Loving Your Own Friend

MensahSen Episode 54

On that day off I was surprised because when I opened my eyes there was my Chinese right in front of me. He asked for an explanation for what happened last night, which even I did not know what to explain to him.

We finally had a question that didn't fix things. For a moment I thought, was she jealous after knowing I was dating someone else?

But I don't think that far, I just accept Rika because I feel sorry for her, and I don't think China will be mad at me.

I was thinking maybe Rika could also be good friends with China because when I was with Rika, she always discussed Chinese goodness and beauty.

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From a distance I saw China seemed to be happy with Riza, silent I was always monitoring what her activities were and with whom she met.

I had asked China to cut its ties with Riza, because of my eogicalness that did not want China to be busy with anyone other than me. But fate says something else, instead I feel the farther the distance between us and I don't know what causes it.

That night I got word from my father that Han had an accident, I immediately went to the Chinese house to tell him. I never thought the accident was so bad that it put you in a coma.

At the same time I actually got the news that my grandfather was sick, that made me have to leave China at the worst time, without daring to increase the burden, I did not tell him about the grandfather problem.

I haven't heard from China for a long time, I don't know why I feel like he's staying away. But I assume it's because he's thinking a lot.

Short time I've been reunited with my Chinese, a time I've been really looking forward to. My heart warmed when I saw the look on his face, I finally hugged him and apologized for my departure without saying goodbye.

That happiness didn't last long because I had to drive Rika home. After driving her, I got back on the bike to the Chinese house.

When I looked into him, I let out the anxiety of my inability to leave him.

But I haven't been able to explain the reason I lost, Rika called to tell me to go home immediately because mom at home suddenly felt less well.

Oh shit, I murmured in my heart

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Honestly, I feel like I've been in jail since I went to college, because I've always been with Rika. But I know if Rika is in need of me because she just left forever by her parents because of an accident when she was heading here. That's one of the reasons why Rika lives in my house.

When I wanted to meet China, Rika always reasoned that if she needed a friend, she had always looked miserable ever since. And I can only accompany him even though I actually don't like it if he always sticks with me.

Once I wanted to end my relationship with him, but he refused and instead complained to my mother on the grounds that she could not if she had to lose the person she loved so much again. And oddly enough mama always agree whatever her wishes, I can't do much, plus I know if Rika's alm. papa shares are big enough in my papa company.