
Nur Syifa had fallen asleep in her complaint, only Alina who had not been able to close her eyes. He is still thinking about his future which is still not clearly visible considering the pain he suffered did not heal. He had to go through the number of times the process of therapy ruqyah, so that the power of negative energy in his body could be lost perfectly considering the disease that had long lodged in his body.
''O Allah, to you is the place where the servant wishes. May there be a miracle from you in all this pain. By staying away from my hometown at least I can avoid seeing the Bagas mas who has the heart to mendzolimi me. I hope someday I can find someone who truly loves me, accepts my pain. The lack that is within me!'' Alina muttered in her heart, it was inevitable that she needed love in her life as well. He needs someone who can love him sincerely, his pain that often reaps oddity when he is unconscious.
Alina was asleep in a dream, and strangely she seemed to dream of meeting a young man who she considered only as a sister no more.
The young man seemed able to cover all the grief that enveloped him. However, Alina continued to reject him because the young man was not her criterion. However, the young man continued to beg his rabb to be united with Alina even though he knew the girl he liked often experienced strange and mystical disturbances that might make people afraid when Alina was possessed.
Because of the power of a piece of do'a, Alina felt as if Dawn could embrace her in a dream with a halal bond.
''Dawn of Thunder Ramadhan, no kkk .. You are not my chosen man, we are just friends. I just think of you as a brother!'' it was Igau Alina in her dream.
Nur Syifa woke up from her sleep when she heard Alina's dream.
''Alina, wakeup! you're being seductive, what's going on with you? why are you calling the name of Dawn?'' Nur Syifa shook Alina's body, until the girl woke up.
''Subhanallah, astaghfirullah ... Nur Syifa?'' Alina still looked dazed, sweat as big as corn seeds soaking her forehead. The dream was so unsettling that, it made Alina get carried away in the real world.
''You have bad dreams? Immediately, say the phrase ta'awudz to avoid the deceit and temptation of the devil!'' nur Syifa's edict that saw Alina's face looked uneasy about what she dreamed of.
''It's not bad, but I hope the dream doesn't come true. I don't like him, he's too young for me. I need a priest who can guide me and also has an age range older than me, said Alina honestly.
''You dreamt of my brother's Dawn?'' nur Syifa asked with caution. He did not want to disturb the psychiatric condition of Alina because of the recklessness of his sister who had offered to marry Alina.
Alina nodded slowly, wiping the sweat that soaked her forehead.
''You take it too seriously and think about it, until you get carried away to dreamland. If you don't like my brother no problem, he is still very young his experience of religion is still a corn considering all this time he is more at home in his sparkling world. I hope you remain friends, keep teaching my sister to study and learn science and the Qur'an, because your presence can make her eager to learn. So, don't bring your unsettling dreams to the real world.'' Nur Syifa seemed to calm Alina, she also gave a glass of water to Alina and Alina immediately gulped the water until the toilet.
***
On the other hand, Dawn was so solemn in her dhikr and prayers along with Alina's awakening from her troubling dream.
It turned out that the dream that had just been delirious by Alina had something to do with the do'a that Fajar had promised in the third of the night.
''O Allah, O you who are the masters of life and the creators of the universe. Truly, this despicable and poor servant faces the face of the servant to You. Seriously, I admit how weak I am. This sinful and wicked servant presents a face to You, I beg Your forgiveness for all the wrongs and deeds that I have done in the past. The servant repents to You with true repentance.''
Dawn continued to worship in his do'a-do'anya, until at the end of the sentence did not forget he slipped do'a hoping that it could be united with a woman who was so admired that none other than Alina Cahya Kirani.
''O Allah, the All-Knowing of all hearts. Truly, I wish You full hope, allow this weak servant to gain the love of an angel who has touched my heart and feelings when I look upon him. He who is able to cover his heart and soul with the beauty of morality and religion, really .. I am very impressed with the beauty and elegance wrapped in syar'i clothes that adorn the beauty in him. It is like a pearl hidden at the bottom of the ocean, it is not easy to reach his heart so awake by a drop of the silence of faith in the heart.''
The dawn further magnifies the greatness of his Lord, he blatantly asks the creator to be united with the woman he loves.
''Hamba please allow the servant to reach out and touch his heart in a lawful bond, even though the servant realizes this self is not worthy to be with him. However, this feeling has pervaded in the depths of this heart and soul, and I am convinced that the feeling born from this heart is a gift from You! therefore I hope to bring us closer to Your pleasure, allow the servant to prove to him that I am his true love. A man who can accept all his advantages and disadvantages, accept all his pain and accompany his days through all the life processes and trials of life that are suffering from it. O Allah, allow the servant to be able to match him, in the way that you are pleased!''
Dawn continued to honor and continued to ask Alina in her prayers. No matter the whole world reproaches him, what he expects is the pleasure of his Lord. Dawn literally knocks at the door of heaven when it needs help from the creator of the universe to grant all its do'a-do'anya. For he was very sure that the help of God was near, to his servants who were always hanging themselves on Him.
Seawam-awamnya Fajar Guntur Ramadhan, he is very sure if his prayer will one day be granted by Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala. He so absorbed the sweetness of faith when it came to his Lord.
***
On the other hand, before dawn, Alina was just awake from her sleep when she heard meandering adhan echoed throughout the city, where she is now.
''Astaghfirullah, it is already dawn! I failed the night prayer, as a result of falling asleep after waking up from that unsettling dream!'' alina's mind while rubbing her eyes that are still narrowed due to still holding back her sleepiness.