
"Alina is special in my heart!" alina asked Ansori.
"Of course, it's very special of all the angels in this world!" said Ansori who is now starting to be outspoken with her feelings for Alina.
"Oh yeah, getting smart now huh?" exclaim Alina by pranking Ansori.
"It's not a zombie, but it is! do you feel the same?" asked Ansori in a serious tone.
"I, I .. Yes Alina also felt the same way with sister!" Alina seems to be embarrassed to answer Ansori's question.
"Then, will you make an appointment to see me in 6 months at my college. God willing my sister will be graduating soon after coming home from the internship later!" ansori.
Alina was flattered by Ansori's invitation towards her."Oh yeah, is it true that you invited me to my sister's graduation show later?" alina asked with disbelief.
"Sister looks joking? of course you'll be getting acquainted with both my parents!" concluded Ansori by convincing Alina.
Alina looks wrong. There was a sense of nervousness and shame enveloping his heart. He felt confused what to do if he later met face to face with both Ansori parents at the graduation ceremony later.
"God willing ... Alina is coming to attend An's graduation!" Alina confirms Muzzaki Ansori's request.
"God, brother, wait for his arrival?" Ansori seems happy because Alina deigns to be present at her graduation ceremony. Because for him Alina is the special one for him.
"God willing, brother, do not be surprised if you meet Alina. Alina is not a perfect woman. So many flaws in this self!" alina said humble herself. He felt unworthy to be with Ansori who had a high education and religious knowledge when compared to him was not worth it. That was how Alina thought at this moment.
"Why should I be surprised? wasn't it when our meeting was in the van that I saw you clearly. To me you are perfect. I hope our second meeting will be a new beginning for us to knit together to a more serious level!" timpal Ansori convinces Alina of their next relationship.
Alina's feelings grew even more towards Ansori. He felt that Ansori was the right young man for him, who God willingly guided him to the service of his Lord, able to guide him in the world and the Hereafter. So much hope that is imprinted in the heart of Alina Cahya Kirani.
"Okay, brother, thank you for everything. May God grant us good intentions!" alina answered with full hope for Muhammad Al Faris Muzakki Ansori.
The two continued to talk about matters related to religion so that Alina was more excited about her days.
"Oh yes brother, God willing, Alina will want to find a good place to study. Alina wants to try to gather with friends who are sholih, to learn to reap the wisdom and knowledge of religion better. In addition, later I will seek treatment for non-medical diseases that I am currently experiencing. Because, lately I feel the disturbance that is in my body is becoming more and more!" alina explained with the honesty of her heart that was not covered up against the figure of Muzakki Ansori.
"Thank God, that's the best plan. Brother is supporting you to treat ruqyah syari'yyah. I'm sure Alina will be healed!" Ansori continues to provide motivation and passion for Alina in kindness.
"Will you and your parents accept Alina as a special person for you with a disease that is eating away at Alina's body at this time?" Alina seemed to hesitate with it all, considering the strange illness suffered by her lately.
"Thank you sister, Alina is happy to hear that!" alina said with a glowing face.
"Until you meet back at college sister in 6 months, huh? It feels, there is a rush to meet with you!" Ansori tries to be honest, after all the full moon harbors her feelings for Alina.
Hearing Ansori's honesty, Alina's feelings grew stronger and more flowery towards the young man who had touched her heart.
"Sir An, promise to stay with Alina no matter what happens! because I have put my full hope in my brother. If big sister goes from my life, Alina doesn't know how to live these days. Because Alina was used to the presence of my sister filling my days. Even though only through the means of communication as the language of instruction, all of it is very meaningful to me. Alina will be a woman who will not believe in love again if you have to lose your sister!" Alina said honestly from the bottom of her heart, if she really expected Ansori to be her priest.
"God willing, if Allah were pleased we would be a match! so don't be afraid! our soul mate, sustenance, death are arranged by God. If indeed Alina is the rib of a sister, we will meet as far as any distance stretched between us!" ansori brightly lit with seriousness.
Alina was suddenly gloomy and sad when she heard Ansori's words. He felt as if he would part forever with the figure of the young man he loved so much.
"Yes, sister, Alina has a lot to do!" alina hid her disappointment. Somehow his feelings suddenly hurt and burdened with the power of negative energy back attacked him so that he felt weak and helpless in living his life.
Ansori felt that there was something strange about Alina suddenly wanting to end her conversation. Though at first Alina was so eager to talk to him. But he still thinks positively. He does not want to make things worse. He was very understanding of the disorders that might occur when knitting together with people who have non-medical diseases such as Alina.
"Is he mad at me? are my words wrong? why is he suddenly acting so cold?" Ansori wondered in her heart.
Alina turned off her phone after saying hello.
"I feel like I hate myself, is there no genuine love for me in this world?" Alina sobbed herself on her bed.
His head suddenly felt heavy, his body felt weak helpless. Alina seemed to be stressed by her condition. He took his diary and wrote his heart on the white paper. Her tears wet her cheeks. Alina felt a deep sadness for the destiny of life she now had to live.
It wasn't easy for him, fighting against his pain.
"I hate you Bagas!" Alina doodled a photo of her relationship with Bagaskara 1 year ago.
"If I knew you were so cruel and venomous I wouldn't want to have love with you. You've ruined half my life, torn my heart apart. Seize my happiness. Why do you put love in my heart? but you finally dropped me in a deep abyss of nothingness!" Alina sobbed in her tears, she seemed to be in a cage of gold locked in a cage without being able to escape the snare of love Bagaskara who ravaged her life.
Alina was like the figure of a person who had lost his mind, he was smothering his body, drowning his face and resting on his knees.
However, strangely his sadness suddenly vanished when he recalled the promise of meeting Ansori in half a year's time.
"May Brother An not disappoint me as what Bagas did to me!" inner Alina was hopeful on the sidelines of her sobs.