Love Wounded By Jin Disruption And Magic

Chapter 60. If Allah is Ridho, Why Not?

Alina was silent, she still kept thinking about Ansori's words. He felt unworthy to be with Ansori, given the level of faith between him and Ansori like the earth and the sky.

Alina suddenly returned moody, she felt afraid to face the future. He felt that he would be hurt by the situation, considering the disease he suffered was constantly eating away at his body. It seemed to paralyze his power. Weakened his life spirit, dampening his confidence to be able to carve out a brighter future.

"Alina, why silence? is there something you want to ask?" Ansori continued to give space for Alina to ask.

"That-nothing, brother. Alina was just sad to think about the future, could it be that this black mud me could be with you! with all my weaknesses and shortcomings? I don't feel perfect for being with my sister. From the religious side, Alina is not worth her brother!" terang Alina felt inferior.

"Alina, listen to sister! for the umpteenth time you say you're so perfect from anything you've ever met. You are so special, so never feel meaningless. To get better it takes a process, not directly being good. Patience, faith and fear must be slowly fertilized and not immediately become perfect."

"Like a baby, he has to go through various processes first and then can lie on his stomach, crawl, sit and walk according to his age. Likewise, the heresy of our faith must be in the cas first, must be in the contents of the sciences of religion first, so that we can carry out all forms of obedience all need knowledge, all need knowledge, not immediately become understanding and clever by itself. What God values is the process, the process of us walking the life to His pleasure." Ansori continues to motivate Alina.

Alina listened carefully to Ansori's words, she felt a bit of calmness as she listened to the strands of Ansori's words.

"Meaning that if Allah betrothed Alina to an older sister, you will definitely accept Alina as she is!" alina was full of question marks.

"God willing if Allah is pleased, why not? because for the most important brother is God's Ridho, so I hope Alina does not grieve anymore."

"sister does hope Alina is the soul mate of brother, may God grant our prayers huh? So from this day forward, let us learn together to attain the pleasure of God, that what we hope is granted by God."

"God willing, in 6 months you will go home and complete your apprenticeship. Brother hopes we will meet again, to realize all our hopes and dreams. May God grant this good intention."

"May Alina wait patiently for the arrival of her sister, and vice versa may this feeling remain until God finally unites us in a lawful bond! " said Ansori full of earnestness.

"God willing, Alina will wait for brother, hopefully this feeling will continue to exist and sister never change. Because if that happens, maybe Alina will feel a deep disappointment. Because, along with her sister Alina can feel a smile of happiness, so Alina hopes full of Ansori, may God match us in the right time, aamin ya robbal alaamin." The hope that is imprinted in the heart of Alina Cahya Kirani towards the figure of Muzzaki Ansori.

"God willing, I hope what Alina hopes, whatever happens later I hope Alina will remain a good woman, continue to learn to explore religious knowledge for the future of the world and the hereafter. Because we do not know what God's future destiny will be like for us. Brother does not want to see sadness on your face, you are too beautiful to continue to lament your sorrow. Brother really hopes you can become a Sholihah woman, keep decorating yourself with faith and taqwa. because only then you are able to live all these life processes despite a thousand waves of trials against you."

"Alina, brother pray that God may calm your heart soften your soul from all the complexities of your life. Try to always reach for his love, so that you always find happiness in your life! truly you are the one who is imprinted in my heart right now, and I hope this feeling remains at our meeting."

"God willing, Alina still needs guidance and direction, so Alina hope you never get tired of reminding Alina when Alina is negligent and forgetful, there are many things that Alina does not understand about this life, so do not ever get tired of continuing to accompany Alina in going through all the processes of this life journey. Alina hope you never leave Alina's life, because if it really happens this breath of life, it means nothing to me. I will really die in my life, if I lose you. Losing your love that is currently lodged in my heart!" alina said full of seriousness.

"Truly I am a weak woman, who, without her support, will be fragile in my life. Because if I've fallen for someone it's not easy for me to forget. Brother An, forgive me for all my race that sided with you, which is very difficult for me to pull over. So never leave me! I will always be faithful to wait for your presence until the time comes me and you will stand together in a halal bond. May Allah grant me my prayers and wishes aamin mujibassailin." Alina ended her sentence, with mixed feelings between sad and happy."

"Alina, God willing, you will take care of this heart for you, so never doubt and feel alone, you will always be there for you to accompany your days, though the distance is wide, yet our hearts remain bound and united in the love that God may desire."

"Thank you, brother, for all the feelings that you have expressed in my heart. Today, I feel very happy because there is someone who is so attentive to me. I promise I will try to learn to love you because of God like you said."

"I will try to improve myself to be better, I will learn to explore religious knowledge that I do not understand so that later it can be provision for me to live my life in the future. Once again, thank you for all the love, for all your patience with me all this time and today I am happy to listen because it turns out you also have the same feeling towards me, he said, I'm happy for all that Muhammad Al Faris Muzakki Ansori!" Alina ended her sentence with a million beautiful and happy words that colored her heart at this moment.

While Ansori felt the same way, she felt happy for having carved a smile of happiness in the heart of the girl she loved so much. He promised in his heart would not disappoint the woman who was struggling to fight against the thorns of life.

Ansori always tried to comfort Alina, so that the girl she loved kept the spirit of living this life. Alina also developed a smile of happiness, she did not expect today she got a surprise in the form of love expressions from a Muhammad Al Faris Muzakki Ansori.

"Sir An, how come we get serious like this!" alina said in her cut style.

"Oh yeah, you're right how we get serious like this anyway? sister became tense as well, after Alina studied how to convey it feels, sister so can not say anymore. But, happy sister turns out Alina also has the same taste towards big sister." Ansori seemed to develop a smile on her lips after a few minutes ago created tension between herself and Alina.

"I mean, we're dealing with each other being special!" timpal Alina with a smile.

"God willing, may Allah be pleased!" ansori said full of smiles of happiness. The two human children were joking with each other, after expressing their hearts. Today the two felt as if the world was on his side, there was no longer any sadness that colored the two that existed just a smile of happiness. That their love had indeed been imprinted on each other's hearts, without anything holding onto it.

"Sir An, it seems like it has entered Maghrib time soon, do we just end our conversation first and brother as usual should get ready for the mosque, how? "asked Alina with great earnestness.

"Astagfirullah, you're right too big brother almost neglected it!" Ansori glanced at her watch which already showed at 17:45 WIB.

"I'm sorry, sis, this is all because of Alina!" alina sounded sad.

"Nobody is to blame Alina, we're the ones who may be so engrossed in storytelling that we don't realize time is spinning so fast" Ansori said, not wanting to blame Alina.

"All right, Alina turn it off, sister, the phone? Assalamualaikum."

"Wa'alaikumsalam!" Ansori ended her conversation with a more perfect greeting.

the two human children continued their respective activities by moving to perform the magrib prayer service which was only 15 minutes away, with a very extraordinary faith imprinted in the hearts of both at this time.