Love Wounded By Jin Disruption And Magic

Chapter 82. Suffering Above Love

In her conscious state or not, Alina was very hopeful that Ansori could become a priest for her. Whatever happens he will continue to struggle to be someone who means a lot in Ansori's life.

Although sometimes love and resentment often reign over her heart, Alina continues to convince herself that Ansori is a righteous male figure who can guide her in goodness and truth to reach her pleasure.

Alina has no idea that Ansori has been betrothed to the Sholihah woman of her parents' choice. I don't know what happens if Alina finds out about it. Of course, he will enjoy the pain of his unfulfilled love. Perhaps it will behave like a person who loses his mind because there is no longer a shoulder that sustains him, which is always a place for him to complain about all his complaints and anxieties.

Alina again scratched her pen ink on top of her diary, revealing all her pent-up sense of heart for the figure of Muhammad Al Faris Muzakki Ansori the man she loved so much.

Alina also carved words that kept her excited to survive and recover from the pain she suffered, those words became the hope for him to be able to foster a halal relationship with the figure of Muzakki Ansori.

"O you who are there, my heart is indeed attached to you. You who have given me a drop of hope will survive the twists and turns of this life. I hope your race stays imprinted on me."

"For the sake of my soul which is in His grasp, I hope you are the answer to all my fret."

"O you're my future priest, never to leave me. Promise me that you will stay with me with all my weaknesses and shortcomings."

"You who have made the breath of my life more meaningful, you who have made me fall for you. Never make me feel pain above my love for you. Because really if you weren't around, I'd be dead in my life. No more light shines on me, except only darkness shines on me."

"Really, I wish you were the priest of the world and my Hereafter. Who always guides me, remembering me when I am fragile. If you don't exist, I will really cry out for the pain of my love for you and I will never again know what it means to love if my heart is hurt by you Muhammad Al Faris Muzakki Ansori!"

"May our meeting later be the beginning to knit love carve a promise in the sacred bond that has been diridhoi by the gripper breath of love and life. You are the lover of my heart and the foundation of my hope, so I remind you once again never to go out of my life no matter what happens, you are the figure of a heretic far away. You have stolen all my heart and soul. So, uh, never let me thirst in thirst without you giving me a sip of love water to water myself which is shaken because in the waiting of your love that until now you have not bound it with the theme of love it is lawful for us to knit the rope of togetherness in the shade of His love and ridho."

"I longed to see you, my soul mate and my hope!"

"May you sincerely accept all my pain and shortcomings that are in me. Thank you for encouraging me to heal from the pain that is now plaguing me. I won't forget your sweet smile, when we met in public transport the other day, until finally I ended up knowing you in my life which now really has made me fall in love with you Muhammad Al Faris Muzakki Ansori the figure of a lover of the heart that I so greatly admire!" pen scratches 20xx by Alina Cahya Kirani.

Alina also closed her diary, she tried to get excited again to reach her love for Ansori who has now reigned in her heart.

"I must be strong, I must be strong, I must be healed, I must be healthy! may my bismillah be a God!" alina said expectantly.

"Cieee .. who is falling in love!" seductive Andara who has since peeked at her sister's activities so seriously wrote her words in her diary.

"So, you've been watching me since?" alina is hysterical. Alina also covered her face with both hands because she was embarrassed to be caught by her brother. For having poured his heart into the figure of Muhammad Al Faris Muzakki Ansori.

However, it was enough to make Alina's face look red.

"Not anything deck, sister is happy to see you back cheerful and excited. So you really fell in love with that young man?" ask Andara by continuing to tease her sister.

Alina nodded slowly while revealing her sweetest smile.

"God willing, Brother!" alina nodded vigorously.

The two brothers also look compact to the kitchen to wrestle with their morning activities to prepare breakfast for their small family.

Alina looks so beautiful and radiant, she is so happy when she keeps remembering the memories with Muzzaki Ansori that colorful adorn her days even though only through flat objects as the language of her communication.

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The Queensha Putri Fayanna residence.

The new princess woke up from her stupor, after her heated struggle on the night of her bride last night with her husband Bagaskara.

"Where's Bagas? why is he not seen in the room? he really made me just to give away his passion!" oceh Putri with the pain of his love for Bagaskara Ardhana Putra, who married him only limited to revenge.

"Awww, my sensitive area hurts so much! how can I walk like this? I thought I was dead, you depraved man!" the Princess grimaced with pain rubbing the softness of her precious crown that had been forcibly snatched away by her husband Bagaskara.

"Where else is he going? just disappear, you irresponsible husband!" The princess continued to nag while enduring her pain. He tried to get up from his bed, but his sensitive area was still painful to get up.

"It felt like my body was crumbling dimly, my crown felt like it was splitting. I just want to die!" the princess was half frustrated.

However, his phone rang as if asking to be lifted. However, the Princess had difficulty reaching for her flat object that was on top of her closet drawer.

"Din!" incoming message notification.

The princess tried to crawl towards her drawer, her eyes perfectly patterned when reading the contents of the message.

"Meet me at Mama Laras' house! I'm sick, it's your duty as a wife to take care of your husband!" tell Bagaskara via a message on his phone.

"Based on an accursed husband! who does he think he is? just leave me! what does he think I am healthy? try if he were me, would definitely not be able to withstand my pain? just let me not meet him, who told me to run away home without excuse! enjoy your pain!" the Princess grumbled by throwing her body on her bed.

The princess does not know if her husband came home last night only to see Alina after a heated struggle with her. The princess also did not know that Bagaskara was actually holding back her pain due to her resistance to paralyze Dimas Sidqi Amrulloh Alina's sister-in-law through her magic, which eventually caused him to be paralyzed and defeated by the power of Dimas who was always in the protection of Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala.

"Mending me to sleep again, because of him I suffered. I also missed my morning prayer! it's good that I have to enjoy the pain of my love for her, I don't want to be her slave! " the princess who looked lazy after the night of her unwanted bride by him with Bagaskara Ardhana The son of her depraved husband who had forcibly snatched away her chastity.

The princess went back to sleep, even though the sun began to rise in her light. The princess was still asleep in her sleep, no matter the thousands of messages and light calls from Bagaskara to her were ignored by her. He deliberately wanted to avenge Bagaskara's abomination against him.

"Bas based on the accursed wife! look out if I'm cured later, I won't let you breathe a single bit!" say Bagaskara by slamming his phone, when his wife doesn't care.