Loving Your Own Friend

MensahSen Episode 34

Happy Reading's.

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In the morning when the sun began to shine, Arka and I went home. Our eyes were wide overnight, though I with great difficulty endured the drowsiness, but I was happy to spend the night with him.

On the way home we stopped at one of the stalls selling chicken porridge. After ordering, Arka said...

"Cin, I'm sorry before."

I don't understand why he's apologizing, because I don't think he's done anything wrong. I looked into his eyes, I saw there was sadness there, but why? We both laughed happily last night.

"What do you mean?" i asked.

"I want to continue S2 in the Netherlands" he said softly with eyes still looking at me, maybe he was waiting for my reaction when he heard his words.

Of course at first I felt angry and unaccepted, just now our relationship began to improve, but he was willing to leave again? And what did he say? To the Netherlands, it turns out that his words were not made up (read in episode 19).

But I do not want my disappointment to be seen by Arka, I have to support him, so that Om Han's desire to make him the successor of the company can be achieved.

"Finally you really go too Ar," I said with a forced laugh. "So, when are you leaving?"

For a moment we were silent, I don't know what Arka was thinking, is it possible that she would be too heavy to leave me here? Ah it seems impossible, don't be too confident you are Citra.

"The next day I'm leaving, will you be able to deliver?"

"Who's driving Ar?" I asked back.

"Papa and mama" he answered

Without thinking, I immediately agreed to take her to the airport.

Chicken porridge came, finally we had breakfast with no sound, busy with each other's thoughts.

After breakfast, Arka drove me home, and then she said goodbye to her house. I entered the house, I saw Mama and Ernan at the dinner table.

"Lho, where were you last night, baby?" ask my mom after seeing me.

I went up to Mama, and sat down beside Ernan, "out Ma, with Arka. But did not have time to say goodbye because of hurry, sorry Ma" said I.

"Ah yes it's okay, mama thought you had gone to the restaurant, Mama had to go to the room to wake you but you are not there" said mama

There was a knock on the door from the outside, Mbok Lilis opened the door, then told Rayen had arrived.

Rayen had breakfast with Ernan and mama, while I went to the room, to take a shower and get ready to go to the restaurant.

A few dozen minutes later we left. "Ray, tomorrow I'm not going to the restaurant, so you don't have to come home. Tomorrow take a day off." I told Rayen

"Where is Madam going?" ask Rayen.

"I'll take Arka to the airport!" answer me

"All right, I'll come too. I have to make sure Mrs Citra is in good condition" he said again.

"No need for Ray, I'm with papa and Arka's mom."

"All right" he answered briefly

"Hay Mrs Citra.

I turned the eyeball, it turned out that what came was Raya and Cindy. We have not met for long.

"It's very busy our career woman on this one" said Raya by sitting on the sofa and Cindy followed.

I approached them both. "Busy work ya, not busy mengebucin" I said with a laugh insinuating them both.

"What a Cit, try to find a girlfriend again to know how it feels." Cindy said

"Males, I don't want to be a pussy" I replied.

"I swear to let you fall in love with someone who fell down to become a bucin as a pussy" said Raya, then the three of us laughed.

The three of us decided to have lunch at the cafe, with Rayen delivered of course.

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This morning, I was getting ready to take Arka to the airport. At first I wanted to drive my own car, or come along with the Arka car, but suddenly Rayen came to intend to deliver me, inevitably I was escorted by Rayen. While Arka one car with om Han and aunt Mei.

1 Hour drive, we arrived at the airport. After getting out of the car, I was shocked to see Rika coming out of Han's car.

"Hello Citra, how are you?" rika asked after seeing and approaching me.

"B-good Rik!" I answered with a confused mind.

I just found out if Rika came to Holland with Arka, they would take S2 together there. It's a nightmare for me. I can't understand why he can also come, whether this has actually been compiled since long ago by Arka.

Inside airport..

Arka hugged me, I returned her embrace. "Take care of yourself, Cin" said Arka, with her hand rubbing my head.

Actually I'm not ready for this, I'm not ready to be away from you. I feel like I want to be around you forever Ar.

"Yes Ar, you are also yes" I replied by wiping the tears that escaped wetting the cheeks.

Rika approached and hugged me, "Gue is far ahead of you!" his whispers.

I sighed, and said, "Do what you want" by taking off a hug and smiling at Rika.

After Arka left, we went back to each other's houses. I thought about Arka and Rika, what would happen if they were there only two, I even thought about bad things to the point that I shuddered in horror.

"What do you think, madam?" ask Rayen.

"It's okay Ray, I just had a little headache!" my answer.

"Do we have to stop by the hospital first Madam?" ask him again.

"No need, I just need to rest at home" I replied

After I got home, I immediately entered the room and dropped myself on the bed.

Turns out you asked me to enjoy the night before just to say goodbye, because you're leaving me Ar. I thought that moment would happen often, but it turns out that you left me. I don't know when we'll see Ar again. What should I do now that you're gone? Should I try again to eliminate this feeling, or wait for you to come back with uncertainties that will actually make me sick, if it turns out what happened is not what I want later.

Maybe it should be logic that acts, but what power if in fact the heart is unable to move.