause of Nabila's fall.

"Who told you to mop?"

Wh who? Who indeed? There aren't. Himself is. And always do it anyway!

"There is no Mas! I just took the initiative, I think there is no harm in cleaning the house, because Pakde and Budenya Nabila will visit. I thought they were coming in the afternoon, so the floor was dry. I always do that anyway!"

"Reason!!" Sergey Nadeo. "You're intentionally trying to harm Nabila?"

Wait for. Meaning how is this? Raya deliberately wanted to harm nabila? Really never had such a thought. Although he envied Nbila pregnant, but he was not cruel yet to do anything contemptible.

Raya shook her head strongly, her heart ached being accused like that. "No, Mom! I don't mean that I.."

"Lied!!" Cut Nadeo. "You intentionally did you want to harm Nabila? Because she's pregnant! You envy her, right, she's pregnant?"

It is indeed the envy of Nabila pregnant. But that doesn't mean he did it all, after all he didn't feel angry Nabila was pregnant.

"Mas, I don't know why you can think like that, but you have to believe I've never had the slightest malicious intent as Nabila. I consider Nabila like my own sister."

"Evil you! Now you are satisfied, right? Because Nabila has miscarried!"

"What's? Nabila miscarried?" Tanya Raya shock.

"Not to be surprised. Is this what you want?"